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you didn't remember closing your eyes , whatever material that giant cruise lounge bean bag was made of, it has to been laced with melatonin.
the rest of the group had gradually dispersed—some heading back to the pool, others raiding the ship's soft-serve machine.but miles hadn't moved an inch.
sitting in the chair next to you, he kept watch like a self-appointed bodyguard, his eyes never straying far from your face. this was the first time he'd seen you completely vulnerable, stripped of your usual flustered blushes and quick-witted comebacks. you looked so peaceful, your chest rising and falling in a slow, steady rhythm as you let sleep take you a stray french curl grazed your cheek.
slowly, deliberately, he abandoned his chair and sank onto the edge of the massive bean bag himself. the material shifted quietly under his weight, but you didn't stir; his heart hammered against his ribs desperately wanting to pull you against his chest, but he held back. Instead, he settled for something gentler. with agonizing slowness, miles reached out, his long fingers carefully gathering your braids from your neck and back. noticed some pieces started to frizz under the friction of lying on the suede material. a soft, ridiculous smile tugged at his lips. taking three sections and beginning to weave them into an incredibly messy and clumsy braid. trying his absolute best to make sure your hair wouldn't get tangled while you slept.
when a low, groggy murmur escaped your lips, miles immediately froze, his thumbs still holding the end of the braid.
your eyes blinked once, the bright lounge lights making you wince; your brain was fried. where am i? who am i ?
"morning" a low, amused voice rumbled right next to your ear. you blinked once more , your vision cleaning to find miles sitting right over you. fond expression that he probably didn't know he was making. : did you hibernate well?"
"mmm.." you hummed attempting to get the sleepiness out of your vocal cords as you pushed yourself upright. completely unaware of the braid cascading down your right shoulder. " i need to use the bathroom.' you announced sleepily.
"go ahead, " miles chuckled his eyes dancing with mischief and underlying piride. " check the mirror while you're in there."
confused, you stumbled into the lounge bathroom. expecting to be met with a marker mustache or a poorly drawn male genitalia... the second you looked in the glass, you gasped mentally. right there was a very lopsided, hilariously loose braid holding your hair together. it looked a little ridiculous, but the messy look was kinda cute on you, or maybe because he did that, a massive, uncontrollable smile broke across your face.
you walked back out. pointing an accusing but grateful finger at him. "you touched my hair."
"yeah." he shrugged, acting like he wasn't beaming right now he plopped down on the bean bag, right where you just were , feeling the warmth you left over. "you gonna take it out or..?" he questioned, looking over at you, his eyes wide and puppy-like.
"mmm..no ill keep it." you said carelessly " i appreciate your hard work." you cooed jokingly.
"tuh- you better. lucky i didn't charge." he commented slickly. "charge me for a service i didn't ask for?" you countered.
he waved his hand at you dismissively "that's not the point."
you tilted your head at him before making your way onto the ban bag again. "you stole my spot." you sighed as you looked over at him, he was very relaxed. "its yours?" he asked, feigning innocence, looking up at you with a soft smirk fighting to reveal itself.
your lips pursed and eyes squinted in fake annoyance. "yes. yes it is."
"so take it , cmon." he teased boldly , patting his hand on his chest like you were some cat he was waiting to pet.
you scoffed, reaching to smack the side of his head, but he caught it just as quickly as you thought to hit him. with that very hand, he tugged you forward, pulling a yelp out of you and a giggle out of him as his chest met with yours.
as you guys started walking through the carpeted hallway to meet up with the others at the food court, the silence between you felt heavy— charged with everything that had happened in the closet and on that bean bag. miles shoved his hands into his shorts pockets, clearing his throat awkwardly. he was so nervous.
"soo , uh .." miles tarted , his eyes darting around the hallway before just landing on you. "about—like—earlier, in the room and, the other day... i just wanted to clear things up? I mean, i don't want to make things weird—i want to take things slow, but i also really like you i think—"
'you think?" you asked
"ah—no—omg. i know i like you i just don't want you to think i'm just messing around—" he was rambling, tripping over his words in the sweetest way possible his cheeks painted a crimson red under his brown flesh.
you chuckled shaking your head in amusement. "miles, its fine , we'll talk about it later okay? when you've collected your thoughts."
the subtle promise in your voice left him completely dazed, a hopeful smirk spreading across his face as you pushed open the food court doors " right, okay." he said with a relieved sigh.
"finally!" naomi declared, adjusting her sunglasses. but before she could even ask her fifty rehearsed questions after seeing you two come out of the closet together, her eyes shifted to the side of your head. she blinked, squinting. "wait...since when did you learn how to braid? who taught you? thats cuteee."
you froze your hand instantly flying to touch your hair. sure enough your fingers brushed against the messy braid " i..don't?" your eyes widening as your brain reminding you that you in fact, didn't braid your hair and that it was miles and you completely forgot to undo it. "oh my god." naomi whispered , leaning across the table. "okay that's no important." she shook off before sitting directly next to you " what was going on in that closet???"
"okay so-.." you began, debating if you still wanted to keep this little secret just between you and miles or finally have someone to talk to about this. "we kissed." you blurted in a whisper.
"no way." naomi said surprised, not really- she's been shipping you two but she wasn't sure something was gonna actually happen...
"are you guys like... what? a thing or just fooling around?" she whispered excitedly
"i dont know!" you whispered back in a giggle. "we didn't have that conversation yet."
your millionth virgin pina colada's were forgot on the picnic tables as you two debriefed like never before , soon enough it was breaching 7pm
"guys i am BORED." samira exclaimed to the group.
"we should do that yoga thingy , it's in 30 minutes," naomi suggested.
"oh nowww you want to do it" mateo rolled his eyes playfully.
"i'm just saying, we could go not that we absolutely have to go." naomi countered.
miles head swooshed from side to side ti whoever was talking until his eyes landed on you. " do you wanna go?" he asked to you and only you.
"uhmmm, sounds cool." you said simply.
"cool?" he repeated. "alright. lets go." he said raising his voice before tugging your hand towards the elevators.
the cruise staff instructors was at the front of the sand, speaking in a clam , soothing voice about aligning your chakras, but two rows back miles' chakras were in absolutely shambles
he has manuved his bright blue yoga mat so it was right next to yours, practically overlapping edges. mateo , samira , and naomi were feet away . mateo already complaining loudly about his tight hamstrings making everyone else erupt in kind laughter, giving miles just enough cover to talk without the whole ship hearing.
"alright everyone." the instructor chimed over the portable speaker. "lets start in a simple seated twist. right hand on your left knee, inhale deeply, and twist your torso."
you followed instructions, twisting away from miles. the second you did , you felt a poke against your shoulder.
"pssst! hey." miles whispered intensely, twisting his own body so he was facing toward the back of your head. "hey. are you ignoring me?"
"miles. im trying to align my spine," you hissed back , attempting to keep a straight face while naomi threw you a hilarious 'is he serious?' look for her mat.
"my spine is fine,okay? what's not fine is my heart rate." miles muttered, leaning his upper body as close to your mat as humanly possible without tipping over. his voice dropped to that lower, raspy register that always made your chest feel funny. " i'm literally bursting over here! i can't do forty-five minutes of breathing exercises and yoga when i haven't finished what i was saying to you."
the instructor called out for a transition into a low lunge. as you both stepped one foot toward the sand, miles wobbly matched your pose,his hand shaking slightly—not from the stretch but from pure nerves.
"look," miles began, his eyes locked onto yours, completely abandoning any attempt at looking at the instructor. the cocky, teasing grin was gone, replaced by a raw, earnest look that made your breath hitch. " i don't just want to keep having these... random, insane moments in closets or in pools late at night and then pretend like my brain isn't fried for the rest of the day. I want to actually be a thing. with you. like, officially."
your foot slipped a little in the loose sand, your heart doing a wild backflip " miles—"
"im serious!" he whispered urgently, holding his lunge like a champ, though his leg was definitely starting to wobble. "and I know I can be annoying, and I know I ramble, but I'm trying to be good at this, okay? I want to know what you like—or don't like so i can— not do those things and you like me."
he paused, a sudden, bright blush spreading from his cheeks all the way to the tips of his ears as he lowered his voice even further, leaning over his knee toward you.
