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I am amazing. I will accomplish my goals. My family will be healthy and happy. Take life as it comes. Poof is in the pudding. Don't only say things do things. You got this you wonder beast. Take it all on. And rise.

You suck so bad. What a disappointment you are to everyone. Sad for u. I didn't deserve your kind of love. Even though Im pretty sure you hated /hate me. Somehow, you convinced yourself it was love. No thanks. I love her more than anything and will be here for her no matter what. I'll be by her side and proud the whole way.

Fuuuuuck you.

I will be the best version of myself one day. I'm an unfinished product, and don't need to defend who I am.

Checked all the boxes? Now, a few of them are unchecked. Good luck

You wanted something else in life now you can have it. Be happy, life is what we make it, not what we make up.

Tough, because you had to be. Not wanting to admit to others you need them. When you have felt nothing but abandonment then how can you admit you need other people. You simply can't. To avoid hurt like you have endured you raise them cold, unforgiving and judgmental. If you can condition them to never need others, then they will never hurt like you. Wrong. You taught me I do need other people, I do need to feel love and cared for. All you did was teach me to be a bully and cold. I want to break cycles and try everyday to be aware of my actions and why I do them. If only you chose love and warmth over calluses. Who knows what my potential could of been. The world will never know. The only thing I have is to work with what I was given.

My own head space is toxic. I need to get out.

How do you need so much more them what I can offer?

Feeling overwhelmed and done with life.