Rosaline Kei

“Is it so wrong to feel this way?!”

AU where Kakashi becomes Sarada’s sensei & mentor ! I wrote a Sarada-centric fanfic about this AU and this is a scene I plan to write in the future when the angst really starts to come in haha

Time really flies, it’s already 2023? eh

To any readers still following my blog and has been wondering why “Love” has been on a very long hiatus, it’s mostly because I really, really disliked how I wrote it tbh (yk how overtime, your writing style slightly changes so when you look back at old works you start to feel some sort of revulsion for them? Yeah, that’s me and “Love” rn)

I’ve been putting it off longer than anticipated tbh. That and my other tumblr blog of SnK socmed au;; But lmao life has been wild and I’ve had some health issues at a pt :”) [nth too serious dw!] and only managed to update Bloodlust & Under My Wing more often bc I rly love the premise and those two (esp UMW) has been my coping mechanism/outlet haha :”)

Honestly surprised me that that many people love “Love” haha and it really touches my heart. I wish I could feel the same way. Anyway, after much thought I decided that I will complete “Love”— except, it’ll be done in the next two chapters.

The next chapter will serve as a transition + much needed AruMika talk. And the finale will be a very, very long one-shot.

As for when it’ll be out? I’m not so sure, tbh. Hopefully june? Or by end of this year hopefully. I don’t really want to leave my works hanging forever :”)

Anyways if you’ve read to the end, thank you. And if there’s anything I’ve learnt these past 2?? years is that it’s important to take care of your health and yourself (mentally, emotionally, physically etc)

Thank you! That really means a lot to me! :3

I do plan to continue, but as mentioned in the A/N life is hectic (even more so this year) and while I’m sure I can churn out a chapter within a day or two on a weekend or something, the quality will probably be trashier than it already is HAHA (not me and my self depreciating humour-- anyway-)

I managed to find some time to work on it! Recently, I’ve made a twitter thread (click here to view) displaying my word progress for the next chapter. For bloodlust, I’d say its 65% done?? If time is on my side, it’ll be out next week :).

Thank you for waiting!

“I’ll cut your throat! That’ll shut you up!”

“You’re beautiful...”

I tried, I struggled lol :,) I really hope they’ll interact in the future; also I can’t draw well sorry folks, if anyone wants to try to redraw it go for it lmao,,,,, anyway venti (and xiao next rerun) pls come home- 

anyway pls follow my twitter if y’all don’t mind (rosaline_kei)-

Sorry for the late response @bobfregmegler ! Regardless, thank you! Your comments mean a lot to me and I’m glad you enjoyed the fic! I might continue it (as a one-shot ish series if you get what i mean haha) in the future, but no promises since life is getting busier every day ;-;

Anyways, here! :

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Headcanons of Yandere! Armin (AruMika ver.)

Unlike your typical Yandere, while Armin does have the urges to kill whenever he sees anyone bother Mikasa, get a little too close, even flirting with her-- he controls them, weighing the consequences carefully. He knows if he murders a little too much, the survey corps may launch an investigation. And while he is more or less confident in hiding the evidence, he doesn’t want to undergo the hassle. In case. Though admittedly, there were a few times where that control was thinning and...

Regardless, that doesn’t mean he hadn’t killed anyone before. On expeditions, he’ll find a way to lure his target(s) away from the group alone, and then, kills them. And then blames the titans. No one will suspect him after all, right? He knows how to play this game. With that said, he will not kill anyone unnecessarily. Only those who threaten Mikasa’s life, will he spare no second thought.

For kills that aren’t titan-involved, Armin likes to drag out the process if possible.

It’s amazing how Jean survives till now, given how evidently he views Mikasa in a romantic light. To be fair, he was at the top of his list. However after Marco’s death, he doesn’t bother Mikasa all too much so he forgets about him, for now. Besides, having him around to agitate Eren, to annoy and keep Eren away-- distracting his attention from Mikasa would be useful. It’s a double-edged sword, but he takes the risk.

While he wants her all to himself, he does give her the freedom to befriend others. He doesn’t want an empty vessel, and he knows the human psychology quite well. Because he loves Mikasa dearly, he wants her to be happy. And of course, happier with him.

He loves any sort of physical intimacy Mikasa offers him. Though admittedly, there are times when her presence is all too overwhelming; too much for him. When that happens, he tends to excuse himself to cool off, albeit he is always reluctant to leave. Perhaps if they were in an official romantic relationship, where Mikasa knows about his yandere nature, he wouldn’t need to hide how deeply he loves and adores her.

He has some sketches of Mikasa. Each sketch is done with much intricacy. He keeps them neatly in a folder, hidden away because he does not want anyone to touch them, and heaven forbid, crumple them. (Who knows what he’d do, should someone crumple his sketches?)