"like... the kissing," he stammered, his eyes dropping shamelessly to your lips for a second before flicking back to your eyes. "was that... okay? do you like when I take initiative like that, or do you want me to ask first? because I swear I will ask every single time if that makes you comfortable, or I'll wait for you to pull me in, or—"
"now, transition slowly into downward facing dog," the instructor's peaceful voice cut through the air.
you instantly flipped over into the pose, putting your head between your arms to hide the absolute nuclear explosion of a blush on your face.
Miles, refusing to let it go, popped up into his own downward dog right beside you. you peeked sideways under your arm, only to find miles staring right back at you upside down, looking ridiculous but utterly determined.
"I'm serious, y/n " his upside-down face murmured, his voice strained from holding his weight on his hands. "I'm crazy about you. and I want to get it right. so... are we a thing or am I just doing beach yoga for my health?"
a breathless, helpless laugh bubbled up out of your chest. even upside down, with sand sticking to his knees and his hair falling everywhere, he was the sweetest, most infuriating guy you'd ever met.
"we're a thing, you idiot," you whispered back, holding his gaze.
the way his upside-down face instantly lit up with pure, unadulterated joy made every butterfly in your stomach go wild. He tried to celebrate by doing a quick fist-pump, immediately lost his balance, and face-planted directly into the sand getting a gasp from people nearby.
"i'm good!" miles choked out instantly, pushing himself up covered in sand, a massive, dazed grin plastered across his face. "totally meant to do that!"
after miles aggressively brushed the sand off his face and sat back up, the instructor’s soothing voice drifted over the speaker again.
"great energy, everyone! for our final series, we are going to explore some restorative balance work. you can do these individually, or if you have someone next to you, feel free to turn this into a partner pose to help stabilize each other."
miles didn't even let the instructor finish the sentence. the second the word partner left her mouth, he practically threw himself off his mat, sliding over until he was sitting right in front of you on yours. "well hey."
"you didn't even ask if i wanted a partner," you teased, trying to fight the smile tugging at your own lips.
"It’s literally in the job description. I have to protect you from falling into the sand." he explained.
"yeah because you're great at that" you joked.
across the way, mateo let out a loud, theatrical groan. "bro, are you serious? we're supposed to be finding inner peace!"
"my inner peace is right here, mateo, mind your business!" miles called back shamelessly, not taking his eyes off you for a single second. naomi gave you a subtle thumbs-up behind his back , looking like a proud mom.
"alright, partners," the instructor directed, blissfully unaware of the teenage drama two rows back. "sit face-to-face, bring the soles of your feet together, and reach forward to grab each other's wrists to gently pull into a seated forward fold."
you both moved into the pose, your bare feet pressing against his. When Miles reached out, he didn't just grab your wrists—he slid his long fingers down into your palms, lacing his fingers through yours instead.
"miles," you whispered, your face burning as he gently pulled you forward. "She said wrists."
"I like this better," he murmured, his voice dropping into that low, sweet tone that completely undone you. he leaned in closer as you both folded forward, his face just inches from yours, his gaze dropping shamelessly to your lips. "besides, I'm just making sure you don't slip. very serious safety precaution." he corrected instantly, leaning in just a fraction of an inch closer, his eyes dancing with pure, unfiltered affection. "so... since we're officially a thing... am i allowed to kiss you again as soon as this class ends, or do I have to submit a formal application?"
you bit your lip, tilting your head at him. "depends. are you going to face-plant in the sand again?"
"will that get me a pity kiss?"
the sun was starting to dip below the horizon, painting the sky in soft shades of orange and pink by the time the beach yoga class finally wrapped up.
you were brushing sand off your legs when your phone buzzed in your hand.
dad: hey kiddo! were heading ti this restaurant for din-din in 20! come back to the suite to get ready! + dessert if we convince your mom...
you sighed, a tiny wave of disappointment hitting you. you loved your family and always looked forward to dinner with them, but you were having so much fun with everyone—especially now that things were official with miles.
"everything okay?" Miles asked, immediately picking up on your shift in mood as he slung his towel over his shoulder.
"yeah," you said softly, looking up at him. "my dad just texted. I have to go back to my suite so we can go out to dinner." miles’s face instantly dropped into the most dramatic, adorable sad-puppy pout you’d ever seen. "already? But we just became a thing."
then, a sudden realization seemed to hit him. the hesitant, secretive guy from yesterday was officially gone. he didn't have to hide how crazy he was about you anymore.
without warning, miles stepped right into your space, cupped the side of your face, and pressed a soft, lingering kiss right against your cheek.
behind you, the entire group erupted.
mateo let out a loud, obnoxious wolf-whistle, while naomi started clapping like a madwoman. a few of the other girls in the group, who hadn't known what went down in the storage closet earlier, gasped in shock before bursting into excited squeals.
"OKAY, OFFICIAL!" one of the girls cheered.
"look at Romeo over here!" mateo hollered, tossing a wadded-up towel at miles’s head, which miles caught dodged without taking his eyes off you.
miles just smirked, completely unbothered by the teasing. he reached down and slid his long fingers through yours, locking his hand securely into yours right in front of everyone.
"come on," he murmured softly, giving your hand a gentle squeeze. "I'm walking you back."
the walk to your cruise suite was pure bliss. miles was practically glowing, shamelessly holding your hand the entire way down the carpeted hallways he could skip if he didn't care about looking like a complete dork.
"so," miles started, swinging your joined hands gently between you two. "since we have to share you with your family tonight... can I take you out tomorrow? just the two of us? a proper date."
Your heart did a happy little flip. "a proper date?"
"yeah," Miles said, leaning in slightly as you walked. "we can grab dinner at that nice Italian spot on Deck 5, and then go down to the beach deck to watch the stars. no mateo, no yoga, just us."
"I would love that," you smiled, blushing up at him.
by the time you reached the double doors of your family's suite, miles still hadn't let go of your hand.
before you could swipe your keycard, the suite door swung open. your dad was standing right there, adjusting his watch, while your mom was inside grabbing her purse.
"hey, kiddo, perfect timing—" your dad started, before his eyes immediately dropped to your interlocked hands.
Miles didn't panic. Instead, he stood up straighter, flashed a warm, incredibly polite smile, and offered his free hand to your dad.
"Hi, Mr. and Mrs ! I'm miles," he introduced himself smoothly, his voice confident and respectful. "I just wanted to make sure she made it back to the room safely before your family dinner."
your parents were completely caught off guard, but miles’s charm worked instantly. your dad shook his hand with an approving nod, and your mom practically beamed, immediately taking a liking to his polite, gentle demeanor.
"well, thank you, Miles! that’s very sweet of you," your mom said, her eyes twinkling with excitement.
"of course," miles smiled. then, completely lost in the high of the afternoon and forgetting for a brief, glorious second that your parents were standing two feet away, Miles turned to you.
He leaned in and pressed a sweet, tender kiss directly onto your lips. "I'll text you later, beautiful."
The second his lips left yours, reality crashed over him like an ice-cold wave.
miles froze, his eyes widening in pure horror as he remembered where he was. He slowly turned his head to look at your parents.
Your mom and dad were standing there completely speechless, their jaws practically on the floor.
"I—shit—I mean, sir, ma'am, I am so sorry, I didn't mean to—" ,miles stammered, his face turning a shade of red that rivaled a tomato as he backed away, completely tripping over his tongue. "i'll go now! have a great dinner!"
he turned on his heel and practically sprinted down the hallway, leaving you dying of laughter.
you looked over at your parents, expecting a lecture, but your mom just clasped her hands together with a huge, proud grin, while your dad let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head. they weren't mad at all—if anything, they were thrilled to see you so happy, thriving, and living your best life on this trip
"well," your dad teased, opening the door wider. "he seems polite. now go get changed, sweetheart, before your boyfriend comes back!"
