digital spare room

The underlying idea is that in some people – and I stress some people – chronic illness might look like this: a very ancient and primitive part of the brain and nervous system believes it has detected danger, possibly a tiger or something like that, and so it produces pain or a whole range of symptoms in an effort to get the sufferer to close down and protect herself. The nervous system does this very effectively and it can carry on doing it for decades. It is really very inventive. I feel that mine ought to be eligible for some sort of prize.

stop drinking beer with the deer and come have a cider with the spiderrrr

i'm masc and i have a boudoir

Over the course of a single month/week/day i will ricochet between ‘i am so exhausted that all i want to do is lie down. My social life should consist of me in a four poster bed to be greeted consoled and entertained by my family friends and lovers’ and ‘actually i feel so normal rn. To make up for lost time i should go to the club and then go to the club in berlin then go to the club in paris then go to the club in tokyo then go to the club in milan then learn the phonebook then go to the club on the moon then go camping in the scottish highlands for 2 weeks’  

ummmm here is how Joey Jay can still make the merge

whatever girl