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Wish Upon a Star
It's time to do a little mini event for the lovely people on Tumblr. I'll be making paper stars with written wishes on them, and then offering them up to the celestials on the upcoming Flower Moon (May 1st) and the New Moon (May 16th). There's no limit to how many wishes you can submit - just be mindful to keep it to a sentence so it can fit on the paper. You can submit your wishes through this Google Form! It'll be open until 5PM EST, May 16th.
may the moon and stars hear your wishes and make them all come true.
Congratulations! You are now a Magic-User!!
Spin the wheel to find out in which way your Magic begins to gradually transform your body?
How do you feel about this?
HELL YEAH THIS IS PERFECT FOR ME
This is very cool!
This is neat, I guess…
I mean, it could definitely be worse….
I feel utterly indifferent about this change
Honestly, I don’t think I’d even notice anything is different
This transformation has both strong upsides and downsides, I feel conflicted
This is perfect for me (Deragetory)
This isn’t the worst, but I still feel disappointed…
This feels pretty sucky tbh…
This is a very lousy side-effect, but at least I still have magic, right?
THIS IS SO SO BAD MAGIC ISN'T WORTH IT FOR THIS SIDE EFFECT
I wonder if other Saturn ruled people legitimately feel protected by Saturn in a way that benefits them versus restricts them. There's often discussion about how Saturn isn't protective in the traditional sense (like protecting against harm), but that he's mostly just restrictive and overbearing.
However, I would imagine there are others out there like me who may be Saturn ruled but have other traits that aren't Saturnian in nature. For me, it involves being a bit too much of a ruminating dreamer for my own good, and Saturn having to reel me in from time to time.
I truly feel like that constitutes as protection in terms of safety, both physically and mentally.
Super curious to hear what other folks have to say though. 🪐
Look, it's Saturn, one of my favorite planetary subjects! Sorry for the long post ahead!
Honestly I don't know enough about astrology to declare if I am ruled by Saturn or not (Capricorn ASC), but I definitely feel that He has a big influence on my life and I feel a big pull towards Him, so much so that my first big planetary magic act was invoking Him (completely ignored that I'm a Cancer Moon and that it might have been a way better introduction lmao)
At first (even now, sometimes), I did feel what you're talking about, that my life has way more restrictions than that of the average person, and that I do not exactly have perks to compensate it.
Like, on top of having a standard of quality and conduct that I impose on myself that at times seems greater than of those around me, there's also a standard of conduct that's expected of me from the forces that be. My actions always had stronger consequences, and when I steer my life into a direction that is not for me a tower moment comes quickly and I'm forced to reevaluate and get back on a path that feels true to myself. And if I keep insisting (I'm stubborn as hell) it gets worse and worse until it all crumbles and I have no other choice.
My life also has a lot of restrictions that are not present in most people's lives. I'm chronically ill with a myriad of things, have been for my whole adult life, so if I want to live somewhat comfortably I have to restrict my diet and be pretty selective with what I spend my energy on or I will not be able to get out of bed and fulfill my obligations over the next days. I've lost whole semesters of uni because of this.
Magically, my path is not completely under my control. There are times when magic will stop working for anything other than medical necessities (it's not rare that I need a spell to find a good doctor quickly because the waiting list is literal months and I have something urgent, those never fail). I just got permission from my guides to do magic again after months where they pulled the brakes on me because they thought I'd resort to entities that could be detrimental to me (I was deep in the depths of my depression in the later months of the last year, so I understand their worries).
I'm not saying all of this is because of Saturn!!! As I said, my own guides are also like this. I just think these are all big coincidences and that makes me relate and feel closer to the planet of restrictions, rather than thinking He caused my illnesses or anything like it.
After years of being angry about it, today I see a silver lining, and it is that I am forced to hold myself to a standard and create a life that feels true to who I am, where I have no choice but to respect my body and soul. I am also a big dreamer, always wanted to be a creative, and I feel that my spiritual court truly pushes me to get these dreams out of my head and succeed in it in real life, but that I must create this path with structure so it will be solid when I get there.
Amen to that last part though!!
I do want to make it clear that restriction in the case of the Greater Malefic has negative implications, whereas I see that restriction as a positive thing for me to keep me grounded and stable. I also do not believe any entity is wholly responsible for the hardships and limitations of my life but that's just me!
I partly agree! In no way I think Saturn or any other entity is responsible for my illnesses. As I said, I just mention it because having those health problems forces me to live a very limited life, and that makes me relate to the themes of Saturn more! Although my health is undeniably tied to my spiritual practice (as said by many people that I consulted and proven by my experience) I don't believe my illnesses are caused by it, but that when I maintain a closer relationship with my spirits they are able to give me more intensive help that makes me feel better.
About the hardships, I see it as more of a "if you're choosing a path that will lead to your unhappiness (or worse) we are not gonna help you bury yourself further" thing, you know? Those moments most of the time come when I insist on something I know is not for me, so I see them more of consequences of my actions and stubborness than anything.
