What It Is Right Now

surely there has to be somebody on the internet who wants to give me $500,000 in exchange for nothing at all

does anyone know if being kept in a state of constant anxiety and insecurity for 25 years is bad for you??

it’s bullshit that being under this much stress has yet to awaken my latent psychic abilities

remember when you were 10 and you would hang out with your friends in order to Look At The Computer together like you went to their house and experienced the information superhighway together. and then leave

How fucking old are you people?

normal amount

They weren’t lying when they said that as an adult you have to fight for your life to practice your hobbies

They also weren’t lying when they said that when you fail to do so your soul shrivels up inside your body and dies

*sends out email I've been putting off* ah finally :). ah that's a weight off my shoulders :). ah I can relax an-- *receives response to email* what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuckkkk

maybe this time picking at Textures on my skin will lead to being silky smooth

bleeding

everyone who ever tried to kill you failed btw

this isn't something you can rly say in polite company but it's true. if you're trans or from some other marginalised community then a lot of people have wanted you dead. some have tried, in one way or another, to make that happen. you beat them and i'm proud of you

"im tired of living through major historical events" is now "dear lord please let me witness a high profile political assassination in the next 1-2 years. amen"

take the day off from being the bigger person and choose violence, you deserve it