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i am too, it was needed and i was meaning to hang with you for a bit, so i'm glad we finally got to. i know it was amazing, i agree. i almost miss it all now, but also happy to be back as well. i had the best time on the trip, might be one of the best of my life.. how was it for you ?

So, it was really good, but I have to be honest with you. It didn't end so well for me on the last day. I can kind of tell you about it, but let's just say that I was ready to get out of there and the delay didn't work in my favor. Still, hanging out with you was a highlight for sure and we should try and hangout now that we are back home.

PRIVATE: You’re not dumb for bringing it up, Sadie. I’m sorry for not being what you needed and for hurting you. I promise you, that was the last thing I ever wanted to do. I still care about you so much, despite the way my actions have made you feel. And I completely understand needing space, I’ll respect that. No pressure, no pushing… just know that whenever you feel ready to talk, I’ll be here.

Private: I just don't understand what happened. I understand what you were saying about things moving fast, but I wish you would have just been honest with me and told me that. Instead of doing what happened on the trip. I know we need to sit down and talk about everything that happened, but I don't think I am ready for that yet. Not yet anyway.

Any time, I'm glad to hear that it's going over so well. You wrap in June, right? How does it feel that it's so close? Think the hardest things about project is knowing there's an end date in sight. I wish I could have but unfortunately not recommend for pregnant women but they do have th butterfly garden what about that?

We do, yeah! Obviously took a break for this trip, but when I am back we are going to be full force to the end. Okay, not me almost putting a pregnant woman in danger. I am sorry, and the butterfly garden I think was a much better choice. Did you get around to seeing it? I saw the bird one, and it was really cool.

alright, so i had food service, food when have drinks and went to restaurants, i have to ask if you'd like to many join me in some authentic street food here ? i know trying new things with someone is the best to share thoughts and such, someone to experience it all with. ( @sadissink )

I am so happy that I took you up on this offer, because wow those were good. I mean it when I say that I don't think I've ever had a better plate of food in my life, and it's all I am going to be thinking about. Did you have a good time on this trip? Looks like it gets to continue a little bit longer too.

Miss Sink! When I tell you I saw you at the bar earlier and had to clutch my pearls because I forget that you've been old enough to drink now for 4 years, it wouldn't be an exaggeration. How are you enjoying Cancun? I have never been here so I am dragging my boyfriend everywhere! @sadissink

Oh, goodness. Trust me, I can't even tell you how many times I was carded this trip! Hey, it means that I might look young for a while, right? I'll take it. I had a really good time, and it looks like it's still not over since we are delayed. How about you though? Tell me some of the stuff that you got up to on this trip.

Okay, I need to officially report that being your roommate is a problem… because I’m getting way too attached to falling asleep next to you, waking up tangled in your arms, and demanding kisses whenever I feel like it. I don’t think I can go back to anything else now.

This is the second time we've been roommates within a few months, and I am starting to enjoy it a lot. It's starting to make me think what if this was like a full time thing? It started to get me thinking if we lived together. Because like you, I am starting to get used to waking up next to you.

How could I not know about the show? I've heard such amazing things and I'm so thrilled to see that a classic is still causing such amazing things to happen. No, by all means, tell them! Love that it's more modern, I remember watching the Leo one when I was younger and it was life changing so I have no doubt this is doing the same for others.

That means so much to me, and thank you again for those kind words towards the show. Now that we are on this trip, it's a must that we see each other before the trip is done. Let's take a look at what's going on and attend one of the events? I think tomorrow is exploring the rivers, which sounds both scary and really fun. Would you be up for doing that with me?

Thank you, it was the best but I'm sure it will be better as they get older. You know what I feel like as we get older we think how could our parents think it's cut but I think they love it because it was made with our little hands and reminds them now attached we were growing up.

I know exactly what you mean. Getting older you kind of can see why it meant so much to them, especially when it came from us directly. It just means that much more. I know when I've gotten gifts from my younger family that they made themselves, it was special.

It's always great to find other people who go through or have gone through similar experiences. We always need those people you can bond with. Last episodes are hard, then again, I'm a few years out and I can say I have no desire to watch the show again. Which sounds really harsh, but I know it was special, I know we did an amazing thing that we put our heart and soul into it. Don't need to watch it again and stress myself out, especially seeing literal child me on the screen. Marvel does have that whole team waiting to take anyone out but I can see exactly what you're saying and I see the vision! Going to definitely make it happen, Joe is coming back out to London to see the girls and me, I'll ask him and we'll come see you.

I couldn't agree more, and I am glad that we found each other to relate in the way that we do. It makes me happy. No, I don't think that sounds harsh at all. I feel like when we put so much of our lives into something, sometimes we just have to move on from it so we don't feel all those emotions all over, and like you said it would be hard to see again. I was young in my first season too, so I don't think I would be able to see it. I can't wait to have you guys. I feel like we really have found our groove now, so I am excited for you guys to see it.

I've heard you've made quite the waves with playing Juliet in Romeo and Juliet. I have to ask because it was one of my favorites in high school, do you keep to the more traditional telling or is it one that keeps the base that is the story but you've changed a lot around? Think Leo DiCaprio's version of Romeo and Juliet from the mid-90s. @sadissink

Everyone involved is going to be really excited to hear that you know about our show, so I am going to be telling all of them. I hope you don't mind that. So, it's definitely a more modern take on the story. We still have the core important things about it, but just happening in a more modern time. That version is so good, ugh. I love that, and I love them both in it.

Wait, Chase?! I know her! Chloe worked with her on a movie, and we always end up hanging out when we run into each other at events and things. I’m already obsessed with this! Have you told her how you feel yet? Spill, I’m nosy. Oh, trust me… if it were up to me, we’d be building a whole cinematic universe set in Italy. Sequels, prequels, spin-offs, all of it. I’d happily work there forever. Honestly? That’s the most valid concern I’ve ever heard. I definitely ate my body weight in pasta while I was there… but I stand by every single bite. Zero regrets.

We have had talks with each other, and I think that we are ready to take the next step. We just have been taking it slow, you know? We still had a friendship before all of this, so we were nervous about messing something up, but I think we are on the same page now. I just like her so much, I can't even explain it. I don't blame you one bit, because I would have done the same thing. I would have just been living on pasta and nothing else. So are you going to be jumping into anything project wise now?

sadie: that's very true. voice work in a studio is always a day to look forward to, since you can just wear something comfortable like you were saying. even when they ask you to come do voice over stuff, you know it's comfy day. okay, perfect. we can plan something and hopefully try to get together.

The most beautiful and talented girl? I’m pretty sure you’re describing yourself there, Sad. But yes, I’ll gladly take the full package deal… I’ve been missing your kisses and your company like crazy lately. Are you still in London?

Nope, all you. You, you. You really do make me happy, do you know that? I love being around you. I am, yes. The show is going to be ending in June, but until then I'll probably be around here just for a bit. Can you come and see me again sometime soon? Maybe stay with me for a bit?

sadie: that makes a lot of sense to me. a film project needs all the attention, so i can understand now wanting to have your focus elsewhere. of course! such a masterpiece of a movie. once i am done with this show i am doing, we should try and do something for the summer.

sadie: i would absolutely love if you made a show. we are going to be running until the end of june. i could also send you over some tickets. just let me know how many you need and i will get them over to you! everyone is going to be really excited knowing that you might be able to come catch a show.