Rotting.ghoul

system masking is like oh ive been feeling like expressing myself lately. too bad i cant without either fundamentally changing how this person percieves us even when i’m not fronting forever or heavily upsetting this person by acting out of the ordinary and running the risk of facing retaliation for it. wow too bad because i really wanted to feel like a person today instead of just a shell of someone i dont know desperately trying to remember and recite lines from a script to keep us safe. and now what are they doing? theyre saying i dont express myself like i “used to” (when?) and getting mad at me? if only i was allowed to express myself. too bad i’m not allowed to

Lore fact: Happy Pride. To celebrate, everybody make a rainbow. Now.

It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere

desperately need to cuddle someone and have them pet me like a dog and just love me in general

i’m sleepy n i want a nice boy to say sweet things to me until i fall asleep

Sexting, comforting a friend, and answering asks on tumblr.com at the same time hello multitasker

I only listen to bands that touch each other inappropriately live on stage

the urge to come home to a guy and just not do anything but lay in his arms and talk is so FREAKING STRONG