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First Wip Wednesday of the year! I was supposed to post last week but I was so busy spending time with family that I forgot.

I'm once again bringing another teaser from Empty [Me dejaste vacío], which is a canon divergence fic. This is not beta read, so please ignore the mistakes. This is still in early stages so the final product might look very different.

The first few month without Henry is a fucking nightmare. Just a week after Kensington Palace, someone leaks a picture of them after the DNC. He doesn’t hear shit from Henry, but June still offers her help and pretend she’s the one actually dating the prince. Alex hates the idea and almost says no, the impulsive part of him wants the world to know, he wants to tell the world that he loves Henry and that at some point he did too, anything remind him this was all real. He doesn’t do any of that, as much as he wishes to screw Henry up, he knows he still loves him too much for that. Not only that, he can’t risk his mum’s campaign, he can afford pretending that he and Henry never happened, it might hurt now, but in a few years he’ll move on and fall in love with someone, however, the American people can’t afford to have president like Richards, if he were to get elected, it could easily take decades for the country to recover.

Thus, after his and seemingly Henry’s, the White House and Buckingham Palace set up a statement and a few pictures. Henry even comes to DC for a photoshoot, but Alex refuses to get out of his room the entire time. He doesn’t trust himself to not do something stupid if he were to face him again. Once People’s magazine drops the exclusive, he can’t even bring himself look at the damn thing. But if anyone thought that everything would end there, they were so fucking wrong. That’s because one day he gets woken up by Zahra cursing him out and his Google Alerts notifying him that the emails between First Son Alex Claremont-Diaz and Prince of Wales Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor had been leaked.

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This week's teaser is for a very angsty (but with happy ending!) canon-divergence WIP I have had for over a year now. Basically, the plot is what if Henry did told Alex to leave and they reunite 4 years later. The working title is Empty [Me dejaste vacío] taken from the song Empty by Omar Apollo but it might change. This part is also heavily unedited since I wrote it at 3 am and would most likely look quite different when I finish this fic.

“I’ll leave,” he says, and he turns back and leans in, “as soon as you tell me to leave.”

“Alex.”

He’s in Henry’s face now. If he’s getting his heart broken tonight, he’s sure as hell going to make Henry have the guts to do it right. “Tell me you’re done with me. I’ll get back on the plane. That’s it. And you can live here in your tower and be miserable forever, write a whole book of sad fucking poems about it. Whatever. Just say it.”

“Fuck you,” Henry says, his voice breaking, and he gets a handful of Alex’s shirt collar, and Alex knows he’s going to love this stubborn shithead forever.

“Tell me,” he says, a ghost of a smile around his lips, “to leave.”

He feels before he registers being shoved backward into a wall, and Henry’s mouth is on his, desperate and wild. The faint taste of blood blooms on his tongue, and he smiles as he opens up to it, pushes it into Henry’s mouth, tugs at his hair with both hands. Henry groans, and Alex feels it in his spine.

However, before they escalate any further, there’s a knock on their door and Henry pulls away immediately. Vaguely remembering that Philip is around, Alex doesn’t wait for Henry to tell him before he finds a space to hide. It makes him feel dirty, that despite everything, he’ll remain the Prince of Wales’ dirty little secret. He’s filled with relief when the door opens to reveal Shaan, but that relieve is cut short when he starts talking.

“Your brother is looking for you. I’m not sure if he heard any noises, but he’s adamant to see you. I’ve been trying to held him off but I fear that his patience is wearing thin,” Alex hears as Shaan explains to Henry, but it doesn’t scare him as much as the next part. “We might need to sneak Alex out.”

Henry’s response is so quiet that Alex doesn’t realize he was talking until he hears Shaan reply with a simple understood and closing the door behind him. Alex gets out of his hiding spot scared of what Henry is about to say, a tiny part of him hoping that he will find the courage to fight for him, but when he finally faces him, he knows this is the last time he will see Henry.

“You need to leave,” he says quietly and Alex has lost any will to fight. A small part of him still wants to be an ass and make him say it louder and decisively, but he did promise Henry he will leave if he asked him to.

“I’ll make sure to distract Philip so he doesn’t notice you were here. I’ll signal Shaan to get you when I have gotten him far enough,” Henry assures him, as if that’s going to make the situation better for Alex.

