I hate cleaning and for some reason nothing really becomes clean lol.

when i arrived last night my dad was throwing a party and his friends had made a giant crossword where the clues were all inside jokes and personal stories from their friend group. it was really cute, they've made a lot of friends this year. before i arrived they'd apparently played charades with that list of films, i would have liked to see it.

yeeee thank you :)) too bad kanata is dead rn, but we can hope. anyway fucking finally someone asks me about fics. i've read like 13 million words of fanfic over the past 6 months.

Shane and Ilya as nyt bestselling authors. Cordelia could make me read anything (haven't read her new wip tho).

my favorite canon universe fic. there's a sex scene here that i think about daily. i love this author's style.

magical realism 1 (perfectly crafted)

magical realism 2 (beautiful)

academic!hollanov - wip i'm following rn. this one is more about the plot for me, and the little moments of intimacy stolen from academia haha, like peer reviewing each other's paper, translating together... 💌

Shane and Ilya as violinists. I'm at ch7 here and Shane's autism is so accurate and Ilya's characterization is also great. classical music nepo baby. very fun.

(Did you ever watch Zola and what did you think. If so?)

i've actually not read many besides the obvious like stone butch blues mmm and zami: a new spelling of my name, which is Audre Lorde's autobiography. i've read a few more but nothing i especially liked, and i keep hearing the same titles being recommended like sunburn and almost life but i read a couple pages of each and they didn't draw me in.

sw films... anora and tangerine? baise-moi which is one of my favorite films. my film bliss 2021 obviously (not great unfortunately), the show 'what it feels like for a girl' is great.

there are a few recommendations in this reddit post but i haven't watched any of them, and i haven't seen Zola i'm sorry, would you recommend it?