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after a long morning of doing—well—absolutely nothing, the group decided to walk around the cruise to find something to do , or the next food place to stop by.
samira pointed toward a colorful sign propped beside one of the staircases.
" omg wait."
"what?"
"guys."
everyone looked over in almost perfect unison. a bright flyer fluttered in the breeze.
SUNSET TEEN YOGA upper sports deck 7:30pm all experience levels welcome.
silence , then naomi snorted “uh—I dunno”
miles immediately perked up “wait.” he started glancing at you reading your expression “i think I’d be good at yoga!”
mateo stared dully at his attempts to impress you an abused straw in-between his teeth “ alright bro.”
“I would though…like honestly.” he bragged
“you can’t touch your toes” amir challenged
“literally—yes i can.” miles confidently stood , bent over , got about halfway ..
“…”
“…”
“don’t speak.”
the afternoon sun had chased most people off the upper deck. after hours od laying out in the heat, and now walking around the cruise for the millionth time , everyone's stomach finally won.
amir clucthed his stomach "im literally starving." amir groaned in discomfort. usually this announcement would’ve even followed with a chuckle or two because amir is the type of person to fantasize about his next meal while eating one in that current moment. but became of the fact that it’s approaching multiple hours since breakfast his number was excusable.
the group wander toward of the the little restaurants tucked between the shopping promenade and the outdoor decks. it wasn’t really a restaurant—more like of those places you grab and go.
the smell hit almost instantly,
grilled chicken , fresh fries , and garlic butter
“okay—now I’m hungry.” samira admitted
“I thought you weren’t?”
“I lied.”
and just like that, everyone scattered
Mateo disappeared towards the burger station , naomi somehow found desert before she’d even picked and entrée and amir was already balancing two plates.
you lingered bear the end of the line, stuffing the menu longer than you probably needed to. nothing really sounded good.
miles noticed before you ever said anything. “you good?”
you looked at the menu one last time as if that was going to magically make more options appear. “yeah.”
he frowned softly and moved closer to you, the warmth of his body heat mixing with yours “you’ve been looking at the menu for awhile.”
“I’m just…not that hungry.”
his hand cupped yours and rubbed your knuckles in a gentle pace squeezing your hand once “well…you gotta eat somethin’” he suggested in a murmur.
“I’ll eat later” you dismissed giving him a squeeze back.
“hm.”
before you could ask what that meant he’d already stepped up to order
a few minutes later everyone met back at a table carrying trays overloaded with foods
amir somehow manages to get a burger, fries, mozzarella sticks the size of his hand and two cookies from a random bakery.
“Hoooo—lyyyy shit! ” mateo laughed looking at amir’s plate.
“whatttt?” feigning innocence stuffing his face in the burger.
“you could feed a family of four with that meal.”
“I’m on bulk” he slurred into his food.
“yeah sure bubba.” mateo chuckled out
you slid into the last open seat beside naomi and somehow miles shimmies his way next to you also , braces he always seems to find a way. his tray landed with a heavy clunk.
shrimp quesadillas, rice, chips, salsa and guacamole.
“good lord” you laughed
his eyes softened as he head you laughter and met you gaze mid-bite “what?”
“that’s a lot”
“I’m hungry” he said simply with a boyish giggle.
“no kidding”
cover stains immediate broke into six different directions and halfway through the conversation miles quietly slid one of the quesadilla sliced onto an extra plate
you blinked “who’s that for?”
he slouched down closer to your level with and began with a gentle whisper “who else would I be for? you, silly.”
“I said I’d eat later.” you whispered back.
he scoffed shaking his head before using his empty red tray on the table and propping it up horizontally blocking the view of them from everyone else. “I know what you said. eat, please?”
“its fine, that’s yours” you whispered back.
“please, I’m full.” he patted his stomach lightly “help me out?” he smiled brightly, and you won’t admit this out loud but his food looked really good and you were practically praying that the overhead speakers blocked out the sound of your stomach growling monstrously.
“okay fine.” you said quickly, and as you took a bite he smirked quickly peaking over the tray for clearance and kissed your cheek before placing it back on the table. “see? that wasn’t so hard was it?” he cooed softly
you snickered softly and rolled your eyes.
around the table nobody paid much attention anymore, except mateo , he definitely noticed.
he didn’t say anything he just smirked into his fries.
and miles looked entirely too pleased to watch you eat.
after everyone finished eating nobody seemed particularly interested in moving around, cruise chairs had a way of convincing people to stay exactly where they are.
you absentmindedly rested your elbows on the table
miles looked over, “so..”
“hm?”
“you remember the sign language I taught you?”
you brightened immediately facing him fully “a little bit”
he smiled “show me.”
you burst into a soft series of nervous giggles “like—now?”
“yeah.”
you laughed before slowly signing the letters he taught you
not perfect, but close enough.
his eyebrows lifted “okay okay” he said nodding in approval. “but you missed one.”
“no I didn’t..”
“mhm.” he hummed before straightening up and reaching for your hands “here.” his fingers gently wrapped around your hand.
“your thumb…” he folded it gently “goes here” his touch lingered only long enough to fix it
“nope.” he laughed “you moved it back”
“I didn’t mean to”
“I know.” he said softly, correcting you without making you feel stupid. he adjusted you finger again. “right there.”
you tried again your fingers stayed right where he placed them. “better?”
“much.”
“..you’re a very hands-on teacher.”
“well it requires a hands-on experience” he quipped.
you laughed softly and he smiled because he’d gotten your to laugh again.
mission accomplished.
from the other end of the table Mateo leaned toward amir , without booking away front the conversation across from them “look.”
miles didn’t hear them nor maybe he did , he just didn’t care.
you guys ended up crashing at the teen lounge area to hide away into the air conditioning.
and—let’s just say 4 quesadilla slices and and a nice cold water had you well satisfied
since not many people were here at this hour you found a nice comfy bean bag that had just happened to be near an outlet for you to charge your phone at. perfect. you plugged up your phone and went to get a blanket from the storage room.
a confident hand grabbed your arm and your nearly screamed at the top of your lungs. who knew miles was grade a at stealth.
he covered your mouth instinctively “woah-relax!” he hushed before releasing his hand with a giggle “geez woman.” he said closing the storage room behind him leaving you two in privacy.
“miles you scared me!” you said clutching your racing heart.
“sorry.” he said , not sounding sorry at all giving you a long once over his hands reaching for your torso, he had one goal and that was to definitely kiss you again.