I'm also a Scorpio Sun, so the Pluto-Saturn combo is an experience lol
Anyways, you're allowed to disagree! I know you don't need me to tell you that hahahaha but I just wanted to clarify a bit what I meant. Different practices are indeed different and there's also the cultural context of how my people perceive the ways spirits act in the lives of humans.
I wonder if other Saturn ruled people legitimately feel protected by Saturn in a way that benefits them versus restricts them. There's often discussion about how Saturn isn't protective in the traditional sense (like protecting against harm), but that he's mostly just restrictive and overbearing.
However, I would imagine there are others out there like me who may be Saturn ruled but have other traits that aren't Saturnian in nature. For me, it involves being a bit too much of a ruminating dreamer for my own good, and Saturn having to reel me in from time to time.
I truly feel like that constitutes as protection in terms of safety, both physically and mentally.
Super curious to hear what other folks have to say though. 🪐
Look, it's Saturn, one of my favorite planetary subjects! Sorry for the long post ahead!
Honestly I don't know enough about astrology to declare if I am ruled by Saturn or not (Capricorn ASC), but I definitely feel that He has a big influence on my life and I feel a big pull towards Him, so much so that my first big planetary magic act was invoking Him (completely ignored that I'm a Cancer Moon and that it might have been a way better introduction lmao)
At first (even now, sometimes), I did feel what you're talking about, that my life has way more restrictions than that of the average person, and that I do not exactly have perks to compensate it.
Like, on top of having a standard of quality and conduct that I impose on myself that at times seems greater than of those around me, there's also a standard of conduct that's expected of me from the forces that be. My actions always had stronger consequences, and when I steer my life into a direction that is not for me a tower moment comes quickly and I'm forced to reevaluate and get back on a path that feels true to myself. And if I keep insisting (I'm stubborn as hell) it gets worse and worse until it all crumbles and I have no other choice.
My life also has a lot of restrictions that are not present in most people's lives. I'm chronically ill with a myriad of things, have been for my whole adult life, so if I want to live somewhat comfortably I have to restrict my diet and be pretty selective with what I spend my energy on or I will not be able to get out of bed and fulfill my obligations over the next days. I've lost whole semesters of uni because of this.
Magically, my path is not completely under my control. There are times when magic will stop working for anything other than medical necessities (it's not rare that I need a spell to find a good doctor quickly because the waiting list is literal months and I have something urgent, those never fail). I just got permission from my guides to do magic again after months where they pulled the brakes on me because they thought I'd resort to entities that could be detrimental to me (I was deep in the depths of my depression in the later months of the last year, so I understand their worries).
I'm not saying all of this is because of Saturn!!! As I said, my own guides are also like this. I just think these are all big coincidences and that makes me relate and feel closer to the planet of restrictions, rather than thinking He caused my illnesses or anything like it.
After years of being angry about it, today I see a silver lining, and it is that I am forced to hold myself to a standard and create a life that feels true to who I am, where I have no choice but to respect my body and soul. I am also a big dreamer, always wanted to be a creative, and I feel that my spiritual court truly pushes me to get these dreams out of my head and succeed in it in real life, but that I must create this path with structure so it will be solid when I get there.

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i like to pretend i already died and asked god to send me back to earth so i can swim in lakes again and see mountains and get my heart broken and love my friends and cry so hard in the bathroom and go grocery shopping 1,000 more times. and that i promised i would never forget the miracle of being here
— our town, thornton wilder
Quotes Representing The Major Arcana 🔮🌙
The Fool: “First you jump off the cliff and you build your wings on the way down”- Ray Bradbury
The Magician: “As your desire is, so is your will. As your will, so is your deed. As your deed, so is your destiny.”- Brihadaramyaka Upanishad
The High Priestess: “There are mysteries within the soul which no hypothesis can uncover and no guess can reveal”-Kahlil Gibran
The Empress: “Be fruitful and multiply”-Genesis
The Emperor: “Set all things in their own particular place, and know that order is the greatest grace”-John Dryden
The Hierophant: “We are all teachers, the question is not whether we will teach, but what”- Anonymous
The Lovers: “Arms wide, we bend toward each other, and a passing angel passes for a moment, standing imponderably on the air, to witness our embrace”- P. L. Travers
The Chariot: “Climb high, climb far. Your goal the sky, your aim the star.” -Inscription at Williams College
Strength: “He who reigns within himself and rules his passions, desires, and fears is more than a king.” John Milton
The Hermit: “Be ye lamps unto yourselves”- Buddah
Wheel Of Fortune: Everything goes, everything returns; eternally rolls the wheel of being”- Nietzsche
Justice: “To be perfectly just is an attribute of the divine nature; to be so to the utmost of our abilities is the glory of man”- Joseph Addison
The Hanged Man: “Humility that low sweet root, from which all heavenly virtues shoot”- Sir Thomas Moore
Death: “There is no death! What seems so is a transition”- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Temperance: “You carry all the ingredients to turn your existence into joy. Mix them! Mix Them!” -Hafiz
The Devil: “If thou hast not seen the devil, look at thine own self”- Rumi
The Tower: “We turn to God for help when our foundations are shaking, only to learn it is God who is shaking them”- Charles C. West
The Star: “It is the nature of the goodness to pour itself out”- St. Thomas Aquinas
The Moon: “Behold, this dreamer cometh”- Genesis
The Sun: “Life is a pure flame and we are lit by an invisible sun within us”- Sir Thomas Browne
Judgement: “God had sounded through them as though through trumpets”- Marsilio Ficino
The World: “Give me beauty in the inward soul, may the outward and the inward be as one”- Socrates
Making a pact does not mean selling your soul.
