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hey guys, my name is hazel, i've never posted on here before, i've just been lurking for the past few months but i decided to post about how i shifted for the first time.
sidenote: this is a sideblog, with my main blog being quite personal to me. i'll answer questions and stuff but i won't be following anyone back or being mutuals with anyone. i hope you guys understand
𑣲 backstory:
apart from that i'll get straight to it. the first time i shifted was in august this year. before that i had absolutley no shifting exeprience at all, so all i had to go on was other peoples experiences. i'm a staunch athiest, still am, so i had trouble at first accepting it as true, given that alot of the community was very spiritual and believed in alot of stuff i didn't. it didn't help that i had virtually no shifting experience (mini-shift) at all before i shifted for the first time. i believed in shifting but honestly i couldn't explain to you why. i guess i just thought that many people could not be lying about their experiences, that some sort of phenomenon had to have been taking place.
𑣲 how i shifted:
in retrospect it was laughably simple. i had heard of neville goddard/law of assumption for years, i would say that i believed in it enough, but rather my problem was i would start spiralling when i thought i couldn't see the results in the 3d. before i had shifted, i was heavily burnt out, i couldn't give less of a fuck. i deleted all the shifting social media i had (tumblr/reddit/what not) because i was stuck in a loop of just scrolling there all day instead of focusing on my journey. i would avoid doing things such as studying and even watching tv shows i liked and wanted to watch in favour of scrolling through shiftblr and pinterest daydreaming about my dr. it came to a point where i felt everyday was the same because i was doing the exact same thing over and over without getting anywhere so i decided to take a break from this content to you know? actually live my life.
throughout the day i affirmed throughout that shifting was easy for me and that i am in my dr. i didn't do this consistently throughout the day, just when i remembered. i didn't peruse any shifting related media at all and in the night, before i went to sleep i would imagine some fun scenes from my dr but thats it.
when i was going to sleep, i didnt pressure myself into thinking i HAVE to imagine something before i go to sleep or else i won't shift, i just did it because it was fun. i didnt feel the need to because i was trialing just saying im there and going to sleep expecting to wake up there. if i woke up in my cr, i would simply go about my day here ignoring it and affirming otherwise when i thought about it then repeat. after like 3 days of this i woke up in my wr.
i think the reason it worked this time was because i wasn't putting pressure on myself saying things like, you NEED to affirm or else you wont shift or you NEED to visualise or you won't shift. i was just going with the flow. i think being so burnt out from shifting helped because i did not have the energy to be thinking about it and pressuring myself to shift all day. my mindset was more in the way of "i said i'm there so i'm there, just chill out and have fun doing whatever"
𑣲 the shift itself:
it was exactly as i had scripted it and better. words cannot describe the feeling of when you first shift there, it is beyond euphoria. my dr at that time wasn't that exciting, it was just a university dr but that was the without a doubt the best day of my life. people often ask about needing to ground yourself but i didn't feel the need to do that all. it wasn't blurry/hazy, it felt exactly like waking up here. i also reasoned that if i don't need to ground myself in this reality everytime i wake up why would i need to there, therefore that might be the reason i didn't need to do it.
i stayed there for an overall of 1 week and abit then shifted back here to my cr. it was around 5 in the morning and i just stayed awakw after that because i was too excited to sleep. since then i've been shifting pretty regularly using the same method. it definetly gets easier after the first time, atleast in my experience. for anyone curious, i had found shifting in around 2020 so it took me literally around 5 years to shift, and in those years i literally had nothing until the first time i had done it. its possible.
i hope this post was interesting enough to you guys, i'm probably not gonna post more after this unless there are any posts you guys would like to see. it's just idk what else there is to say, chill out, leave shifting content for abit and just relax. that would probably be my advice.
my asks are open but i'm probably not gonna answer any asks trauma dumping on me or asking help for your individual specific situation. idk what you need to do, i'm not a shifting coach. there are so many accounts on here you can ask instead. i just wrote this post incase it might motivate someone, i have no intention of becoming an advice blog.
I am quite literally starving for life. I am starving for living. But not in this reality. I want to live so very fully. I want my life so very deeply that anything else that is offered to me means nothing. When you ask what future I see for myself, it’s the one in my DR. When you ask what career I want, it’s the one in my DR. When you ask where I want to live, it’s where I already live in my DR. When you ask me why I’m not dating anyone, it’s because I’m soon to be married to the love of my life.