“well—hello.” you spat out flustered
he leaned inna little closer before pulling away realizing the circle windows in the storage door and guided you inbetween the two storage shelves where you two were no longer visible from outside. he cupped the back of your neck with such delicacy you barely noticed he did it. “hi” he finally responded before kissing you softly, like he planned.
key word , planned.
the truth was that miles had been waiting for a moment to kiss you again. looking for any excuse, really. but it just seems like your guys don’t have any alone time, so he decided to take initiative. so finally after an oh so long 24 hours of finally reuniting his lips with yours his control unfortunately and fortunately slipped. the soft tentative rhythm of the kiss had pathetically vanished. miles stepped in closer, his frame entirely crowing yours until the cold metal of the storage shelf was pressing against your back, trapping you in the best way possible. the hand at the nape of your neck tightened his fingers tanging in your braids to angle your head up as the kiss deepened, turning urgent and breathless.
a low. quiet sound caught in the back of his throat, a tiny slops of frustrate that he’d had to wait this long. his free hand slid down from your torso to grip your waist, his thumb anchoring firmly against suit exposed hips to pull you completely against him. every thought of your phone , the outlet—hell—even where you were at right now completely evaporated. there was only the warmth of his hands , the sudden intoxicating rush of his chest rising and falling against yours, and the taste of him completely taking over.
when he finally paused for air his forehead dropping against yours both of you breathing eachother in in the poorly illuminated space between the shelves.
his smirk was gone replaced by a shy dazed look that other he was just as flustered as your were.
suddenly , miles blinked , reality seeming crashing back into him as he looked down at your flustered face and breathless expression . the dominant, confident guys who had just pinned you between two shelves banished in a fraction of a second. his hands abruptly flow off of your waist and neck coming up into a frantic , gesture as he took a hasty step back. “shit—I’m sorry.” he stammered his voice dropping an octave , completely trapped in his own tongue, His cheeks were burning a furious crimson under his tan skin. “I didn’t mean to just—force that on you. that night in the pool it was—I didn’t even ask if that was just a in the moment thing for your or if you regret it I just totally lost my head because you look so—and I’ve just been loosing it for I think…24 hours straight now—“
you couldn’t even form a syllable. your heart was drumming a dramatic rhythm against your ribs , your lips still tingling from the sheer intensity of him .
you were entirely speechless, staring up at him with wide dazed eyes , your face—not sure if he could notice—you hoped he didn’t, burning hot. miles tracked the blush on your chocolate skin spreading along your cheeks his rambling cutting off mid-sentence. the disgust of your looking so completely undone because of him did something to him. the nerve melter right back into that magnetic pull.
“you’re so beautiful. he muttered , almost like a prayer, completely helpless against it. He leaned right back in, his hands found your waist again, gentler, his time but no less desperate. he caught your lips in another kiss soft but deeply intense spilling guts into your mouth. “I swear I can’t think straight without you—“
SLAM.
the heavy storage room door swung open the hates light from the room cutting through the shadows of the shelves you both jumped about 10 feet in the air. miles instantly threw himself infront of you incase of some sort of threat. breathing like he’d just ran a marathon and the course was your lips.
“yo,anyone here?” mateos voice echoes casually through the room. he strolled past the first row of shelves holding a bag of chips, acting entirely clueless but the moment his eyes landed on miles’ disheveled hair, blown out pupils and the unmistakable sliver of your flip flop visible behind him, a slow massive smirk spreader across mateo’s face.
mateo obviously knew everything, since miles told him earlier today but he knew even before that. the way his eye lingered more moments than casual just within the first few moments of meeting you and favorited you almost immediately. but, he was sworn to secrecy to not say anything.
“oh-my bad,” Mateo said , easing his hands innocently, his eyes dancing with pure mischief as he looked right at miles. “didn’t mean to interrupt..whatever vital storage organizing you’re doing in the dark. must be hard work, you look kinda sweaty.”
miles glared at him as deadly as a puppy eyed boy could manage, though his ears were glowing red. “get out mateo-“
“going, going.” mateo chuckled, turning his heel right before he shut the door.
the heavy door clicked shut behind mateo, leaving the storage room in a sudden, painfully loud silence.
for a second, neither of you moved. the air was still thick either the remnants of that breathless tension, but the spell had officially been broken. miles let out a shaky embarrassed laugh, rubbing a hand thought his already messy hair, it stuck out in almost every direction.
“soo…” me muttered good voice still a little raspy. he looked down at you, “probably should…get out of this strange room before anyone else decides they need something.”
“yeah,” you managed to squeak out , finally finding your voice , though it sounds breathless to your own ears “good idea.”
after a few clumsy awkward seconds of trying to navigate the space without accidentally brushing against each other again—which only made your heart do another flip—you both grabbed your blankets that you were originally there for and made a break for the door .
you tried your absolute best to act casual as your world back out into the lounge heading straight for the comfy bean bags you’d claimed earlier. you plopped down onto it, immediately pulling the blanket up to your chin like a shield to hide the furious blush still burning on your face.
naturally naomi was sitting just a few feet away at a table with the group. the second you say down her eyes snapped to you she didn’t know anything yet, since you haven’t told her or literally anyone you guys kissed or were a thing altogether. to her you guys were like a crackship. she gave a long squinted look , her eyebrows raining into her hairline as if to say’ do I think that’s what just happened , happened?’ you violently worded your eyes back at her giving her a tiny microscopic shake of your head—a silent, desperate, ‘no! nothing to see here!’
naomi’s lips twists her into a suspicious mirk big she mercifully held her tounge until later , turning back to her phone while shooting you one last ‘we are talking about this later’ glare.
before you could even breathe a sigh of relief a shadow fell over your bean bag. you looked up to see miles dragging a chair over. “phone fully charged?” he asked leaning forward , his voice was dropped into a low quiet whisper meant strictly for you, since the rest of the group was chatting a few feet away. “getting there.” you whispered looking up at him. now that you were out in the light, you could see the absolute mischief in his eyes. the panicked boy from the closet was gone, replaced by a hyper-focused flirty version of miles that made your stomach do backflips.
“good” he murmured, a slow , knowing smiles tugging at the corner of his lips. he leaned his elbow on his knee propping his chin in his hand as he looked down at you. shamelessly staring at you in a way far more than platonic. His gaze deliberately from you eyes down to your lips lingering there for a heavy torturous second before flicking back up. “because you were gone a pretty long time just to get a blanket. I was starting to think you got lost.” your jaw practically dropped at his audacity. he was the one who trapped you and kissed you like he hadn’t in years. “I wonder whos fault that was,” you hissed under your breath, casting a quick glance at the group to make sure no one was listening. miles let out a silent, chest-shaking chuckle , his eyes crinkling at the corners. He leaned in just an inch close and kissed your cheek. “sorry.”
he wasn’t sorry at all.

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until we dock
miles x blackfem reader | cruise au
wc: 2k
lost? click previous chapter here !
a/n: so sorry for the hold up guys lol idk when this will be out but the whole trip just has drained me smmm the road trip back was so long and i have trouble napping in cars due to a fear okok anyways i've been fighting my sleep trying to get this done on time so sorry if its late. also this chapter is a little short so my apologies and for the possible spelling errors its not rly proofread i am SO tired.
resource tags // @honeyluvsw @cafekitsune
the morning after the kiss didn’t feel any different.
the ship still rocked gently beneath your feet, the ocean was still impossibly blue and the buffet still smelled like syrup and bacon by seven in the morning.
life simply, continued.
except now every time you thought about last night, you didn’t think about the kiss itself , you thought about the way he’d smiled after afterward. that stupid, lopsided grin that looked almost surprised with himself.
you buried your face into the pillow hiding your grin even though nobody was around to hide it from.
“oh my goshhhhhh” you exclaimed into the pillow , half groan half squeal.
and it didn’t just stop first thing in the morning.
as you stepped in the shower where the most pointless thoughts seem to drown you thoughts like what you were going to eat for breakfast lunch and dinner , your outfit, or a very embarrassing moment from 5th grade.
yeah, you still thought about those things but the fact that you just shared your first kiss with practically a “stranger” within like—two days of knowing him instead of like the painfully long slow burns you read about on your free time was definitely first runner up.
by the time you wandered towards breakfast, the ship started waking up .
crew members hurried between restaurants carrying trays stacked impossibly high. older couples claimed tables beside windows with a coffee im hand watching the endless stretch of ocean drift by.
you grabbed a plate , what you usually get because it’s never failed you so far.
fruit , bagel, a hashbrown and another smoothie,
you turned—
“ mornin’ ”
miles.
he leaned against of of the buffet counters with both hands shoved into the pockets of his palm tree printed shorts , looking suspiciously casual.
“hey.”
for a second, neither of you moved. then both of you smiled at the exact same time. tiny, almost embarrassed.
“you sleep okay?” he asked.
“yeah.” you say softly, still smirking. “you?”
“like a rock.”
you chuckled, even though what he said wasn’t funny. like—not in the slightest.
yeah, it was starting to come into effect.
