im back in the building again

i am a SUCKER for characters who start out as copies of other characters but eventually become their own people, their own identities, completely different from who they once reflected

shoutout to the person who tagged this "#geronimo stilton" for living their truth in a way most of us could never find the courage to

Guy who never feels like his problems are “bad enough” to be taken seriously: what if I hurt the character so horrifically that everyone around them could not possibly deny the severity of their pain even if the character themself tries to downplay it.

"theyll hate you for this" "but theyll be alive" is THE juiciest thing to me

i will ensure you stay alive above all else. even if what i do to make it happen is horrendous. even if it violates all your wishes or moral principles. even if you can never look at me the same way again, even if you hate me for it. because at least if you hate me it means youre alive

Its hard to capture what it was like watxhing ctommy dying live. Because we were like say sike rn but it was canon. The screen went to black. We watched for days him in prison. He screamed to c!sam for help. He died to a potato, painful bludgeoning. Ans then cc!Tommy raids Philza who turns to the clip and laughs like HAHAHAHA HE DIED TO A POTATO while me and the inniters on call throwing up on the dash. Ans then its like surely not you knoe then I watch every pov mourning stream ctubbo, cranboo, ceret, cjack, like its boom boom boom boom vine boom suicide then Im like okay okayyuuu im gonna be okay they fucking 3 days later tommy is in limbo with fucking cwilbur and he gets yanked out by cdream like holy shit his abuser can kill and revive him agsin and he gets out unable to handle light or touch due to limbo and death and he is angry how celebrated he was when he died and hated when he was alive. Like 5 years ago today was a moment you cant unsee live.

literally my second biggest flex is that the guy behind osha official is my mutual. first biggest flex is that there's a discord server dedicated to hating on me