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“Mfs will put on a subliminal, say a few affirmations, go to bed and expect to shift lolll”
What the fuck else are we supposed to do 😭 physically pull our awareness out of our skull and place it down?? Drive it down the street for a coffee and ask politely ??
Basing my newest dr off of just a Pinterest board, a dream and me being indecisive about where to shift to. Calling it a tomodachi life dr. Think college dr but you might find peter parker in a nightclub while out with your friends
Not everybody is from a fandom, some people are just people, but if I wanted to find tony stark I would cuz he lives in this city. just cause. Everyone is doing things completely within their character but modernised and fitting for the reality. Will Byers? He lives in the same apartment block as me. I see him at the bus stop. Arthur Morgan? I see him ordering coffee sometimes. I will ding dong ditch dean winchester completely by mistake. Meredith gray gave a speech at my college. Fred and George Weasley show up to everyone's parties. Somehow Dr. House and Ryland Grace know of eachother. John Marston is my neighbour or sum' type shit
(ii) ⋆ the blunt reason why you "haven't shifted" is more comforting than you think, and you need to hear it.
i'm sure shifting can feel frustrating, especially when you sit down for an attempt and don't see any tangible signs that you're getting closer or making real progress. so i'm here to reassure you and hopefully offer some better insight into your own shifting journey.
these are patterns i've noticed across my own attempts, particularly my most successful ones, based on reflections i've done through tarot readings to gain a deeper understanding of what's really happening on the spiritual side of things during a shifting attempt through the help of higher power. from those readings, i've been able to identify some potential key themes and ideas around what actually makes an attempt successful, what doesn't, and what truly muddies your ability to shift.
long read. sorry. but it's worth it guys. i love long posts. remember do your own research take this post as a suggestion !
what makes a successful attempt?
and here's where i think the real nuance comes in. we typically define a successful attempt as fully shifting your awareness and grounding yourself in your dr. but i'm here to change your perspective on what a successful attempt actually is. there is no such thing as a failed shifting attempt. the moment you decide to lay down, whether it's a wake method or a sleep method and you set that intention to shift, the shifting experience begins immediately. in that moment, you are already connecting with dr self. you are already doing everything right. the second you set the intention and engage your intentions on shifting, the shift is happening and unraveling. you are literally shifting, whether you believe it or not (thus you can shift with doubts). just like anyone else you see online, anyone you follow, anyone whose experiences you hear about, when you decide to set that intention spiritually, the shift occurs. because it's your power and your decision.
these factors aren't what's making your attempts fail. they're not signs that nothing is working or that you're doing something wrong. they're just muddy. static on the line, not a broken signal. because the moment you genuinely choose to shift, it's already happening. it's not conditional. it doesn't sometimes work and sometimes not, the intention itself sets it in motion, it wants to happen. your dr is reaching out. the process is already in motion. what these factors do is potentially cloud that connection. doubt, perfectionism, symptom-chasing, passive hoping none of them cancel the shift. they just make it a bit fuzzy to receive. they pull your focus away from something that's already unfolding and redirect it toward noise. so the attempt was never the problem. the connection was always there. it's just about learning to stop getting in your own way long enough to actually meet it.
okay, so why do i not shift then?
now, there are a number of reasons possibly why, even though you've set the intention and your spiritual self is already aligning with your dr you may not fully ground or fully shift your awareness to the point of opening your eyes in your desired reality. quick reminder: this is all based on my own personal research and my own journey, and what i've been able to piece together from that. i hope it resonates with you, it certainly resonates for me but shifting is such an individual experience, and that's always worth keeping in mind.
1. you do not truly want to shift.
this can manifest as seeing shifting as a burden, lack of passion, drive or even lack of mental clarity and decisions. (6 swords, 10 wands, 2 swords)
this might be a brutal take, and possibly a frustrating one to hear, especially if you've been attempting to shift for months or even years. but i genuinely think it's something a lot of us need to sit with. when you attempt over and over to the point of frustration, when you feel like you're seeing no results, shifting starts to feel like a chore. and at that point, rather than actually accepting the version of your dr self that's already reaching out to you, you start waiting, passively hoping that something external will just carry you there without your decision, that's the trap. you have to actively choose to set the intention. i know that sounds harder than it is, but it's so much simpler than we make it. you have to decide to shift. and part of that decision is releasing the grip — letting go of the frustration, the pressure, the worries, the sense that this is something you're obligated to perform rather than something you simply can do. you feel like "ugh, i've been going at this for years let me just lay down and try and hope i get there, or hope something happens."
what does this look like?
