Chronic procrastinator

1/4 chance none of you ever see this that's how weak Tumblr is.

Edit: well well well, Tumblr finely posted something I wrote rather than tossing it into the void.

Earlier I wrote down that I completed my girls for the day. I feed my pet, took a pic of my nails and did my 40 minutes of study.

Edit edit: (too dangerous to write this all at once.)

I actually failed one goal. I nibbled my nails a bit. Damn it.

Tomorrow's goals:

40 minutes study.

Finish letter for friend, sign it.

Don't bite nails.

Ugh. I let myself go, got obsessed with another goal of mine, let that go, then something weird happened.

You see, there's a scary little chore I've been putting off. I went ahead and did all of it I can do at 1AM because it was chewing away at the back of my mind. When I was done I started listening to a podcast. The host was talking about control and how some things are beyond our control. The example he gave, however, was not something beyond anyone's control. It triggered the hell out of me and so here I am, back to trying to be accountable. I have a new format. From now on I will post my to dos for tomorrow the evening before.

Tomorrow I've decided to:

Do 40 minutes of study.

Feed my pet.

NOT bite my nails.

Post a picture of my nails. They will hopefully be my nails' "before" picture. If I can go a week without biting them I will reward myself but buying some nice nail polish.

Guess whose back on track :)

5 minutes studying today, but I'm not tired yet. I'll study more. I won't let my studying debt build any further.