blooming🌸

kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

The train tracks we walked along, my uncle's porch, the shore of the river where we dug up crystals, an abandoned amusement park, the viaduct where we road our bikes too fast, a dusty old occult shop downtown, the classroom where we first met, an old show we watched together, the spot in the now abandoned mall where we once got our ears pierced, a song we transcribed the lyrics of off of a tape, the living room of your aunt's house, the playground during summer, the candy shop where we spent our allowance, the old theater where we watched the same movie after school so many times they stopped charging us admission, the small cold space under your bed, my grandpa's old car, the last page of a book you recommended, a video game we played all night, the place I was sitting when I heard you had died, a house that exists no longer.

I passed a flower shop next to a tattoo shop and at first I laughed because I thought it was ironic and then i freaked because IMAGINE YOUR OTP IN A FLORIST/TATTOO ARTIST AU

OMG I COULD TOTALLY IMAGINE THEM LIKE THAT IT WOULD BE SO PERFECT

I cannot BELIEVE a post I made when I was 13 is circulating! And also apparently started this trope? I thought somebody had the idea separately and it blew up that way😭

@hellsite-hall-of-fame for your collection

Please, keep looking. Not for a person, but for your passion, your love, your courage, your goals, your dreams, your happiness, yourself. Keep looking. Explore yourself before you explore another. Know your worth, know yourself. Only then will you know what you need over what you want. You need yourself to become your own.