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-Addiction isn't bitter.. Isn't digesting.. Isn't toxic.. It's sweet.. Warm.. It's a fruit.. It's really a bug..

. A bug that you can't see a bug that's colorful and cute but really harmful if you just look at it... If you wash your fruit if you take it out.. Then you're tried.. Headaches.. Stress.. Wash your fruits?.. You can bearly keep your eyes open.. So you eat it.. Juicy.. Sweet.. No sense of bugs right?.. Then once.. Twice.. It starts ripping little bites from the inside.. Rotting.. Hurting.. But will that stop you from eating your favorite fruit?.. So what it's just a little sting.. A little tummy ache.. Once.. Twice.. You're still okay why bother washing them when you're crying?.. Then.. You can't stop.. You can't just stop eating your favorite fruit the only thing that calmed you down that grounded you that comforted you.. It's just a treat.. It's just once...twice.. You're too far gone.. Stomach can't even handle water without throwing up.. You're exhausted.. And what do you do when you're exhausted?.. You eat it.. Again.. And again.. Until you're brain feels better.. Or at least it thinks it is... Right?... Right..

There in the city, where sleep seems to be a hard burden to bare with how sensual the atmosphere is,