Besides ‘soul’, there are three other “S”s that can go into a pact, and they’re by far the better options. Service. Will you perform a service for them? A single one or multiple? Repeated? For how long? Sustenance. Will you feed the spirit? Will you give it drink and food and smoke? Will you give it what it needs to live comfortably? Sacrifice. Will you give a precious gift? Will you give up something that means something to you in return for something that you want? What will that be? How meaningful? How large the gift?
Saw someone on instagram put themselves in a jar to protect themself. And like...girl....you're about to experience a world of isolation and loss.
Putting your own name in a jar of protective water and herbs is essentially gonna cook you in there. You put something in a jar to prevent breathability or energy flow. Glass isn't porous, it's a solid that nothing gets through. You're building your own coffin.
There's a reason why glass jars are used to stop someone's influence and why fabric is used for charms when you want that influence to flow. Cloth in breathable, glass is not.
Internet witchcraft advice is not your friend
Reminds me of when I had been badly crossed and did a strong cleansing ritual with archangel Michael that involved putting a poppet of myself immersed in salt, then forgot about it and proceeded to spent the entirety of the next month wondering why none of my workings were working before realizing what I did lmao sometimes you do have to fuck around to find out and learn
The state of intense bliss you feel when a God gives you their attention is truly remarkable. Beyond words. You will forever be a changed person

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𐕣 This Holy Ground Burns My Feet 𐕣
*is constantly unsure if people like me or not*
Reblog to tell prev that ppl like them
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You'll have to search it because the account is so new it won't let me tag it, but it's there!
It'll be a combination of this account and @fearfully-devoted
I would highly encourage you to follow it if you like this account at all, as I don't know if I'll regain full access to it
If you follow me, I would greatly appreciate you reblogging this, but it's not necessary. Thank you.
"monster"
Spell help needed!
Does anybody here have a highly potent sweetening spell that can be shared?
A string of back to back health problems has put me in risk of being expelled from my university due to the amount of absences I had this semester. The only thing I can to about it is to ask my professors to discount some of them so I will not be classified as "infrequent", but unfortunately I had classes with prideful ignorant assholes that are highly likely to just say that if my health is that big of a problem then I should not be there anyways. (not an exaggeration, I've heard professors saying this about other students before, and it's a quite common sentiment in academia.)
I think that the workings of this kind I've done before, while effective for the occasions, are not strong enough for the people I need help from this time. I'm looking for basically a horse tranquilizer spell to help me when speaking to them and I'd love if someone could give me suggestions :)
May I offer a suggestion of a success spell in your time of crisis:
Insoluble Problems Solved Spell
Untie the knots that bind you!
Write an explicit description of your situation on brown paper
Wrap the paper around some knotgrass
Charge the packet with your desires, and then burn it.
Pay attention to your dreams and random words overheard; solutions will appear and you don't want to miss them.
(p. 759, The Encyclopedia of 5000 Spells, Judika Illes)
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Why a success spell instead of a sweetening spell? So you know what is best to say or what information to these folks to convince them that you need an extension.
If they are also hamstrung by policy, that's why knowing what to provide is better than just making them like you.
Your help and perspective are very much appreciated, thanks!

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『 Psychopomp 』
Inspired by Souls on the Banks of the Acheron by Adolf Hirémy-Hirschl
Spell help needed!
Does anybody here have a highly potent sweetening spell that can be shared?
A string of back to back health problems has put me in risk of being expelled from my university due to the amount of absences I had this semester. The only thing I can to about it is to ask my professors to discount some of them so I will not be classified as "infrequent", but unfortunately I had classes with prideful ignorant assholes that are highly likely to just say that if my health is that big of a problem then I should not be there anyways. (not an exaggeration, I've heard professors saying this about other students before, and it's a quite common sentiment in academia.)
I think that the workings of this kind I've done before, while effective for the occasions, are not strong enough for the people I need help from this time. I'm looking for basically a horse tranquilizer spell to help me when speaking to them and I'd love if someone could give me suggestions :)