“i figured so.” you said
“huh?”
“you kidnapped me until like—midnight.”
he smirked and looked down his hand reaching to scratch the back of his neck like he always did when he was caught doing something, almost like he didn’t regret a thing but still felt a little ashamed. “worth it.”
you laughed. that laugh, the one that made his entire face brighten without permission.
“You hungry?” he asked
“I have a plate.”
“…right.”
he looked at your food. then back at you,
then quietly reached over and stole one of your grapes.
“mmm.” he hummed nodding his head like a food critic.
the rest of the group slowly trickled into breakfast one by one. naomi looked half sleep behind a pair of oversized sunglasses. mateo was somehow already laughing before he even sat down.
samira and Kiara argued over the last pancake, whilst amir carried enough food for three people.
the table quickly dissolved into overlapping conversations.
through all of it, miles somehow always ended up beside you. not intentionally, probably.
whenever someone asked a question, he leaned toward you first—like your opinion mattered more than anyone else’s at the table. he looked at your reaction before laughing himself. little things nobody else would notice.
except, someone definitely noticed
“Bro.” Mateo started.
miles looked up from his breakfast.
“what?”
“you’ve stolen like…” he pretended to count. “…five peices of her fruit.”
mills glanced at the strawberries on your plate, or for better words—lack of thereof.
“six.”
without even thinking, he stole another one.
“…”
the entire table stared and you couldn’t stop laughing, “ho—my god.”
“What?” Miles asked innocently, holding in his laugh.
“you literally have your own plate!”
“so?”
“you literally have strawberries.”
“they don’t taste like yours.”
amir looked genuinely disturbed. “that makes zero sense.”
the table erupted into laughter. even miles laughed.
though his ears turned just a little pink.
a couple hours later , the group has naturally split apart
the girls wandered toward one of the open sun decks while the boys disappeared somewhere with a Nintendo switch not too far from them.
“…okay.” mateo sighed dropping onto one of the longer chairs like an old tired man “no girls.”
miles looked around, not as casually as he thought it looked. “yup.”
“what’s goin on??” mateo immediately questioned
“what?”
“you, yeah you.” he chuckled playfully shoving miles’ shoulder.
he burst into a beaming smile falling out onto the deck floors next to his rolled up towel. “nothin’ “ he said , immediately failing to compose himself and started giggling.
“uhh-huhhhh….” mateo dropped next to him leaning on his elbow. “you smile a lot today.”
“pfftt— what???” he said his hand coming up “I smile everyday!”
“you don’t smile like that.” he countered with a chuckle, very amused. “it’s y/n , isn’t it?”
“why y/n?” he played stupid.
“you’ve been following her around since breakfast.”
“I have not.”
“you keep looking at her.”
“when she was talking? yeah.”
“you’re looking at her right now.”
miles blinked. because he was infact looking over at the girls.
“ah..damn.”
“I KNEW ITTTT” mateo belted out in laughter.
“you don’t know anything..”
“I absolutely knew something miles, I know enough.”
amir finally looked up from his mario kart game “so..”
“you gonna tell us?”
miles rubbed both of his hands down his face. to either wipe off sweat or contain his cheek aching smile. but we know the answer to that.
“…”
“we kissed.”
silence. actual, complete silence. until—
“…WHAT??” amir nearly dropped his switch. “WHEN???”
“last night.”
“dude!”
“I was texting you to get on the game I thought you were sleep!!”
“…not exactly.”
“so that’s why you looked like an idiot this morning” amir squinted at him.
“TOLD YOU.” mateo pointed dramatically.
“you literally told us nothing.”
Laughter echoed across the deck.
then elias leaned back into his chair. “…damnnn.”
miles looked over “what?”
“I was kinda gonna shoot my shot.”
“…”
“…don’t.”
“dang.”
it wasn’t threatening, just a very calm, immediate “no.”
elias raised both of his hands “copy that.”
mateo’s palm rested tenderly on his chest “my son is all grown up.”
“I hate all of you.” miles giggled.
miles sighed , then his expression shifted.
“okay all jokes aside, don’t say anything.”
“what?”
“I mean like. to the girls.” he clarifies “i don’t want..” he searched for the words. “…I don’t want it becoming a huge thing and mess it up.”
mateo nodded first. “..yeah.”
“look at you, such a gentleman” amir teased.
“shut up.” miles playfully shoved him, before looking over towards the girls. you were laughing at something naomi had said, head tilted back the sun catching the gold around your neck
without realizing , he smiled again.
mateo caught it immediately.
“cooked.”
miles heard them , pretended he didn’t because honestly they weren’t wrong.
the girls had claimed the quieter side of the upper sun deck, yoga mats has become tanning mats , towels were scattered in a lazy circle and somebody connected a speaker that played soft r&b low enough not to disturb anyone else.
naomi had completely fallen onto her stomach, sunglasses perched on top of her head “im baking right now, a buttery biscuit.” she said her beautiful chocolate skin being highlighted in every crevice due to her tanning oil.
she sighed “it’s hard staying this hot.”
laughter drifts around the circle , you nailed to yourself adjusting your sunglasses before setting father onto you towel. the sun felt warm against your shoulders. not burning , just comforting.
for the first time since getting on this cruise you understood why people spent hours doing absolutely nothing.
sometimes, nothing was nice.
miles wasnt paying attention to the guys, not really.
his character in mario kart had driven directly into a wall for the third time
“bro. you’re driving backwards.” amir said
“..oh”
he corrected it, just to only fall off a cliff and have to start all over.
“you SUCK ass” elias laughed.
“yeah I know”miles muttered
“you don’t usually suck.”
“I know.”
mateo followed his line of sight, straight toward you, still laying in the sun. “go.”
miles blinked “what?”
“go bother her. “
you heard footsteps. slow.
just familiar enough that you smiles before opening your eyes.
"..hi."
miles stopped beside your towel " you knew it was me?"
"you walk loud."
"i do not."
"mind if i..." he gestured toward the empty towel beside yours.
"go ahead."
he dropped down beside you with a relived sigh.
neither of you spoke for a minute. the silence wasn't awkward anymore it had somehow become,easy. comfortable. the kind where either of you felt obligated to fill it.
the ocean stretched over and above you seagulls drifted across the endless sky.
"can i ask you something?"
you turned slightly "depends."
"favorite color?"
you smiled
"green."
"what shade?"
"uhhh, i like all greens honestly, but like forest and sage green the most."
he nodded thoughtfully "sage and forest."
"what?"
"im remebering it."
"why?"
"so i know."
heat climbed into your cheeks " you’re weird." you say , your automatic response when some flusters you.
over the course of 10 minutes he managed to get enough information out of your to start a biography. going from your favorite color to one of your most embarrassing moments in childhood.
a breeze rolled across the deck , without thinking his hand reached over. lightly brushing against your forearm.
you looked down. "what are you doing?"
"you look...dry."
"dry?"
"mhm."
he reached for the sunscreen bottle sitting beside your towel and squeezed a little lotion on his palm.
before you could even process it his hand gently smoothed it along your forearm. slow. careful. not flirtatious just gentle. his thumb absenetnieley rubeed the lotion into your skin until it disappear completely.
you watched him.
"...you're moisturizing me."
"i'm preventing skin cancer."
"...that's oddly romantic."
his ears immediately turned pink.
"It wasn't supposed to be."
"i know."
"...good."
"...still nice though."
his eyes lifted, meeting yours.
"...yeah?"
"...yeah."
for a second...n of you looked away.
naomi wandered back from grabbing drinks, balancing four virgin piña coladas in a cardboard carrier.
"...why are you two so..."
she paused looking between you. then at miles.
then at the lotion bottle."...domestic?"
You frowned.
"...what?"
"hm?"
"you said something."
"i absolutely didn't."
"you definitely did."
"i brought beveragesss." naomi sang she held one out dramatically."peace offering."
you accepted it. "...thank you."
miles reached for one too.
naomi pulled it away. "...not you."
miles' smile formed into a pout "...what?"
