Want to lay my head in someone’s lap and hide my face against them while they run their fingers through my hair. Is that too much to ask? WHY is it not happening right now I want to be touched gently and lovingly

Thinking about someone calling pretty pet names while they hold my chin and make me look at them and kiss me gently. God, I need that

Guy who does not make me feel like too much. Who lets me feel things as deeply as I want or need to. Lets me rant or cry or cling to him when I’m having a hard time. Lets me go silent when speaking is too hard. Someone who takes time to understand and doesn’t judge just because I struggle a bit more than others. Anyway I want to be held and to be allowed to cry for a little while

Wish there was someone pressed up close behind me. Want to feel someone else’s warmth radiating off their body and warming me up. Want to feel them pressing against me and holding me close to their chest. Bonus points if there is someone else laying in front of me, so I can hide my face in their chest, becoming a sandwich between the two of them. Nice and safe in my cocoon of partners where nothing can harm me ever

Want to go on a date to the lake. Wanna go swimming and have fun in the water, then have a nice little picnic while we watch the sun go down then when it gets dark we lay back in the grass and look at the stars together

Need a man to run his fingers through my hair then cup my face, tilt my head up so I’m looking up at him and meeting his gaze properly, then tell me what a good puppy I am for him and praise me even more when my cheeks go red and I smile and hide against him

Craving being touched in a gentle way. Want hands running though my hair, my hand being held, my hips being grabbed very softly, my jaw being grabbed and head tilted to look up and someone, my cheek caressed, fingers tracing shapes against my skin while we lay together. I want to be touched gently and lovingly and ugh I am touch starved

Can’t sleep I’m in hell. Need a guy in my bed holding me close and playing with my hair and warming me up and whispering pretty words to me and filling my senses so all I can focus on is him and nothing else and I fall asleep feeling safe

Ugh I want to on concert dates SO BAD. I adore going to see live music, need to share that so very bad with someone very special to me

Want to be praised and have my hair played with while I’m curled up in someone’s lap and to be able to hide from everything for a little bit I’m so exhausted

Thinking about someone laying on top of me, their head on my chest and my legs wrapped around their waist while I play with their hair and ramble to them about whatever it is that’s on my mind that day and they make little noises to let me know they’re listening but eventually they fall asleep (and I do too)

Date idea: we listen to slow music and dance together then lay together in bed and lay as close as possible and talk until we fall asleep together

Want a boyfriend so me, him, and my partner can all three cuddle up together. Them on either side of me, me cozied up in the middle safe and warm knowing nothing can touch me while I’m with my people. My safe people. I want to hide away for a while. I’m exhausted

Yet again thinking of how badly I wish it was “when are you coming home” instead of “when will we be able to call again” or something of the sort. Not that I don’t adore calling my partner, but god, do I hate the distance between us. I wish we were close enough to see each other, close enough to touch and talk without voices being muffled or hard to hear. I can’t wait for the day we no longer have so much distance between us

Thinking about being together but doing our own things. Me reading my book while they do one of their hobbies. Maybe with my legs in their lap or sitting close enough to touch, not having to be doing something together directly, but still enjoying each others company while we also have fun doing our own hobbies as well