𝖘𝖚𝖓𝖋𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖗.

“Oh, no,” Kiernan laughed, shaking her head. “No, he’s actually one of my closest friends. Which is why I can definitely say shit like that about him. He’s great, he’s just a bit crazy. But then I wouldn’t be friends with him if he wasn’t.” She smiled, chin in her hand as she looked at him. “Stop, you’re gonna make me all fluttery.”

That’s horrible! I can’t begin to imagine how that was like, if I got a bad reaction perhaps my hands would get all sweaty and I wouldn’t talk during the entire drive, my head down most of the time too. You should totally keep an eye on it, you won’t regret it. Maybe I’m already too old for it, but you can find the elderly there too, so guess you’re never too old for TikTok. Same with me, I only want to get back there to try it again. Good, I’ll think about more things we could potentially have in common and have them lead our date.

“I think the right question is what isn’t wrong with Timothee Chalamet? He’s like…it’s hard to describe an enigma, you know? But he deserves the chaos, surely.” At least, after everything that they had been through together. Kiernan was the foremost expert in the Timmy chaos. Grinning, Kiernan scooted a little closer, leaning against the back of the couch as she leaned towards him. “Well, it’s a comfort thing for you, too. I won’t do anything you’re not cool with.”

I’ll pay you some money to slip in a line about JJ having a crush on me next season of the show. I think that would be awesome. @rudyphqs​

The fact that I can’t be in Talladega come Sunday bums me out - I would love to be right up close to the action on the Speedway and watching those cars whiz by but sadly, real life responsibilities have to take place. At least October’s here and that means the filler of August and September are gone. Whose busting out the horrors and the pumpkin spice cookies? @theglamliststarters​

Okay, so, today I was shopping at Michaels and I stumbled upon a Halloween tree? Why did I not know this was a thing? It’s basically like a Christmas tree but with just bare branches, and you can put all these cute Halloween ornaments on them. I bought one so fast and I don’t care how early it is, I will be decorating my place for Halloween because it is the best time of year and I think it should get the hype that Christmas gets. Hey, I’m Vanessa and if you’ve not already worked it out, Halloween is my favourite time of year. 

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Madison grinned widely and looked at Rudy, tilting her head to the side when she listened to what he said. Laughing loudly, the female tilted her head backwards before dropping her head and looking at him again. “ We really are. B-Team, am I right? ” she questioned and let a small giggle fall from her soft-colored lips as she looked at him, when he reached over to give the bartender some cash, ordering both of them drinks. “ Spectacular, huh? ” she said and giggled, “ wow, that’s quite a big word coming from you, Rudster, ” she said and stuck her tongue out at him before a small laugh fell from her mouth. “ Thank you though, ” she said and smiled at him sweetly, “ that’s really sweet of you to say. You look pretty handsome tonight, too. ”  

“Trust me, that lives in my imagination for more than you think,” she teased, laughing. “Just consider yourself super lucky that you’re not Timmy, honestly. He gets the worst of my chaos, but he’s the only one that can take it.” Kiernan followed him to the couch, dropping down and stretching her legs out across his thighs. “Does this count as making myself comfy?”

The highlight of my day was when this cab driver asked me ‘Where are we going, ma’am?’ and I responded ‘Home, I’m going home’, only to say I was joking seconds later because I didn’t want him to kick me out of the car, he laughed so he took it well. Don’t mind me, I was just trying to recreate a TikTok viral that reprents in a mockery way this ending we all know in films in which the woman comes to the realisation that she’s worth of so much more than a bloke tattooed from head to toe who takes her to Chick-Fil-A and rambles on and on about football and never cared about her feelings and decides to take an uber to leave all that shit behind. Not my case, though. You can keep talking about football all you want, in regards of Chick-Fil-A I like kids’ menus more, you know, just in case someone wanted to take me on a date. @theglamliststarters​

All everyone’s been asking me lately is about my business ventures. Which I totally love, but instead of when’s the podcast coming back, or is Total bella’s canceled, how about asking if you’re okay? I don’t know, I’ve been stressed with trying to get back into shape and just everything going on in life… where’s the wine?

“Wait, hang on, that was an option?” Kiernan immediately stepped back, glancing towards the door. “Because I can totally leave and give you time to take care of that if that’s an option. I promise I’ll act like I’m surprised. People are into getting caught like that, right? It’s like a turn on thing?” Grinning, Kiernan stepped forward, wrapping her arms around him to return the hug. “Only the special ones,” she said, looking up at him. “Honestly you should consider yourself lucky I even extended the courtesy of texting you. Timmy doesn’t get that ever, I just show up whenever I please.”

Madison laughed at the words coming from Rudy’s mouth, about how they were probably sucking face somewhere. She rolled her eyes and shook her head, as she placed her hand on the top of the stool, pulling it out before taking a seat in front of Rudy. “ So, Rudster –– looks like it’s just you and me then, ” she responded and looked at him with a soft smile on her lips. “ I cannot believe they ditched us, like… How rude, ” she said, rolling her eyes at the words coming from her own lips. “ Anywayyyyyyy…. What have you been up to? ”

Kiernan wasn’t used to this level of…well, activity…on a weekend. She had already seen Jacob that weekend and was planning on going home, but when Rudy invited her to his, she wasn’t about to turn it down. Especially after she spent the week watching Outer Banks on Netflix. She was naturally drawn to him, mostly due to their friendship/flirtationship and mostly due to the fact that he was just that good looking. She had already texted him that she was there, and her knock on the door was merely to alert him of her presence, as she had little patience for standing and waiting at the door for him to open it. Instead, after she knocked she made her way inside, dropping her bag off by the front door and sliding her feet out of her shoes. “You know, at the very least I expected some sort of red carpet,” she teased. “Some sort of superior welcome if I’m coming over to grant you favors.”

Madison had gotten dressed up and even put some makeup on, making herself feel a little bit better about herself after ending things with Mariah. The two of them had ended things on mutual terms and it had just come to a natural end. That didn’t mean it didn’t hurt any less though. Madison had made dinner plans with some of her OBX crew, the ones who were home or not busy smooching on their boyfriend, which was where she was on her way to right now. As she approached the restaurant, Madison saw Rudy and she lifted her hand and waved at him excitedly. “ Where are the others? ” / @rudyphqs​

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