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SEVEN SEAS IS GOING TO OFFICIALLY RELEASE A BAIHE LABEL I USED TO PRAY FOR DAYS LIKE THIS
the best thing abt danmei ao3 is that u may get the best pieces of literature you’ve ever read OR some of the worst compilations of horrific kinks you didn’t know ppl could even have…sometimes both…
and i do think about chang geng at least once a day and his relationship with gu yun and his mother and his friends and his country and i don’t think ill ever stop

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ji mu haunting the narrative in qjj is actually so important and critical for shen lanzhou in this essay i will—
GOOD FUCKING MORNING QJJ NATION I AM BACK WITH META FOR U ALL‼️
~spoilers for volume 1 & 2 ahead~
(tw for suicidal themes)
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The very first scene audiences meet Ji Mu is through a memory and i believe this is the first and last time we probably ever see a realistic portrayal of who he was (foreshadowing). He is protecting lanzhou, he is cracking jokes and he is extremely honorable and brave (a wwx from mdzs variant tbh)
HOWEVER. as time goes on and lanzhou continues to be plagued by nightmares from the chashi sinkhole, it is EXTREMELY interesting how Ji Mu’s death warps in Lanzhous mind— take for example these two scenes:
“ ‘Your brother is invincible.’ Ji Mu’s tears struggled to squeeze out a smile, but tears were streaming down his face and his voice hitched as he continued, ‘I’m an impregnable fortress!’” (v.1 p.15)
“A hand reached out from the roiling waves of withered bones. Jerking like a puppet on a string. Ji Mu lifted his arrow-pierced body and sobbed as he called out to Shen Zechuan, ‘It hurts so much…’” (v.1 p.339)
It is critical to note that in the first quote it can be inferred that the Chashi Sinkhole must have happened mere days before and despite the torture, Lanzhou still has a clear recollection of it and thus Ji Mu’s character. The second quote however takes place six years afterwards!!! While it could be argued that it is just a generic nightmare sequence, i just don’t think TJQ is that kind of writer! every scene she includes in her story typically has a narrative purpose and here i would argue she is showing that Lanzhou has begun to forget Ji Mu ( Just look at the personality shift! )
perhaps forget is not the right word, but he is definitely beginning to have a warped perception which fuels his INTENSE survival guilt and acts as a way for Lanzhou to punish himself
During their conversation, Grand Master Qi touches upon this a little in relation to Jiming and Chiye: “their brotherly bond should’ve been one you understand best, yet somehow it has become the one you understand least” (v.2 p.18)
This could be single handedly attributed to this warped narrative and it’s extremely important to note what Lanzhou DOES remember going forward in the narrative. EVEN LANZHOU CONFIRMS THIS SAYING: “He couldn’t even remember Ji Mu’s face as he laughed. He had tumbled into a nightmare, tormenting himself every second of every day. Ji Mu was dead. Why hadn’t he died instead?” (v.2p.19)
Laughter is an extremely powerful tool used in this sentence. From the short scene we get, we know that Ji Mu was probably laughing all the time. So it packs a HIT to know that something that was ESSENTIAL to who his brother was…is something Lanzhou can’t recall anymore.
TJQ DOES NOT STOP THERE! because IMMEDIATELY after that, we see exactly WHY this is happening. Ofc over time memories begin to fade, but here it’s specifically juxtaposed how Lanzhou has been tormenting himself, Ji Mu is dead and therefore Lanzhou believes he should’ve to. And as long as Lanzhou carries around this guilt— Ji Mu’s memory will continue to fade, warp and haunt him. His brother now acts as the driving force behind his revenge, or rather the ghost of him does.
One of the first traits we learn about Lanzhou is he has an indomitable will to LIVE. Though, I disagree. I believe Lanzhou actually is probably one of the more suicidal characters i’ve read. He is constantly punishing himself, this entire revenge is a form of punishment to himself. He cannot stop this revenge either, with each life taken he is reminding himself that he should not have lived. He is attempting to reclaim the narrative and take back control around his family’s death. But you cannot properly mourn someone through revenge. And the more he looses himself— the further he looses Ji Mu.
Shen Lanzhou my beautiful princess who is almost always covered in sooooo so so much blood

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BAI ZIHAO GOT ME FUUUUUCKED UPPPSPPPP😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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completely true facts about bai zihao: he grew up with his mother, they were poor but happy. his mother was murdered by bandits paid for by Xie Que. he was sex trafficked by him to Jin Feiren days after. he was locked in an underground cell void of light and sound for resisting. he tried to help Yue Wuhuan with food and medicine. he was assaulted countless times. he was groomed by Jin Feiren. they were married. he had a permanent daoist mark placed on him after that showed he would always be lower status. his acacia seal was removed. he is kind and gentle. he believed no one else could ever love him. he was saved by Yue Wuhuan. he is a painter and musician. Jin Feiren told him he could do none of those things well and he believed him. Bai Zihao saved himself. he is in queer love with Kong Muhua. he still struggles with being gay. he is creating his own future. the story is about him. he has no official character design. for years he didn’t know what to do without Jin Feirens permission. Jin Feiren got a place on the official sticker sheet in the special edition release. He did not.
BAI ZIHAO GOT ME FUUUUUCKED UPPPSPPPP😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Chapter 74
Li Jinglong the man that you are

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kong muhua is a gender fluid peacock yao who dresses in beautiful hanfu and feathers and carries war axes bc he’s also a general…probably the cuntiest danmei character i have ever encountered im being so fr
if yuesong was yuri they’d have a butch femme xianxia dynamic now hold awn