one day ure 22 then the next ure 23. sick. twisted. dark sided. limp wristed.

i love this so much

I was talking about being afraid of people leaving me behind because I'm too sick, and my boyfriend just looked at me and said: "It's my choice to be your boyfriend. It's your friends choice to be your friends. You don't have to understand it, but you have to respect our choice. Don't try to make the decision of whether you're worthy of people on their behalf because that's not your decision to make." I think that's an important thing to remember. That whether we're worthy of someone's time and effort is something others can decide for themselves regardless of whether or not we agree with them. There's a lot of peace in realizing that literally all you have to do is accept the love other people choose to throw your way. That you aren't the one who gets to determine that you aren't worthy of their love. That other people can choose to love you regardless of how you feel about yourself - and that you can learn to respect their choice even though you're feeling unworthy.

This isn't stagnation; I'm fermenting.

I want it back = I drag its dead weight forward 

@ gays what are your laptop backgrounds i’m genuinely curious 

The funniest thing about learning a new alphabet is when you can finally read words but have no idea what it says