Lili

puffy - quackity (i chose this path to uphold the good i saw in this world but it turns out “being good” and “getting involved” might be mutually exclusive. even when i’m led by my values i worry i’ve taken a turn down a dark path. but for those i love, i’d give up my life, even if i hide that under jokes and smiles)

karl - ranboo (my desire for social relevancy has backfired on me because i stumbled into something supernatural and way bigger than me while doing so and now i risk losing everything including myself)

bad - philza (i understand that what i do may seem morally reprehensible and i don’t expect you to understand, but i’m doing this for those i love. don’t you see there’s no other way?)

niki - techno (i’m hurt, and i feel used even though i know the signs were there that reality didn’t line up with my ideals. but i wasn’t wrong to believe in the people i cared about, was i? i need to cling onto whatever values i can find as a defense or this will all have been for nothing. after all, i never stopped caring, and it hurts)

eret - quackity (did i want power or did i want friends? or was it peace? sometimes that line seems blurry.)

ponk - purpled (i’m not under the impression that i’m a “good” person but staying disaffected and savvy is a good way to survive in this world. that doesn’t mean i don’t care, just… don’t force your lofty values on me.)

niki - tommy (i showed my love for my friends through my attachment to something else and eventually those things stopped representing each other and it fucked me up. also wilbur extra fucked me up)

sapnap - fundy (“you had a dream, and i followed it. but you ruined it!” no matter who i follow, they always let me down. i act as wild and carefree as always, but it makes me feel powerless. interacting with them again and seeing that they still aren’t taking me seriously is even worse. i don’t even have the heart to play god with animals at this point.)

In the new smp, niki chose the fish power thing and people kept calling her a mermaid, and me, bing a sucker for drawinf mermaids, was so excited i just started drawing lmaoo

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