as you could probably tell, i haven't been active lately.
i've taken a lot of time away from my poetry to focus on getting better, writing was a way to cope with my feelings but seemed to keep me in a dark place.
i've been extremely sick for a very long time and going back through my posts here that has became clear to me. i never thought i'd mentally be able to say "it gets better" and have it not be a lie. there's no cure for what we go through inside or the illnesses we face, but there is no true coping mechanism better than acceptance. i promise you will grow and heal if you stick around long to let it happen.
i'm still going to be posting old things and scribbled thoughts to further prove how deeply lodged inside my hell id truly gotten. yes, the same hell that i climbed out of with zero help.
you have to find yourself inside the chaos, and accept that chaos for what it is.
