A little something based on the movie The Break Up
Their apartment is a mess. A sink full of unwashed dishes. Half-empty wine bottles scattered on the counter. The dining table, where Enjolras often works, is cluttered with paintbrushes and crumpled sketches. Enjolras stands in the doorway, his jaw clenched, arms crossed tightly across his chest. Grantaire lounges on the couch, a bottle of cheap wine dangling from his fingers, his eyes half-lidded but watchful.
Enjolrasâs voice is low and tightly controlled, the calm before the storm.
âYou said youâd clean up. Three days ago.â
Grantaire shrugs, taking a lazy sip from the bottle. âIâve been busy.â
âBusy?â Enjolras snaps, stepping further into the room. âBusy doing what? Drinking? Painting half-finished canvases you wonât even look at tomorrow? Or was it your busy schedule of avoiding anything remotely meaningful?â
Grantaire smirks, but thereâs a flicker of hurt in his eyes. âYouâre one to talk. Is this about the dishes, or is this about my failure to meet your impossibly high standards again?â
Enjolras exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair. âThis isnât about standards. Itâs about respect. For me, for yourself, for thisââ He gestures broadly to the apartment, to the space they share. âIâm tired of being the only one who cares enough to try. You think this is just about the dishes? Itâs not. Itâs everything.â
âEverything,â Grantaire echoes mockingly. âEverything is such a big word, Enjolras. I didnât know dirty plates were the collapse of our entireâwhat, relationship? Partnership? Whatever this is.â He waves his hand dismissively.
âThatâs exactly it,â Enjolras fires back, his voice rising. âYou treat everything like itâs a joke. Like nothing matters. I canât keep carrying us both while you sit there, undermining everything Iâm trying to build. Every time I look at you, I feel like Iâm trying to pull you out of quicksand, and you justâwonâtâmove.â
Grantaire sits up straighter, his smirk vanishing. âMaybe Iâm fine in the quicksand. Did you ever think of that? Maybe I donât want to be dragged onto your pedestal of perfection, where nothing is ever good enough, where Iâm just another failure in your eyes.â
Enjolrasâs voice cracks, but his fury doesnât waver. âYou think this is about perfection? About me wanting to fix you? No, Grantaire. Itâs about wanting to be with you, but you make it impossible. You hide behind your cynicism, your drinking, yourâyour endless excuses for why nothing can change. I canâtâI wonât live like this.â
Grantaire stands now, the wine bottle set down too hard on the coffee table. âYou knew what I was when you picked me, Enjolras. Donât stand there pretending I tricked you into thinking I was someone else. If you wanted a partner who could match your world-changing dreams, you shouldâve gone for someone like Combeferre. Or Jehan. Or literally anyone whoâs not a walking disappointment.â
âThatâs not fair!â Enjolras shouts, the words finally breaking through his composure. âI chose you, Grantaire. Iâve always chosen you, despiteâdespite everything. But I canât keep choosing you if you refuse to choose yourself. I donât need you to be perfect. I donât need you to agree with me or march in my rallies. But I need you to care about something. About us. About yourself.â
Grantaire falters, the weight of Enjolrasâs words sinking in. He opens his mouth to speak, but no words come.
Enjolrasâs voice softens but is no less firm. âIâm exhausted, R. Iâm exhausted from fighting the world every day and then coming home to fight you, too. I need to know this is worth it. That weâre worth it. But I canât be the only one trying anymore.â
The silence that follows is unbearable. Grantaire looks away, his jaw tightening, his fingers flexing like he wants to reach for Enjolras but doesnât know how.
Finally, Enjolras shakes his head, his expression a mixture of heartbreak and resignation. âI canât keep doing this.â
He turns and walks toward the door, grabbing his coat from the hook. Grantaire takes a step forward, his voice hoarse.
âWhere are you going?â
Enjolras pauses, his back to Grantaire. âI donât know. But I canât be here right now.â
The door closes behind him, leaving Grantaire alone in the too-quiet apartment. The wine bottle sits untouched on the table, the sketches scattered, the dishes still unwashed.