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okay so i was thinking of different ways to kms but i don’t want anyone to like find my body ?? idk i don’t want to be an inconvenience even after i die so i’m waiting to go back on campus and figure out a way to go off the grid. thing is that might be until september or next year and i’m not too sure i can survive that long. especially now w school starting again next week :/ i can’t even get a job bcus of the time difference w my teachers this shit sucks. life sucks absolute donkey ass. for now i’ll be starving myself harder and waiting out my escape from this shithole

interact w this if ur active in feb 2021 i want to follow more ppl

also my “friend” hmu and she has covid,,,, idk how i feel abt her she’s always like oh i miss u wtv wtv but whenever i say hey let’s do a call or smth she just ignores it or send me a “funny meme” (it’s not funny the same old sex jokes are getting tired tbh) but ye and the last she said oh let’s do a call YET when i said lemme know when ur free she didn’t reply to that. only to hmu last night abt her having covid. tbh i don’t feel much empathy for ppl in general and i know that’s shitty but idk i hope she’s okay but idk what to text her tbh