Thinking of little domestic moments. Cooking together, curling up on the couch of a shared home, grocery shopping, walking around holding hands, just being together and sharing a space with someone you love. Sounds very very nice

Date idea: we go to a nice, quiet spot where we can have a little picnic then lay back on the blanket and cuddle up with each other and watch the sky and talk about nothing and everything all at once while we just enjoy each others company and forget about everything else for a little while

Absolutely exhausted. Far too much is happening. Need someone to lay on top of me like a human weighted blanket and allow me wrap my legs around their waist and hug them close and play with their hair and we both fall asleep cozy together

Want to go on a nice ride, looking at the scenery and enjoying each others company. Then want to find a pretty place to pull over and have a picnic, laying back on the blanket once we’ve finished eating, cuddling up together and watching the sky for a while, forgetting the rest of the world, just for a bit

Want to sit in someone’s lap while they hold (and rub) my hips and listen to me ramble about my newest interest(s) while looking at me with soft, love filled eyes

Pretty boyfriend who will do everything with me when

Thinking about guys who are bigger and stronger than me and how incredibly hot they are sent straight from heaven

Boy who doesn’t mind when I go nonverbal and learns how to communicate when I don’t want to speak. I love to talk, most of the time. It’s too much some days, though. Some days I don’t want to, requires too much effort. Boy who is okay with that and learns my tells, what my small noises mean, my hand motions, the looks in my eyes, will speak for me when I’m too overwhelmed to do so myself

Thinkin about being hugged from behind while doing something. Making food or cleaning or something and having a guy hug me from behind, pulling me close to his chest, kissing my neck and murmuring sweet words against my skin <3

I feel touch starved in the same way a shelter dog who has been abused is. I want it badly but I will not ask for it. It must come to me, but I will be nervous about it at first. It takes me a while to warm up to it, but once I do it is game over. It’s all I want, to be touched softly

Would like to cuddle up with someone and watch our favorite movies and ramble about parts I like while they smile at me and give me a soft look

Want to lay my head in someone’s lap and hide my face against them while they run their fingers through my hair. Is that too much to ask? WHY is it not happening right now I want to be touched gently and lovingly

Thinking about someone calling pretty pet names while they hold my chin and make me look at them and kiss me gently. God, I need that