"you can earn yours."
"...how?"
She looked around thoughtfully.
"...hmm."
"tell Mateo to stop cheating."
"he isn't cheating."
"so you're defending him?"
"...no."
"wrong answer."
she handed him the drink anyway. "... was gonna give it to you."
"i knew that."
"i hate that you knew that."
"you love me."
"...unfortunately."
naomi laughed.
"...you fit in way too well."
you looked around the circle, everyone talking over one another, the boys arguing in the distance.
at the ocean stretching endlessly around the ship.
somehow...this place that had felt so unfamiliar four days ago was beginning to feel a little like home.
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until we dock
miles x blackfem reader | cruise au
cw:2.4k
lost? click previous chapter here!
a/n: dare i say i've lowkey been on the grind | genuinely screamed and had to step away multiple times while writing this.
resource tags // @honeyluvsw @cafekitsune
what could this boy possibly want at 8:30 pm? couldn't this wait until tomorrow?
you slowly crept out of your room in the suite and checked up on your parents in the master bedroom, they were out cold, per usual.
your calves stretch as you squint into the peephole, small kitchen knife in hand making sure it was really him because you've watched too much true crime when you were younger and didn't want to take any chances.
and yep. there he was, leaning against the hallway with his hands in his pockets , his eyes flickering towards the door making eye contact with you each time unknowingly.
you chuckle to yourself internally. this boy had a lot of nerve.
you slowly open the door careful to not let it creak and wake your parents "what do you want?" you said ,sotto voce.
"hi." he smiled stupidly "why do you have that?" he snickered grabbing your wrist pulling you fully out of the room gently, closing the door behind you with a soft click.
" had to make sure you weren't like a mob boss or something." you shrugged.
"okay seriously, what do you want?" you said tugging your hand away
" i cant just want to come see you?" he frowned, now in your bubble.
"not at 8pm you cant."
"you still answered." he smiled softly so big and stupid his eyes wrinkled at the corners. "cmon, i wanted to show you something." he ribbed.
before you could decline his hand slotted into yours, gently but persistently guiding you with him. "show me what?" you groaned your legs already following with his to wherever he was taking you.
he guided you down the hall to the elevators since you were on the 4th floor. even then, his hand still stuck to yours. he hummed a song softly tapping his knuckle to a circular button completely disregarding the question you just asked. not because it was some grand surprise , but because he genuinely didn't have an answer himself. he didn't have a gameplan properly thought through past getting you to come out of your room.
"miles???" you asked again
he smirked to himself, obviously hearing you his thumb grazing the back of your palm in repetitive swipes.
you were not a fan of silent treatment. " i know you hear me!" your voice raised as you slapped the back of his head making him loll forward.
"ah- what the hell!" he yelped with a voice crack his hand immediately going to the back of his neck to ease the soft sting.
"why are you ignoring me??' you ask, not even realizing he's been holding your hand for the past 5 minutes.
the elevator came to a stop with a soft ding and he pulled you closer, very close his chest millimeters from yours , his eyes softened and flickered over your face. "were here." he whispered before guiding you again along the atrium , the neon lights illuminated the ship in the prettiest colors.
you gave up trying to get an answer from him, you're convinced he's literally an idiot or an axe murderer and that it was finally your time.
a few minutes into walking the path started to get familiar until, the pool came into view. "miles."
"hm?' he said peeking back at you, almost knowing what you were gonna say.
"what is this." you said flatly. kinda annoyed now.
"bonding time?" he said , not sure if he was trying to convince you or himself. finally, his suspiciously clammy hand released from yours as he pulled his shirt off swiftly in routine, he took a deep breath rowing his shoulders back his trap and lat muscles flexing and softening with his movements before diving into the pool and swimming a bit farther into the deep end like he needed to clear his head, strokes sharp and long like a fishing spear.
you couldn't even be mad anymore, you were already here and you forgot your room key thinking it would be a quick meeting that wouldn't extend past your suite door, so you'd be here awhile.
unfortunately, you weren't a guy so you couldn't just rip your shirt off and dive into the pool, actually you were greatly unprepared. because you were under the impression that this meeting wouldn't extend past your suite door you were now at the pool in an oversized t-shirt that drooped off your shoulder, and a pair of shorts that you grew out well over 3 years ago and they were now exclusively pajamas, never to be seen in public, but unfortunately , to the public it is today.
you decided to make yourself comfortable and just sat at the ledge of the pool dipping your feet in the lukewarm water. i guess it was nice at night.
miles seemed to disappear for a while the only trace of him were the small bubbles revealing his path, for a minute you even forgot he was the one that dragged you here.
gracefully, he emerged from the water with a soft exhale. he swam to you his arms folding at the ledge as he rested his cheek on them, staring up at you fondly. "you have swimming lessons." he murmured softly.
you looked down to meet his big hazel eyes. "this couldn't wait until tomorrow?"
he sighed and let his eyes flicker over you. " there's nobody here, no distractions. pools always crowded. this was the best time."
"hm really?' you quipped jocularly
"mmmm-hmm." he said slowly moving in front of you, his hands moving to cup both of your thighs and prop his chin on one of your knees, puppy eyes slowly activating. " i told you i would, remember?"
"you didn't even tell me, i don't even have the proper clothes."
he gave you a sly once over and shrugged "i don't either. cmon, its just me." his hand affectionately rubbed along the inside of your thigh that he was holding and resting his chin against.
"so? i cant just go back to my room soaking wet."
"towels." he solved speedily.
"my god." you sighed softly.
"cmon." he coaxed both of his wet hands reaching to span your waist, he pauses and looks up at you as a silent question.
"fine."
his hands confidently lowered you into the pool as of your were light as a feather, in his case to him you were. like lukewarm water coated your body in a shock making you gasp softly.
"its not that bad" he cooed teasingly, still his hands remainng on your waist not keeping you too far from him.
"how are you supposed to teach me how to swim and i cant get my hair wet?. you know this." you complained.
"ah-shit. right." his smirk dropped softly.
"you don't trust me? i just held you on my shoulders for like hours today." he said with a sassy eye roll
the water settled around both of you in gentle ripples, the only sounds being the distant hum of the ship and the occasional crash of waves below the deck
these so called" swimming lessons" were long gone as miles floated backwards for a second one arm lazily keeping himself above water as he looked p at the sky.
"y'know." he started" this was a shitty plan."
you laughed "you think?"
"a little late, yeah."
"a little?"
"okay, very late."
you shook your head the ripple of each other's movements echoed close to your ears. " you dragged me out of my room with no explanation."
"i had an explanation." he defended.
"what was it?"
he opened his mouth.
closed it.
opened it again.
"..."
"exactly."
"okay, maybe i didn't have a fully developed plan, but the thought was there."
you stared at him. "so you disrupted my night merely for a concept?"
"yeah."
you laughed again, the sound echoed off the water.
miles smiled immediately.
not because of the joke. but because he was realizing he liked being the reason you laughed. more than winning any petty uno game tournament or intense game of chicken.
a dangerous realization, honestly.
he drifted a little closer without really thinking about it. "you know what my actual reason was?"
you raised an eyebrow "what?"
he shrugged. "i just kinda wanted to hang out with you." simple, honest.
the kind of sentence that held more weight than it should.
you expression softened, "we've been hanging out all the time."
"not really."
"we don't?"
He started counting on finger's, again.
"naomi steals you.." he started.
you roll your eyes "oh my god."
"mateoooo" he said slightly louder and dramatic, mateo seems to bother him a lot more. " hes been stealing you."
you laughed " so dramatic."
