an independent + selective interp of damon salvatore, as removed from the vampire diaries and lovingly re-crafted by harvey, she/her. this blog is staunchly anti-canon. personal blogs and minors, you are in my dni.
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and cain says, " when you split me and my brother in the womb, you did not divide us evenly. he got kindness, and i got longing. he got complacence, and i got ambition. i want to kill him sometimes. i think sometimes he wants to die ... "
a study in vampire smiles, second best, survivor kind, what's the difference between a father and a monster? a monster will still cradle you in the dark. he, the centre of the universe, and you, a constellation of distant, dying stars. good isnโt in your nature, and nurture only goes far when youโve grown in rotten soil ...
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and she sounds so sure. so confident in her version of reality. like her entire life hasn't been shaped by the misfortune of having a power-hungry, sociopathic dick for a brother. damon scoffs, reclines in his chair and fixes her with a look that's three parts amusement, one part pity. " so why haven't you? "
sure, he can relate in some small way. families. they're complicated. suffocating, but inescapable. cut them loose and you'll still see them in windows and in rainwater. and when you've endured centuries together ... how do you ever sever that cord? " i dunno, barbie. i'm not sure you've got it in you. " he raises both hands in surrender before she can speak. " and hey, trust me, i am not judging. i dig your whole family over everything vibe. just don't expect to get invited to many parties. "
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ROMANCE. ย ย childhood sweetheartsย /ย bonnie is damon's childhood crushย /ย damon is bonnie's childhood crushย /ย exesย /ย exes to loversย /ย forbidden loversย /ย highschool sweetheartsย /ย secret relationshipย /ย opposites attractย /ย long distanceย /ย unrequited from damon's sideย /ย unrequited bonnie's sideย /ย skinny loveย /ย friends to loversย /ย enemies to loversย /ย spurious relationshipย /ย power coupleย ย /ย newly enteredย /ย soulmates [ย metaphorical ]ย /ย soulmatesย [ย literal ]ย /ย awkwardย /ย turning toxicย /ย toxic loveย /ย cheating on bonnieย /ย cheating with bonnie /ย otherย
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this ย is ย a ย private ย ย ย & ย ย ย selective ๐๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐๐ซ๐ญ blog , removed from the vampire diaries lore & written as an original character. this is an entirely headcanon based portrayal , extremely canon skeptical. studying ย themes ย such ย as : ย self sacrifice ย , born as bad omen , dying young , ย being narratively doomed ย , found ย family ย , ย soulmates ย , ย loss , rebirth ย , ย fate ย , ย & ย new ย beginnings.
it's important to mention that my version of elena is much more complex than her novel/series counterpart. while i may pull on a mix of canon tvd book/show lore from time to time , do not automatically assume you know her or her motivations. j.plec can kick rocks.
you love with a loyalty that borders on worship, even when it isnโt reciprocated. you throw yourself into othersโ light, content to burn if it means being near them. youโre self-aware, cynical, but your heart is stubborn, it believes even when your mind doubts. your love story is about yearning, about staying when you shouldnโt, about finding meaning in someone who may never truly see you.
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it was the briefest moment in time. a small town. a long, hot summer and an unlikely kinship. she was human, newly widowed and building a little life for herself. he was drifting through, untethered and, for the first time in a long time, content simply to be. " esme platt, " he murmurs, testing the name for the first time in a century, studying her face with a small, amused smile. " immortality suits you. "
elena wanted to come up with something different , something better or more witty , but instead the alcohol spoke first , pitching in her stomach & making her teeth rattle as she sagged in the passenger seat with a groan & a soft: ย ย ย ย ย ย โ ย ย ย ย ย ย fuck you. ย ย ย ย ย ย โ ย ย ย ย ย it's easy to get mad at him , he was easy to blame. he seemed to go out of his way to make himself the scapegoat , like he'd rather be called or viewed as the villain than the good guy. she'd seen through the ruse ages ago , seen glimpses of vulnerability buried beneath hubris & rage. she wanted to trust him , she did. but dammit , damon made it too hard.
she could still taste his blood in her mouth , regardless of how many tequila shots she'd pounded with caroline back at the grill. he'd robbed her of choice , despite doing it with the intent of protection. of love. people who loved other people didn't do that. her tongue rasped across her lips , twisting in the seat to press her back against the car window , the door handle digging unforgivingly into the middle of her spine , though she welcomed the discomfort as she glared at him. forgiveness came easily to elena gilbert , but tonight she was finding it really fucking difficult.
ย ย ย ย ย ย โ ย ย ย ย ย ย i just .. i didn't want stefan to see me like this. ย ย ย ย ย ย โ ย ย ย ย ย she sniffled , wiping her nose on her sleeve & lolling her cheek back against the cool glass. drunk , angry , & sad. elena shifted with a soft grunt , stretching her legs across the gearshift to fold along damon's thighs , hugging her arms around herself to keep the liquor down. fuck seatbelts. who cared if they crashed. at least she could be dead , & her loved ones would be safe. if she died , maybe klaus would give up , move on , wait for another girl with her face somewhere in the distant future.
damon snorts. rolls his eyes and bites his tongue. " yeah, yeah, " he mutters, pitching his voice low enough that it can scarcely be heard for the rain and the radio. " fuck me. " and sure, maybe he deserves this. elena, the would-be martyr. tears in her eyes, blood in her mouth. her life, her choice. but why roll the dice on a so-called miracle, anyway? why take that chance? there's nothing special or interesting about a life not-lived, no matter what the poets say.
she'll forgive him. and if she doesn't, if he's lost her forever, he'll make his peace with it. she'll be alive. she'll be eternal. whatever else she becomes, she'll still be her. a stained-glass window โ light seeping in, but in a spectrum of imperfect shades and colours. and yet, she doesn't want stefan to see her like this. doesn't trust him with the ugly parts. the imperceptible cracks in an otherwise perfect picture of a sad, lonely girl.
" he wouldn't care, you know. " he doesn't look at her, just holds her ankle gently as he turns, then lets her go. " you can't seriously believe my broody, wet-wipe of a brother hasn't had his own fair share of pity-parties. "
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thinking today about how damon, as a literal child, became a receptacle for giuseppe salvatore's self-hatred. thinking abt how giuseppe saw him not just as the personification of his own failings as a husband, but a direct result of those failings. thinking about damon growing believing love is finite, love makes you weak, and weakness cannot be tolerated. thinking abt how, having learned as a child that he doesn't have value and doesn't deserve love or respect, he internalised that as a universal truth ... hmmmm
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