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By the time you read this, I may have died and my death was not announced. So please, ask Allah to have mercy on my soul; to forgive me for my sins, transgressions, and shortcomings; to accept me; to make my questioning easy; to save me from the punishments and torments of the grave; to make the Hellfire haram for me; and to unite me with the best of His creation. May Allah have mercy upon you. And forgive me if I have hurt or wronged you.

I hope someone loves me enough to ask for me in jannah.

eid mubarak & free palestine! <3

Wishing you a safe return back to yourself.

If I die, remember that I begged you and asked you for a small donation or to share my post. I will not forgive anyone who sees this post and does not support me with a single word or a small donation and ignores me.

I'm writing this post with tears in my eyes from the intense pain I'm experiencing. I've suffered from severe pain and multiple fainting spells this past week due to my severe anemia and my inability to afford all the medications I need because of their high cost. All I wish for is to never faint again, so I hope you will stand by me and help me buy my medications quickly. Please donate.

Worse still, I was injured when our house was bombed while we were inside (640 days ago). I was hit by shrapnel that is still embedded in my body, and I need urgent surgery to remove it. Throughout this time, I have been suffering from constant pain. My surgery is very expensive, and I don't have enough money for it. Now I can't sleep because of the intense pain, and I can't afford my medications and painkillers to stop the pain because of their high price.

I need your help to stop my pain and save myself as quickly as possible. Please, I don't want to die. Please help me raise the money for my medication and surgery as soon as possible. Please stand by me. Please donate.

Please donate to Fadel as soon as you can. He is suffering from intense pain and needs relief. His body is struggling against his injuries, disability, and genocidal conditions. He is afraid. Please help him.

you cannot heal without forgiving yourself

sometimes i wonder how many versions of myself i’ve outgrown without even noticing. i look back at old photos and remember the thoughts i used to carry, the dreams i thought would save me. it's strange how you can live inside yourself every day and still not realize you're evolving. it's only when you look back that you realize how far you've come and how many lives you've already lived in the same skin.