i worry more about how people perceive me rather than focussing on the convo i'm having which makes me give replies i think people wanna hear instead of being myself

i dont wanna die i just wanna hit pause

I wish someone loved me. But like, really loved me. The I would do anything for you kinda love. Someone who would make me feel special every single day. Someone I knew I could count on forever. Someone that would never make me feel alone on this planet ever again. Someone who would love me good. Sadly I'm not the type of girl those type of guys fall for 💔

crying myself to sleep again because i dont feel loved

I wonder what it feels like to be someones priority instead of a distraction

i'm just waiting till its time to go sleep so that i can dream of a different life

i envy people who don't stress about the smallest shit

the real reason im up till 4 am is because i cant deal with having to survive another goddam useless day

why is it that i'm able to cry cos of sadness any given time of the day

i'm sad and nobody knows

it's 2 am and i'm extra convinced that i'll never be good enough

i'm not a cute in all angles type of person

i dont think anyone is capable of loving me unconditionally. aint nobody got time to love me for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health..i have nothing to offer