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I don't know how people find it okay to say some things even when they know its out of line. Like, in all honesty do you really think talking down on a family member is doing yourself any good? Because it isn't. It's so ignorant to sit here and listen to these women say shit about someone who is family & still feel okay with what they're saying. Are you serious? Last I knew we were all fucking family. We all have the same blood & to make shit worse, we carry the same last name. So you're not only talking about this one person but you're talking about yourself. We are a reflection of the people we surround ourselves with & its a shame when people start thinking they're better than other people. Stop for a second & listen to yourself. WE ARE THE SAME PEOPLE. SAME BLOOD, SAME LAST NAME! Don't get carried away with that ego cause at the end of the day, that ego means nothing & you still a nobody!

I’m torn between what my heart wants & what is right. Idk. I just wanna be happy. I miss you.

I don't know why I do this to myself. As crazy as this sounds, my heart is still attached to the one person that was pulling me down. And I'm fine with admitting that; It doesn't make me foolish. But it does make me foolish if I allow it to lead me back into a situation I've worked so hard to move on from. And that is what I can't allow. Not after all this progress. And it's not that I'm naive or just don't know any better. At this point, I'm just waiting for either my mind or my heart to give in. Because right now I'm too smart to hold on... but too in love to let go.