Rainbow Goth's cave. (Will change name later ...)

Nicolas Cage as Spider... Good choice. Funny, sarcastic and old. Old not in the bad way. Finally Spider wasn't about "let's be nerdy and superhero", this Spider was about "I lost my raison d'être, so why bother to be hero" and the major problem is that Spider can't not being Spider. He tried so hard to be just human, that it becomes sarcastic parody to mundane Life. Plus, was that only me or Nicolas Cage actually made a parody of Trump few times??

This film has many references of "Spaceman" (2024, with Adam Sandler), "Interstellar" (2014, with Matthew David McConaughey), "2001: Space Odyssey" (1968)... and "The Little Prince" (by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, 1943)... Plus David Bowie. Amaze, amaze, amaze...

This movie using "they/them/their" pronouns more than any film about space. I am still not sure where Dr. Grace can be positioned in pride. Definitely not an ally. This neurodivergent duo, Dr. Rocky and Dr. Grace, are too out of gender.

I loved how desperation was always there. Making peace with it is always too subtle and turbulent.

B.: I love you.

S.: It's a lie. But thank you for telling me that.

After Sunnydale annihilated was question "Where do we go from here??". And Buffy was smiling, telling something like "Ahead"...

Mate, he was her lover. He was around her since season 4 and confessed in season 5. He was the only one that attached her friends, because they resurrected her and Buffy wanted being in Peace. He understand her. He literally run from other end of the state for helping her... Spike deserve better ending. Buffy never loved him and never missed him...

Let's summon second fandom. Because ending of "Good Omens 3" now is classified on same level of that ending. Well, I was adolescent during "Buffy the vampire slayer". But now I am adult... And I am feeling as adolescent wish broken heart. Not that anyone own me something.

Three years of waiting for that hand in hand moment. Three years of waiting for that indirect kiss. Three years of waiting for Crowley not receiving deserved explanation, clarification and apologies. Three years of waiting to the scene of them looking into the eyes and saying "I love you". They both are neurodivergent/autistic/ADHD/AuDHD as Hell and Heaven could be. It's so rare to see not stereotyped characters as them finally realised who they are, accepted themselves, confused feelings and having their nice and respectful ending. They are no children or adolescent. They are adults. Adults that finally realised the situation and trying to make it working without messing up... But no. It already messed up. No hope... Yes, it's personal, but as an adult neurodivergent queer non-binary person I needed them being together. In real Life it's nearly impossible. Not because they are superior being. Because it's hard communicating and being understood. That's why majority is so lonely. Even having beloved person right there... but cannot reach them.

I still can't gone over Joshua/Jesus situation. He is heartbroken. Again. I was hoping for Adam and Joshua meeting. That could be funny and tearful situation. But Joshua merely being the Messiah, when Adam had full arch of development.

That was how I tried to survive. I wanted to finish them as acrylic paintings and made a collage with Crowley tearing the Heart in Aziraphale's cup and with Aziraphale tearing "book words" in Crowley's wine glass. That stain is my tear... Never finished. Too heavy.

After that "Good Omens 3" was announced and being only one movie about one hour and half long. Another wound. Because it's impossible to cover or heal all THAT. After ending of "Good Omens 2" for two weeks I had nightmares. I was so much mirrored myself in Crowley, that I literally had flashbacks from my Past. I cried. I had done two portraits of Crowley and Aziraphale that I never finished because it was painful.

Was God in "Good Omens" the Omniscient, Glorious and full of Love to humanity?? No. God literally disappeared. Everything was done by Metatrone. Who was really in Love with Humans?? Crowley. Not Aziraphale. Because in principle divine slaves cannot feel other than speechless adoration for God. Neither Gabriel nor Michael loved humans. They just doing their jobs.

Let's return to God in "Good Omens". One that disappeared for thousands of years and returned only for annihilation of Universe and Themselves?? Really?? Just hypothetically, do you want to return to someone that you leave in the Past and forget about?? Do you want re-read annoying book or too obvious movie?? Would you wear clothes that are too small or irritating for you?? Answer, very probably, is "No". So why God returned to already disappeared Universe, when it's much easier to create one new?? Oh, yeah, because God has The Huge Ego and wanted to be Diva. Because God was sure no one would ask about being annihilated. All that scene has no sense. God already has a new Universe with a better version of slaves and pets.

Do you even believe that Satan would be calm and sweet about being annihilated?? The answer is that Satan is already buddy with God and ruling Damnation Kingdom in other Universe.

Aziraphale wasn't Angel at all. Aziraphale at least is Powers. And it's middle class rank. We wrongly considered every rank as Angels. But only lower ranks are Angels, Archangels and Principalities. Yes, few times Aziraphale was classified as Principalities. But at the end of "Good Omens 2" Metatrone takes Aziraphale as second under, while Metatrone is like personal minister or shadow of God. Unique one. So, Aziraphale is out of being classified as an Angel. About Crowley... in "Good Omens 3" Crowley is referred as "formally demon", but in during the scene where Crowley want to kick out intruder from Bentley is clearly declined the miracle access. It's like low mana thing. Do you know what that means?? Crowley renounced the position of Duke of Hell. In "Good Omens 3" exists scene where demon kidnapped Crowley and returned again because no more Duke powers and knowledge about the current situation. Also, Crowley was de-ranked as Principalities, but still has access to Heaven. Crowley is already out of system. Antony J. Crowley already inside loophole.

Aziraphale: I can't think straight.

Me, commenting: Because you aren't not. Congratulations on coming out.

(I can't finish this movie...)

Crowley's and Aziraphale's questions to God are the most important and unanswered questions of my Life. It feels too personal.

Antony Crowley saying to Asa Fell that they would wait them for dinner. I am jumping as an idiot.

Oh, and another very personal thing. Antony and Asa still together 20 years later... It's beautiful love story. For all late bloomers. Also with the beloved person/s that not getting mad on them for "actually/technically" informations.

"What's your problem??"

Macaulay Carson Culkin in "FallOut" on "Amazon Prime"??

I am sick about advertisements about how it's really possible to remain sexy after being 30 years old... Mate, really?? It's literally the beginning of sexiness. Patriarchal society is so wrong about what is sexy. Children are not sexy, they still must go through puberty. In age of 20 some people not even feeling themselves sexy, because they had gone through some rough teenager stuff. Some people are believing being already mature and knowing everything around being sexy. Oh, yeah, smooth skin and bright eyes...

After finding manga "Sanda" I was feeling too familiar with graphic style and storytelling. Because at the beginning of 2000 became famous Nakamura Asumiko, better famous for BL and yaoi manga "Classmates" and "Double Mint"... Very unproportional style, very fluid and alive. Under all that gothic lolita, visual kei and barocco style is hiding very perverse and obscure themes. Everything is so young and attractive, but under it laughing most dark secrets and destroyed characters...

Itagaki Paru and Nakamura Asumiko are very similar, but still different. Because it feels like Itagaki is the heir of Nakamura, that still needs to evolve.

N/B: very probably both took inspiration from famous ink masters as like Aubrey Beardsley. Especially Aubrey Beardsley was too provocative, too volgar, too erotic, too fluid for the actuality of Times. Literally depicted Kings as physical intimate organs. Many times told very traumatic stories.