"im serious." his eyebrows knitted together as his eyes met yours. "i wanted one moment that was mine." he confessed "ours."
the teasing disappeared from his face, water moved gently between you.
somewhere overhead, music drifted faintly from another deck.
you weren't sure who moved first , maybe neither of you did, maybe the space between you and him just got smaller somehow
soon enough now that you could see the tiny freckles the sun pulled out across his nose and cheeks. close enough to notice the way his expression changed from teasing to uncertain.
like he was suddenly realizing exactly how close the two of you were standing,
his voice quiet and careful this time.
"can i?"
your stomach flipped.
you nodded once.
the kiss was brief, soft, tentative in the way first kisses usually are
less confidence and fireworks.
more curiosity
more, oh
so this is what this feels like.
you could feel his breath against your lips before he did it gain , firmer, more confident this time. this time he didn't let you pull away, his hand cupping the back of your neck so gently like you were made out of porcelain. your chest pounded against his, so loud and hard you were convinced he could feel it and hear it.
a nervous giggle fell from your lips, a sound that he wasn't familiar with yet, but he definitely liked being the cause of it. he smiled softly against your lips his hand reaching down to hoist you up by your thighs, his hands remaining in respectful places.
he looked up at you briefly like you were the enetr of his world before leaning into kiss again, "mmm" he hummed in delight kissing you deeper.
it wasn't long before you got lost in it too looping your arms around his neck to brace yourself.
it's been at least a minute of him kissing you over and over one less clumsy than the last and you desperately needed air,you reluctantly pulled away with soft pants that matched his.
"wow." he panted.
you laughed softly "wow?"
he licked his lips while staring intensely at yours, already not getting enough of the taste of your lips. "i genuinely didn't think i would get this far."
his grin returned instantly
big, stupid. and dangerously charmings
this was definitely going to complicate the rest of the cruise.
the realization hit him first.
you were absolutely soaked.
your shirt and shorts clung to your figure and weighed twice as much as they had about an hour ago.
miles stared, you stared back.
"..."
"..."
"oh."
"yeah,oh" you deadpanned.
"right."
"great observation skills."
he winced.
"okay in my defense, i was focused on other things."
"oncerning statement."
"not like that!"
you laughed.
"see? you laugh and then i forget what i'm doing."
you snorted.
he let out a boyish giggle alongside you as he pushed himself out of the pool.
"stay there."
"thats never reassuring."
"stay."
"whatever."
you watched him disappear around the corner barefoot and dripping water across the deck.
he returned approximately two minutes later carrying enough towels to survive a flood.
"miles-"
"..."
"where did you get all those?"
"..."
"miles."
"...the towel fairy."
"you stole those."
"i borrowed."
he held one open dramatically. "c'mere"
you rolled your eyes but stepped closer anyways. the towel wrapped around your shoulders instantly.
warm,soft.
he used with it for another second before stepping back to inspect his work.
perfect.
"a burrito."
you looked down
you did, admittedly, resemble a blanket cocoon.
"thank you."
he shrugged.
"i'm a gentleman."
"you stole cruise property."
"a gentleman adapts to his environment."
another laugh, another stupid grein from him because apparently he collected your laugh like trophies now.
the two of you settled into neighboring lounge chairs.
the pool lights reflected off the water in dancing blues and greens.
for a while neither of you said anything.
it wasn't awkward. just quiet. comfortable.
miles pulled out a huge slushy, what seemed out of nowhere.
"miles literally what the hell." you laughed out.
he held up his cup proudly "blue rasberry"
he offered you the cup, he didn't have to tell you twice , or at all before you took a sip. monents later he took an obnoxiously dramatic sip while maintaining direct eye contact the entire time
you stared at him , you stared back.
"what?"
"you did that on pourpse."
he grinned harder against the straw.
by the time he walked you back to your room the ship had gone quiet.
11:03 glowed from the corner of your phone screen.
"wow."
"wow what?"
"you kidnapped me for three hours."
four technically.
"felt like 5 minutes." he grinned.
you stopped outside your door, for a second neither of you moved.
the hallwas felt quieter than the rest of the ship somehow.
"thanks," you said finally.
he tilted his head.
"for what?"
"the towels. slushie, kidnapping."
"anytime."
you laughed softly
his miles softened with it.
"see you tomorrow?"
like there was ever another answer
"yeah."
"cool."
neither of you moved , again.
"you're still standing there."
"so are you."
then he leaned forward just enough to press a quick kiss to your forehead.
gentle, a little longer than usual. like he wanted to savor it.
gone, almost immediately
"goodnight,roomie."
you blinked.
"roomie?"
he pointed down the hallway. "same ship."
you laughed.
"goodnight, weirdo."
his grin returned instantly. big.
he walked backwards down the hallway for several steps before finally turning around, you waited until he disappeared around the corner before going back inside.

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you woke up sore, volleyball for three hours straight sore.
your shoulders complained when you stretched. your calves tightened with every step and strain, even your hands somehow hurt.
you had fun so it was worth it.
the room was quiet except for the distant wash of waves around the ship.
7:02am
your parents were still asleep your mom snuggled against your dad's chest like they were on a honeymoon.
you rolled out of bed your bonnet threatening to slide off with any sudden movement, your hand sluggishly rubbed the crust out of your eyes and wipes off the bit of mascara that you forgot to take off fully last night before you crashed in bed.
reluctantly, you shuffled toward the bathroom like it was a school day.
today you felt lazy , you didn't feel like trying very hard.
you took your hair out of its nightly two braided pigtails to help maintain your hair and keep its tangle-free and put it into a side part , the french boho curls falling around your face and shoulders effortlessly.
a little mascara , blush and lipgloss. done.
you took a quick shower and came out shuffling through drawers to find something cute but lazy to throw on. you found a simple halter top white sundress , it was simple and comfortable.
by 7:45 you were wandering towards the breakfast buffet with your room key in hand and your phone in the other. the buffet was almost empty considering how early it was.
a few older couples scattered around.
you grabbed your plate , you weren't really a breakfast food person so your plate consisted of mostly fruits, half of a cream cheese bagel and a strawberry banana smoothie.
you turned around to find a seat and you made eye contact with miles and he looked at you in a way that he must've been waiting for you to notice him in the small crowd.
oh, didn't know he was here.
for a second both of you just froze before he made his way closer to you, a toast in his hand
"fancy seeing you here" he said softly.
his curls were a bit wild and more frizzy than usual , he had on a pair of shorts that hung low on his waist and a plain white shirt that had deep wrinkles like he slept hard.
"just rolling out of bed?" you teased doing a soft once over.
"mmm yeah, i look beautiful i know." he teased back his voice was much softer and raspy like he hasn't said a word yet this morning until he saw you.
a moment passed where you guys were just awkwardly glacing at each other not knowing what to say next. because what do you say to someone at 7am on a cruise?
his elbow tapped yours for your attention as he pointed his chin to an empty pair of chairs overlooking the ocean "lets go sit."
"oh no-i don't wanna interrupt your breakfast." you shooed
he shifted little closer to you signaling to move with him "you're not interrupting anything."
the conversation came easy with miles, easier than it should've. volleyball,the pool,gift shop trinkets.
his eyes dropped towards you hands as you picked a grape off the stem and you noticed immediately.
"...what?"
"nothing."
"what's wrong with my hands?"
"they're lowkey creeping me out—i've never seen hands that small." he murmured looking at his own hand spreading all five fingers analyzing it from front to back like he hadn't had them attached to him all 17 years of his life, then yours his eyes widening like a curious puppy.
you looked at your own hands too. "now you're making me self conscious." your lips pursed to the side.
miles shook his head "what—no..every hand is beautiful , no matter what..size."
people passing by probably thought yall were stupid or just high out of your minds.
he sighed leaning into his chair "you know." miles started "seems like everyone's been getting a piece of you except me these days." you sighed dramatically. "you forgot all about little ol me."
you nearly choked on a grape "—what?"
he sat up leaning closer to you as he started listing off with his fingers "naomi stole you."
"okay.."
"then mateo"
"then your parents."
you laughed "i can't control that."
