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Hi I'm Sam! You can call me with Sam or Sammy, I use they / them on this blog and I'm a queer writer who gets obsessed with things very easily. The only real social media I have outside of this is my archive of our own, which you can find me on at @Still_Sammy ! I write for a bunch of fandoms on there so feel free to check it out.

Pfp is by MarbleBrains on Artfight and is of my oc! I tag all my fandoms by their name and all my personal posts as #sammy.speaks. Gifs are also tagged, and feel free to message if you have anything you'd like me to tag as well.

Here’s a link to my piece for the ‘Big Shot!’ Spamton zine, @spamtonzine !! It’s a fic from Spamton’s POV featuring his relationship with Kris after Neo is defeated and his conciousness gets transfered to his glasses, and I think it turned out REALLY well. They are BULLYING A GUY. and DRINKING POISON(almost.). and there is a MOSS APPEARENCE. what more can you want.

Here’s a link to the fic I wrote for Figaydaine, from Ayda’s POV!!: https://archiveofourown.org/works/44694670

And some playlists! One for Binxhera, and one for Figaydaine :D

Thanks again for being such a lovely person to gift for- wishing you the best!! 

Link: archieveofourown.org/works/43851117

Or if you just have a character playlist too, I just need new songs ;;

Oh hello!! Ohhh I have so many but no proper playlist- I'll list around five for each teen, if that's alright!! They all have a lil explaination too :)

Scary:

"Lotta True Crime", Penelope Scott

Scary is sooooo a true crime girl, what a problematic fav... In general I just find a lot of this song almost feels like it's in her voice, especially the stuff about the anger of the unfairness of it all and the desperation for connection.

"dead girl in the pool.", girl in red

Hmmm this one is a little hard to explain. It's like. There's a dead girl in the pool and it's actually you and it's your past self and you're watching her float away and you miss her / and you hate her / and you don't want to tell anyone because that would be admitting that used to be you but it hurts to see her not have a proper burial. She's still in you. You know?

"I Am A Poseur", X-Ray Spex

MY LIL PUNK GIRL!! Looove her.

"Feel Better", Penelope Scott

I feel like this one is pretty self-explainitory!!

"jerk", The Front Bottoms

Scary feeling guilty over hurting the people she loves vs nowing they love her anyway. Like. Ughhhh Scary I love you!!

Normal:

"The DJ Is Crying For Help", AJR

I have no explaination for this I just love him :)

"Daisy Bell", by tamachang and CYBER DIVA

Okay so this is less ABOUT Normal and more a song I think Normal would like!! This is a rendition of the song "Daisy Bell" with three computer voices doing a lil trio, one of which is a reanimation of the first computer to 'sing'!!!. The fact that it's a song about love but it's sung by computers, which are made by people's love and wonder and hope, but can objectively not feel it just. Makes me so emo. And I think it would make him pretty emo too :)

"Record Player", Daisy The Great

He struggles with his sense of self bayBEEE.

"Downtown - Uptempo", Anya Taylor-Joy

I've got less of an explaination for this one tbh! More just vibes methinks

"The Chicken", Bo Burnham

He's the heart of the group... he has hope... my boyyyy.

Taylor:

"I Still Taste Fire", Stephanie Mabey

demon taylor... the memory syring... i dunno it makes me emo :)

"Do What You Gotta Do", Decendants

LMAO IDK. this is more a jokey one but it also fits so well?? Taylor would probably listen and take it so seriously. Love this kid.

"Hero of Our Time", Natewantstobattle

Honeslt y most of Taylor's songs are pretty straightforward! He's a hero. It's our time. What more can I say.

"The Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny", Lemon Demon

Am I wrong.

Linc:

"Rainbow Connection", Kermit

idk him <3

"Burn Masculinity", The Spook School

This one's kind of hard to explain?? It just FEELS like Linc to me. I dunno I dunno!!

"Be Nice To Me", The Front Bottoms

Something something Linc and Grant! Complicated. "You're a killer / and I'm your best friend." "You say I'm changing / sorry, I didn't know I had to stay the same."

"Interlude: I'm Not Angry Anymore", Paramore

MY GUY. he has so many complicated feelings he gets angry and then feels bad and it's just a cycle and I love him your honor.

And it is such a strange movie guys. I struggle to call it good because it doesn't feel like a good movie? But it isn't bad either, and it isn't average because it's very unique but it's just. It's a very interesting movie I think. It's just very interesting. 

It's about Cathy and Jamie, a couple, and it has two POVs. One is Cathy's, who shows the very end of their relationship and goes backwards to the beginning, and one of Jamie's, which shows the very start of the relationship and goes to the end. And I think it's interesting because every time Jamie or Cathy sings, it isn't to themselves. In most musicals we have a couple songs just about the characters and what they want. We don't have that. Cathy sings TO Jamie, Jamie sings TO Cathy, and when they aren't singing to each other they're singing to some imaginary person like they're trying to convince themselves of something. We hear Cathy sing about how Cathy does, sometimes, feel as though she's a prop in Jamie's career, but it's okay because she reminds herself that she's a part of something big. We think, okay, these are her true feelings; but then it's revealed she's saying all these things in an interview. Jamie sings about how yes, he sees other women and does wish he could have sex with them, but it’s not a problem, just a challenge, as if trying to convince himself that’s true; then, at the end of the song, he texts Cathy that’s he’ll pick her up soon, while staring at his co-worker getting ready to leave. 

This is a movie that is covered in subtext and that you have to really watch and sort through in order to get it all. Jamie is aware Cathy doesn’t want to be just a good-bye note as someone leaves to further their career since it’s happened to her before. Cathy knows Jamie is cheating on her, which she only comes out about after he’s been cruel towards her again and shut down her attempts at fixing their relationship. Neither knows where the relationship went wrong and that’s simply because neither were truly looking between the lines. 

Obligatory Artfight post with some of my favs I did for team Bloom! I had a load of fun this year, really excited to be nearly finished haha. Here’s the credits from top to bottom, left to right, character / piece name to owner(check these people out! they’re super talented).

Besties lineup: @profcarrot on here

Oak and Alden: @spooqy-squary on here

Makana: rhys-sand on Artfight

Metao, Hollis, and Gray: @marblebrains on here

Berry and Jam: @dustandmarbles on here