Hot Garbage.

My ex boyfriend who lied and cheated on me for an entire year popped up last week. He made me think he was actually going to give me an explanation for everything. The guy disappeared without even breaking up with me. Literally just disappeared with no word then pops up 7 months later like nothing happened. Then when I actually give him time to explain himself he disappears again and ignores me all over again. WHY ARE ASDKSA PEOPLE LIKE THIS OMFG. I cried everyday for months cause of this man. I hate him so much, and I hate that he popped up and made me have all these same feelings over again. I wanna die lmao. The fact that he was probably high or drunk that night and then just didn’t even own up to it and dipped again just makes me actually feel so awful lol.

I had an emotional breakdown for the first time since February last night. It was really scary. But this morning my cat has refused to leave my side and right now he’s just all comfy on my lap purring and honestly, I just feel very blessed to have such a good boi. I’m fine now, just had a scary ex show up out of nowhere last night. I wasn’t really ready for that.