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I have lived in the same abusive household for ten years. I should have left a long time ago but stayed because I thought that maybe, at some point, things would get better and I honestly didn’t have anywhere else to go anyway. My own blood relatives are all drug addicts or recovering from being addicts so I cannot and will not depend on them.

I live with my ex and his father and they don’t get along at all. His father is a vile human being. He’s a sexist, racist, homophobic old man and my patience is honestly my best trait because I am amazed I have lasted this long. I once found pride in being the peace keeper and doing everything in my power to make everyone happy but I am tired and I am getting older and I am ready to finally have a safe place to call home.

The old man is a hoarder and an alcoholic. He also has a history with drug abuse and would use his own sons urine for drug tests. He beat his wife and has been to jail for it, and beat his kids. 

After his wife passed away from cancer his mental state down-spiraled out of control and we now live in a hoarders home. He has 70+ fish tanks full of exotic fresh and salt water fish. He has double that in empty fish tanks out in the backyard. We have too many cats and they’ve been using the spaces behind the fish tanks as their personal litter boxes for years and our black mold situation is atrocious.

He picks fights with his son on the regular and thing’s get scary real fast. The cops have been called and bodies have hit the floor more than once. Their relationship is absolutely irreparable and I need out before I get hurt too.

I have a really great job that I have found immense happiness in but it doesn’t make enough to help me move out. I live outside of Portland, Oregon and the prices here can seem impossible. Studio apartments that will accept my dog and I start at $1300 a month. Deposit is usually around $400 so long as they are happy with my credit score. The pet deposit is usually around $250 to $500. It all depends on what is available once I have the funds to move.

I know it’s a lot to ask and to be fair, I expect NOTHING, but I need a little bit of a boost so I am asking anyway. I currently only have $250 saved up and I had an original goal of July 1st. 

Anything helps, thank you so much! If anyone donates I will update here on my remaining goal.

For the first time in 7 years I will be somewhere safe. Dunno if I will be able to forever afford it but I don’t really have a choice and I can’t bear to be separated from my dog so I will just keep at it until I can’t keep at it anymore. Thank you all so much for paying me any mind. I am always in trouble it seems. Here’s to hoping I won’t be for a while!

As a reminder, this is my twitter: opfuckery

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I have lived in the same abusive household for ten years. I should have left a long time ago but stayed because I thought that maybe, at some point, things would get better and I honestly didn’t have anywhere else to go anyway. My own blood relatives are all drug addicts or recovering from being addicts so I cannot and will not depend on them.

I live with my ex and his father and they don’t get along at all. His father is a vile human being. He’s a sexist, racist, homophobic old man and my patience is honestly my best trait because I am amazed I have lasted this long. I once found pride in being the peace keeper and doing everything in my power to make everyone happy but I am tired and I am getting older and I am ready to finally have a safe place to call home.

The old man is a hoarder and an alcoholic. He also has a history with drug abuse and would use his own sons urine for drug tests. He beat his wife and has been to jail for it, and beat his kids. 

After his wife passed away from cancer his mental state down-spiraled out of control and we now live in a hoarders home. He has 70+ fish tanks full of exotic fresh and salt water fish. He has double that in empty fish tanks out in the backyard. We have too many cats and they’ve been using the spaces behind the fish tanks as their personal litter boxes for years and our black mold situation is atrocious.

He picks fights with his son on the regular and thing’s get scary real fast. The cops have been called and bodies have hit the floor more than once. Their relationship is absolutely irreparable and I need out before I get hurt too.

I have a really great job that I have found immense happiness in but it doesn’t make enough to help me move out. I live outside of Portland, Oregon and the prices here can seem impossible. Studio apartments that will accept my dog and I start at $1300 a month. Deposit is usually around $400 so long as they are happy with my credit score. The pet deposit is usually around $250 to $500. It all depends on what is available once I have the funds to move.

I know it’s a lot to ask and to be fair, I expect NOTHING, but I need a little bit of a boost so I am asking anyway. I currently only have $250 saved up and I had an original goal of July 1st. 

Anything helps, thank you so much! If anyone donates I will update here on my remaining goal.

For the first time in 7 years I will be somewhere safe. Dunno if I will be able to forever afford it but I don’t really have a choice and I can’t bear to be separated from my dog so I will just keep at it until I can’t keep at it anymore. Thank you all so much for paying me any mind. I am always in trouble it seems. Here’s to hoping I won’t be for a while!

As a reminder, this is my twitter: opfuckery

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