“Just go, I’m used to being your dirty secret,” he spats and has to hold back the urge to reach for Henry when he hears him chirp in pain. He’s the one breaking Alex’s heart, why should he even try to comfort him?

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One more teaser for my Trans!Alex pwp fanfic. So far, the current title is Bed Chem since I'm so terrible at titles that I just steal them from songs. This fic is currently at 6.5k (please, someone tell me to shut up) and I'm afraid to give everything away, so next week I hope to tease other fanfics I have in the work.

“I miss you too. I wish I could see you right now,” Henry groans as Alex’s thrusts get loud enough to be heard from the other side of the line.

In his current state of delirious horniness, Alex doesn’t think twice before grabbing his phone and turning on the camera. He doesn’t even wait for Henry to see his face, instead, he quickly rests the phone against his pillow and spreads his ass for his boyfriend to see before pushing three fingers in this time. He grins when he hears Henry finally breaking into curses and what sounds like him jerking off.

“It might not be the same, but at least you still get to see just how much I need you,” Alex says proudly as he moves his fingers in and out.

“ You’re a demon sent to ruin me,” Henry laments but it doesn’t take long for him to start giving orders again. “I think it’s time. You’ve been a good slut for me. Let me see the butt plug.”

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Thanks to everyone who liked my preview from last week.

Also, let's pretend for a second that Puerto Rico is at the same timezone as Eastern time so we can pretend I am posting this on a Wednesday instead of Thursday. This is once again, about my Trans!Alex fic. I do have a beta reader but I haven't sent it to her yet, so if you see any mistakes, no you didn't. (I'm also open to more than one beta reader so if anyone is interested, just DM me)

Alex and Henry met two years ago when Alex was still applying to law schools and Henry had moved to Brooklyn from a month prior. They met by chance, Alex still didn’t live in New York, he was just visiting the city with June after Alex came out as trans two months before he graduated from Georgetown. Nora was supposed to join them for the trip, but after a family emergency, she had to cancel last minute. He first met Henry at a bookstore June was dying to visit, but it wasn’t until they met again two nights later a gay bar that they finally exchanged contacts. However, they didn’t start dating after Alex started law school in NYU and moving in with Henry. He knew he was attracted to Henry from the start, but when they met he was still questioning his sexuality after coming out as trans (before he had only dated women except for those few times in high school where he and Liam made out as to see if Alex was truly into guys and Liam into girls, but it only left the two of them more confused and almost breaking their friendship apart) and convinced that he wasn’t seeing Henry again.

Then after about a year of talking through dms, exchanging phones and video calling almost every night, Alex getting accepted into NYU’s law school, Henry offering his place so Alex didn’t have to be roommates with a rando, a drunken night where both idiots confess their feelings and the following morning where they confessed again sober, they finally started dating. No one was surprised, instead, when he called his parents to tell them the news, Ellen confessed she thought they started dating when Alex moved in with Henry. His mom wasn’t the only one, because when he told Henry, he revealed Catherine thought the same.

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Thanks to @porcelainmortal for pushing to post this again.

It's been a year since I shared a WIP. This is from a Trans!Alex one shot, I've been trying to finish. It's my first explicit fic, so I hope this snippet looks promising to y'all. The fanfic is inspired by my experiences with starting HRT last year and how much I underestimated how horny I was going to be. With that said, this snippet contains explicit sexual content.

However, Alex was mistaken to think there was no changes in those few days. It would take him almost another week to realize that his need to have his boyfriend 24/7 wasn’t due to his ovaries, but perhaps the testosterone having its effect.

In Alex’s defense, he has always been quite horny, especially when it comes to a certain Brit in his apartment. They’re both used to Alex jumping Henry every chance he gets, and at this point, they have joked that every time Alex wakes the blond with a blow job it’s a sign that he’s ovulating. Honestly, despite all the warnings about increased libido felt like nothing to Alex. After all, if he’s already a sex beast, there’s no way it could get any worse. But well, it won’t be the first time Alex is wrong about anything, really.

“Good morning to you too, love,” Henry gaps when he wakes up with his dick in Alex’s mouth for the third time this week. Instead of answering, he takes his boyfriend fully without any sign of gagging and looks up smugly when Henry starts swearing incoherently. He massages his balls as he holds for a few second, but then pulls out when it’s not longer enough. Finally, he speaks up, but not what Henry was expecting.

“Fuck my mouth, baby,” Alex whines as he grabs Henry’s hand and put it in his head.

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