He plans to one day paint them. Though, he can’t decide which one he should start on since they all encapsulate Mikasa’s beauty...

One day, he hopes to confess to Mikasa when they are all free from responsibilities. At the ocean. Not just because the books make it sound like a romantic spot, but because he loves Mikasa as much as (if not, more than) the ocean.

BONUS: some Yandere! Mikasa Headcanons (AruMika ver.)

Mikasa actually knows about Armin’s sketches (Armin has no knowledge of this), what she doesn’t know is that he is a yandere, too.

She actually kept one of his sketches, where she is standing near the ocean’s waves (She never actually stood there, it was just Armin’s imagination being portrayed on paper). The only reason why Armin never noticed was because Mikasa touched it. He didn’t sense any intrusion, nor did he sense anything was displaced. (It sounds unrealistic, yes. But that’s a yandere for you)

She drew Armin in that sketch, next to her. Let’s just say, she hopes that could be them one day. Free, together. With their relationship evolved as something more than just friends.

If Mikasa were to ever find out about his yandere tendencies, she wouldn’t be too bothered. After all, she is one too. At the very least, she’d be glad that there’s a form of mutual understanding... because then they’d both know how far they would go for someone they love.

Unlike Armin who would find Eren annoying time to time (given how he can be unintentionally rude to Mikasa, and how close he is with her regardless) Mikasa still cares about him. But it is different from what she feels for Armin. 

Once upon a time, she did like Eren romantically. However, after that one day where Armin...

It’s a story she could never forget, after all, since then her heart belonged to him.

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Badly drawn Rex lapis and Dvalin because I 1) don’t know dragon anatomy, much less human anatomy lol 2) can’t draw in general

not me trying to draw and manifest zhongli because I’ve rolled so much but still didn’t get him and praying that by doing this I’ll get him🥲

❣️Your Lie in April AU: 🎹AruMika🎻

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LOL unfortunately, I haven’t written actual smut before lmao. Idk how to(????) and a part of me is scared it might be awkward and weird to read LOLL but..... maybe one dayyyy???????? When I am Brazen and Bold enough😳😳😳😳

thank you to  @lonelypalmtree and @callantry​ for tagging me : )

Tagging @ anyone who wants to do this <3

1. You can call me: Rosa, Rosaline, Kei (or whatever nickname you want honestly lmao; as long as it isn’t offensive)

2. Three random facts about me:

My eyesight is terrible, so I wear glasses lol

I really love baggy clothes, jackets and so on. (Recently, I’ve been looking to see if anyone is selling Armin’s futon LOL)

I love Japanese cuisine

3. My hobbies are: writing (It’s very on and off recently tho LOL), reading, ....sleeping? lol. not a lot HAHA

4. Things I love: Tea, books or stories (i.e. fiction books, manga, novels etc)  in general-- especially those that does the “enemies to lovers” trope right HAHA, sleeping without having to worry about waking up the next day due to responsibilities and stuff, games, the feeling of fresh walks (like, fresh air. Actual fresh air, you know??), i can’t think of much currently lmao

5. Things I hate: unjust hate, betrayals, people who have an overly dominant persona/controlling people. list goes on lmao.

6. Things that make me happy: a good story, some YouTube Videos or Movies/Shows that just really brighten my day, talking with some people, food (lmao), also good stories/shows that will just bring me to tears i- i know this is ironic but shhh HAHA

7. Things that make me upset: i don’t really want to be too emo in this post sooo... if anything can make me upset, it’s waking up in the morning and realizing i have school and my phone is at 1% LOL

8. I’m currently obsessed with: Snk... and a lot more cartoons (Mostly Dreamworks) haha

9. If I had an anywhere door: School (I don’t want to wake up early to travel lmao), Japan, some cozy forest area and last but not least... tHE FICTIONAL WORLD EBHJKNCEA TAKE MEEE; I WANNA ISEKAI AWAYYY HAHA

Title: Cry (One-Shot)

Synopsis:  It’s okay to let it all out, even when there’s no longer anyone there for you, to console you; especially when there’s no longer anyone there for you, anymore. (MIGHT CONTAIN MANGA SPOILERS)

For: LeviHan Angstober. Week 2; silence/scream // @levihanweek

Rated: T 

Pairings: Levi Ackerman / Hanji Zoë

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my Ao3 / FF net (will post on FFnet later.)

A/N: I wanted to write something longer, and something that has more content... but idk if i’d have time to commit to it fully so lol have this mini one-shot. Hope it’s not bad LOL. And i hope i didn’t deter away from the theme.