Mai

sometimes life puts you in the same situation again to see if you’re still a dumbass

My five year plan is to just see what happens

really strange how you can be almost at peace with something that happened to you but it will continue to be a defining moment of your life for the rest of your life. you wont think about it much anymore but in a conversation about a film someone will mention the year it was released and you’ll think to yourself, “that was before it happened” and you’ll see an old photo and think how strange it is to have existed before it happened and somehow it’s like living a life in two acts

for everyone talking about the lack of empathy for israel: where the actual fuck were you when palestinians were being killed, raped, tortured, colonised and stripped out of their human rights for the last 70+ years. y’all think its so cool to join the bandwagon when the media starts pulling this cherry-picked narrative straight out of their ass. why didnt i see anyone incl the western media call israel terrorists when they were bombing up al aqsa?? i wont and will never have a shroud of empathy for a fascist nation on stolen land, and the brainless dipshits of the west who will never leave their colonising ways

being a woman in your early 20s is just *existential anxiety* *impulse purchase* *anxiety over being perceived* *desperate need to feel connected to others* *guilt for no reason*