Hii I love ur work, this is just a little something I got inspired by you ro write feel free to modify or expand (or synthetize) as you wish, if you were to write how it goes on I'd be overjoyed. Thanks for all the fantastic things you write â¤ď¸
Tags: all is very soft just hinted at: forcemasc, puppy play, kidnapping
Simon meets you wherever, maybe you work together, you are real sweet but def not ok, everyone kinda notices even if you think they don't, and both performance is good and you are a little bit of an asshole (projecting your hurt onto others and all that) it's not like you berate or scream at people, it's just clear that you think everybody around you is a moron and you are clearly the smartest in every room.
Simon kinda likes the mean snooty streak you got going. He likes to hear you complain about everyone and everything. Your friendship starts this way. You complain, he listens.
Slowly, you open up to him, confess to him that you are trans man and slowly he pieces together that apathy and contemt are the only things keeping you together, it's too painful to yearn for something you can't have so the next logical step is to despise it; you don't despise masculinity per se, what you do despise are all your male coworkes, with their burly male bodies and their male friendships, you just decided that they all are stupid morons the alternative it's too painful.
And the worst part is that even despising them doesn't make you love yourself; you hate the way you look, the way you talk, the way you dress and walk, the shape of your hands and your feet, and all of this makes Simon heart break. He loves you so much, venomous prickly porcupine but he knows that you also can't accept love from another, that, to you, in your twisted brain would mean that they love the hated body you inhabit or that they love the notion f feminine you, even if that might not be true, it happened so may times that it's all you sense whan someone likes you. Even if you are crushing on said person still you'd never accept any kind of romantic confession.
A plan hatches in Simon's brain: if you won't take action to love yourself, he will! He will make so you will come to love your life! He will teach you how to be a man, he'll shape you into one, so when you'll look in the mirror you will like what you see and be reminded of all your hard work to get there.
He takes his time, gets his house ready: he buys gym equipment that he puts in the garage, he gets the testosterone and the needles and the disinfectant, he buys just a little so see if there's any reaction, he studied what you are gonna need.
He emtpies out the basement, paints it, buys a new bed, pillows and sheets, repurpuses an old bed frame, takes one of his nightstands, he uses only one, he salvages a big drawer from somewhere and chooses a sof fuzzy rug from a local shop. This will do for now, you will be able to decorate your own living quarters to your likes as soon as you'll be afforded freedom, and that depends solely on you.
He's not illuded that this will be easy on you, especially in the beginning, and knowing you, you'll be all nasty and rebellious for a while, then you will go passive and pleasing while plotting, that will be enough to make you realise you actually like it there.
At some point he'll have to you let escape, you will know that there are consequences for that, but you will still escape nonetheless, even if you like it, but you will also come back, he's sure of it. Despite all your stupid choices and self sabotaging streaks, you are quite smart you'll want to go back, to be where for the first time in years you have been happy, it could take an afternoon, a week at worse, or maybe he will need to come and get you after a while, to show you he still wants you despite your fuck up, but this time you will come willingly, no need for brute force or chloroform.
For now he goes back to making you a meal plan, this is a temporary thing, he'll have to change it as you grow; while for the exercise regiment he'll have to assess your skills before making one, you are kind of out of shape having avoided any kind of gendered activity for some years now, but have overall good stamina, if he can just convince quickly that petty resistance just to spite him is futile, things might move along swiftly.
The boys know what's happening, they know what he's planning to do, he enlisted them to help after all, he'll need to socialise you like a man, beeing all antisocial like you are now won't do.
They all mostly agree with your approach, they do see the feral dog that you are, and left to your own devices you'll never be happy, you do need a trainer, an owner. They also agree that Simon is kind of lonely and does need a mutt all of his own.
Soap was also like that before Price took him in and thought him how to be a man, a good boy. Maybe when you are done with your training, you will be able to play with him. Both soap an Simon are excited about that.
HOLY SCHMAWOW????!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO GOOD AND MY DICK GOT SO HARD OMG
Okay bit more graphic on my end cause this is the dream:
Tw: noncon, force masc, pup play
God. Reader whoâs locked down in Ghostâs basement on that first night as the worldâs angriest woman. You spit and seethe and snarl at everything in your wake, you bite and punch and hit as hard as you can.
He doesnât touch you yet. Doesnât try to fuck you, doesnât even jerk off in your vicinity. Heâs a strict new pet owner, wants you to understand your place now- he doesnât want distractions.
Reader a month into your- rehabilitation, a man now. Your tits are gone- you woke up one day with Simon gently changing your bandages, drainage tubes embedded in your skin as you sob and wail about the pain. You hated it at first, thought he stole something from you. Testosterone is pumping through your body now, your first dose- you canât stop humping anything and everything that comes into contact with your new bottom growth.
Simon doesnât touch you, even when he catches you plunging your fingers in your cunt. Even when you growl and sob at him that itâs his fault, that he should at least fix this and get you a dildo or a vibrator- he doesnât.
Simon just watches, with an absolute reverence as you cum around your soaked fingers at the sight of him.
Six months in, he starts you in the gym- a strict regiment in a little at home place he converted his garage into just for you. Simon is rough, he insists you keep going till failure- he gropes his bulge openly while he watches you sweat and grunt. Itâs fucking addicting, finally getting some kind of reaction from him after all this time- itâs weird that itâs only when youâre working out, newly hairy body covered in sweat and muscles bulging.
A year in, when your little cock is big enough and your scars have healed completely- is the first time he jerks off to you. Youâd seen his dick so many times in the shower when he bathed you, heavy and hanging even when soft and completely out of the question-
Not like now. Now, his large hand dragged the foreskin back and forth- eyes wide, staring down at the sight of you trembling and stretching open your ass for him. Letting it gape just slightly, grumbling about how real man are supposed to take it up the ass, right? If he wants you to be a real man, he has to at least fuck your ass, doesnât he?
Simon still doesnât hardly touch you, just taps the tip of his cock against your aching hole and cumming inside it. Letting it drip down your achy, swollen cunt. Knowing you couldnât fucking take it anymore, sobbing and begging against the pillow for him to just please fuck you.
A year and one month in, Simon fucks you. You beg to suck his cock for three weeks after he jerks off in front of you, breaking down and shoving the fat rod down your throat till you came just from the sensation alone. Your own hips grinding, desperately humping your cock against your own thighs like a bitch in heat.
Simonâs facade, his tight grip completely snaps after that- fucking your sopping cunt first, your yowls and moans bouncing off the basement walls. Heâs completely lost his mind, growling and whining incoherently as his second load spurts inside you, then his third. The lieutenantâs waited too long for this, too long for the feeling of your little boy pussy sucking him in- he canât stop now. Not when youâre finally clinging to him instead of swatting him away, not when your cock is throbbing under his fingertips.
He canât stop when he fingers your sweet ass open, taking your last hole for himself as you sob and squirt against the bed. His cock pounding open your ass, his eyes locked onto the way your lip quivers as you moan. Murmuring for once that you were sorry for being mean, please to not leave you ever again. Fingers digging into his skin, trying to carve yourself into him like the old shrapnel that scattered across his body
Perfect. You were finally perfect.