"okay well—learn to." he dismissed , his lips forming a playful pout "i've been trying to spend time with you , friend."
the word sounded intentional , like he wanted you to hear it.
you frowned "were hanging out right now thoughhh"
"yeah yeah." he rolled his eyes "so, you and mateo been getting a little close hm?" he questioned lightly
"hm?" you hummed back
"you guys were laughing a lot at the beach yesterday."
you smiled softly recalling the memory "we were huh?"
"mhm."
"you were watching us?"
"i observe everyone equally?" he defended. "no but seriously—when did you guys start talking so much?" he said propping his chin on his hand leaning on the small table between you two "just wondering." he added, soo casually.
"well—when we left the pool he helped me carry my things to my room and he met my parents and stuff and it was just this whole funny thing." you explained reliving the moment in between soft giggles.
"i havent met your parents." he muttered, bitter and whiny.
his eyes widened seconds after "that's not—"
you started laughing, "you wanna meet my parents?"
"that's not what i said."
"then why are you mad?" you accused.
"PSH—wha—? im not madddd? what are you talking about." he said feigning innocence.
you playfully roll your eyes before your phone buzzed beside your plate
dad:
you alive?
you smiled immediately
miles pursed his lips out and peeked over your phone curiously his leg bouncing like an anxious dog "mateo?"
"..what?"
"is that mateo texting you?"
you stared and narrowed your eyes. "why would mateo have my number?"
"instagram?"
"huh?"
"does he have your instagram?"
you started laughing.
"miles."
"what?"
"why do you care?" you chuckled out.
he shrugged
you held up your phone dramatically close to his face. "its my dad seeee?"
"..oh"
you grinned smugly. "happy?"
"mhmm" he said, you could visibly see his face relax.
"anyways— i know sign language." he said , a strange way to change the subject.
"really?"
"yeah, i know a lil sum-sum." he boasted
you sat up, interested. "can you teach me?"
his eyebrows lifted "right now?"
"mhm!"
he looked around dramatically "okay but if you become fluent overnight i want credit." he then got out of his chair and sat in yours, it was fairly big and had enough space for the both of you.
"okay." he held up his hands "im gonna teach you how to spell your name."
he slowly showed you each letter and you copied him the best you could. key word, the best you could.
he laughed softly throwing his head back. "oh lord."
"what? i'm learning!"
"clearly" he quipped.
he reached over "here."
his fingers gently adjusted yours "this goes here." his hand wrapped around yours for only a second, maybe even less. "there you go."
"this feels like cheating."
"im teaching."
"you're moving my hand for me."
"it's all about the visuals."
you playfully bumped his shoulder with your own. he looked entirely too pleased about it.
then—
"oh??"
both of you looked up to the sound source
naomi stood a few feet away holding an iced coffee and looking far too entertained , her eyes moving in between you two with a soft, taunting smile. then your hands. still suspiciously close together.
"....am i interrupting something?"
you frowned immediately. "what?no?"
"yes." miles said, not a beat behind.
your head whipped toward miles
"WHAT?"
naomi burst out laughing and raised her hands in surrender "my bad, carry on."
"what—? carry on what??" you scrambled while miles was actively trying not to smile, which somehow made it worse.
naomi looked between the two of you one last time then nodded to herself. "mhm."
you started after her as she went back to where she came from.
"...what was that supposed to mean??"
"noo idea." miles shrugged "anyways—back to our lesson."
you guys couldn't stay away from the pool for too long as soon as the clock hit 12 the group was back again at the pool, but instead of being in your lounge chair tanning actually decided to come near the pool dipping your feet in with naomi and some of the girls kiara, samira and elena.
"sooooooo" naomi began , already smirking softly. "any boys we find cute yet?" she asked broadly, but it was definitely directed to you
"yeah, i saw a lifeguard at the kiddie pool, hes hot." samira said
"oh my god— samira he's like 30 years old!" elena laughed
"so?? still hot." she shrugged.
"he is hot." naomi agreed.
you were zoned out your feet gently kicking in the water. before you felt wet hand grab your calf.
"Y/N...!" miles gasped his curls soaking wet and his cheeks slightly red and sun-kissed "YOU WANNA SEE MY HANDSTAND?" he said choking on water like a child.
your eyes winded as quickly as they softened as you noticed who was grabbing your leg. "sure miles." you chuckled
"OKAY—LOOK." he said taking a big gasp before diving head first back into the pool in front you doing a handstand, you couldn't lie, it was clean.
he came back up with an excitedly and expectant smile.
you clapped softly "woo, so amazing!" you cheered softly
his smile,if possible got even bigger and did a dramatic bow before swimming away.
"so." naomi began again. "miles is cute." she said smiling at you.
"mm, yeah." you say casually
samira and elena both look at you with soft curious looks, immediately peeping what naomi was hinting at.
"you guys are cute." elena added
"together." naomi chimed in.
"uhm—what?" you chuckled. " you guys are acting weird."
"nobody's being weird, just sayin" naomi sung softly
in a heartbeat miles swam his way over again " i heard my name."
"said it once but okay, youre just nosy." naomi sassed.
"you guys talking about me?" he said feigning anger
"yes." naomi admitted.
"good things?" he said sweetly
"mmmm, sorta." you said still gently kicking your feet.
"ugh you guys are so boring, when will you guys actually get in the pool." he whined shifting into a floating position
"LETS PLAY CHICKEN." amir shouted from across the pool
" y/nnnnnn come onnnn, play chicken with us." miles whined softly.
"but my hai—"
"i wont let you fall!" he interrupted. he swam next to you gently hugging your calf , his cheek squished tightly against your leg "pleaseeeee? cmon!!!"
suddenly everyone was in the water arguing about strategy like the cruise Olympics was on the line.
you looked down , "absolutley not."
miles stood waist deep in the water looking up at you with a confused face. "what do you mean???"
"you better not drop me miles i swear ill hate you forever." you warned.
"i literally told you i was a lifeguard, if i can carry a limp body from deep end to shore, i can carry you." he said softly
"oh please—they were probably like 7 years old!"
"dead weight is seriously heavy."
"i wont let you fall." he reassured sincerely.
your hand rested lightly on the top of his head for balance.
"oh hell no."
"its fine! you're fine!" he said moving around with ease to face everyone else.
despite all your complaining he held steady beneath you, ridiculously steady. his hands stayed secure against your legs to keep you balanced while the water moved around both of you.
across from you, naomi sat samira's shoulders looking entirely too confident and the game dissolved into chaos almost immediately. splashing,laughing. naomi almost tipped you over but before you could flail over miles steadies you immediately. one hand shifted to your upper thigh to keep you more steady.
"see? i got you." he sounded entirely too pleased with himself.
by the end, everyone was exhausted, sunburnt, and waterlogged.
you sat at the ledge of the pool dangling your feet in the water while everyone continued debating behind you.
miles dropped down beside you. "so, do i get a reward for proving you wrong?"
"you mean not letting me drown?" you asked.
"yeah! i mean , i did really good right?" he reasoned scooting closer to you "sooo?"
"what do you want?" you chuckled, entertaining the idea
"whatever you're offering." he said slyly.
"you want a slushy from the cafe?"
"mm..alright."
the trip to the cafe was cut short because you had a little quality time with your parents and you got back to your room sometime after that night around eight.
the shower washed away the chlorine and sunscreen left behind, but your body still felt like it was in the pool and the water was hugging you in waves.
your phone lit up before you even climbed into bed.
@ m.morales sent you a message • just now
i have a complaint.
you smiled immediately.
you:
again??😭
miles:
yes..
you:
what now miles...
miles:
you never answered my question.
miles:
how did mateo get parent privileges before me?
you laughed out loud.
you:
this is getting ridiculous
miles:
im serious
typing...
stopped.
typing...
stopped again.
miles:
look outside.
you:
what
miles:
outside your room.
you sat up straighter.
you:
?????
miles:
just look.