take sleep methods, for example. when you fall asleep hoping you'll wake up in your dr, yes — the intention is technically there. but what you're really seeking in that moment is the relief of sleep itself. you're seeking the release from the stress and frustration that shifting has accumulated for you and the hope that something will sway in. so subconsciously, that's exactly what you get. you fall asleep, you withdraw from the worry, but you don't shift. you just sleep. the withdrawal happened without the crossing.
this can also show up in wake methods. you might go into an attempt feeling genuinely driven and passionate, and that's real. but if subconsciously there's doubt, uncertainty, discomfort, or quiet fear sitting underneath all of that, it creates invisible barriers. ones that don't actually exist, but feel just as solid.
listen to your intuition, if today feels right then allow it but don't force it assume no progress and then beat yourself down when in reality you weren't fully interesed.
2. you think nothing is happening or nothing is working.
this can manifest as believing no symptoms=no shift, or believing you're still here, or over-analysing. (4 cups, 5 cups, page swords)
as someone who's a perfectionist and analytical, this one hits close to home. we've been conditioned to believe that a successful attempt has to come with symptoms, that you should feel your room shifting, feel something changing, feel something. and so when you go into an attempt, you start monitoring. checking. measuring. and the moment you do that, you've pulled your attention away from the one thing that actually matters, accepting your dr self and the reality that's already reaching out to you. chasing proof is what makes you miss it. you get so focused on finding evidence that something is working that you become completely blind to the shift itself. and the irony is that shifting can feel like absolutely nothing. you can set the intention and shift immediately, no symptoms, no sensations, no dramatic transition. so stop grading your attempt. stop asking yourself "is this working? what am i doing wrong? why can't i feel anything?" — because every time you ask that question, you're turning away from your dr reality, not toward it. instead, affirm where you are. trust it. believe it without needing it to prove itself to you first. the shift isn't something you can monitor your way into, it's something you allow.
3. you give up too early.
this can manifest as getting bored or believing that because you've been attempting for a certain time period, "nothing must be working" (6 swords, 8 cups, 5 cups)
this one ties directly into my awake girlies, but it can apply to asleep too! shifting can feel like nothing. so you can be mid-attempt, fully in it, and genuinely believe that nothing is happening, and that's where the ego steps in. it convinces you to stop. to open your eyes. to give up. but what was actually happening beneath that stillness is that you were shifting. your dr self was reaching out, and you were aligning with it. the moment you open your eyes and give up, your subconscious snaps back. it can't leave you suspended between realities, so it anchors you back here, and it feels like nothing ever happened. but it did. you were already leaving. that's why so many people feel like they've never made progress, when in reality they've been close over and over again. every time they got too in their head, every time the doubt got loud enough, they opened their eyes and unknowingly pulled themselves back. it's not easy, because sometimes attempts may take longer than feels bearable. but a lot of the time, giving up early isn't a failed attempt, it's a interrupted one. the shift was there. you just didn't stay long enough to land. trust your own ability. trust that it's working even when it feels like silence. sometimes there are no symptoms, no sensations, just a quiet click and suddenly you're there.
okay so what can i do to successfully shift?
i know this might start to sound repetitive and is said a lot in the community, but it's worth saying again. every single one of these factors: the lack of passion, the over-analysis, giving up too early, none of them are real restrictions. they're things we create, and then we believe in them so hard that they become walls. when you don't have the passion, the choice to shift is still there. but instead of receiving it openly, you're carrying it like a burden. when you're overanalyzing, the opportunity is right in front of you, your dr self is literally reaching out, but you're more preoccupied with whether you're doing it correctly than with what's actually being offered to you. and when you give up too early, you could be seconds away. genuinely. and then you open your eyes and snap back, and it feels like proof that nothing was happening. but it wasn't proof of failure, it was you leaving right before the finish line. these feelings are valid. it makes complete sense that this process feels defeating when you don't understand what's happening underneath it. but that's exactly the point. what feels like a wall is just static. the shift itself was never the problem.
why does shifting feel difficult, shouldn't it be easy?
shifting is as easy as breathing, simple in concept, but the receiving of it is where it gets complicated. the moment you set the intention, it's already happening. that part is effortless. but what's happening in your subconscious on any given day can quietly interfere without you even knowing why, and because you can't always pinpoint the cause, it builds frustration. and frustration builds cycles. and cycles are why some people spend years in the same pattern, putting in effort, hoping something lands, but unknowingly repeating the same blocks over and over. the shift is always reaching out to you. your job isn't to force it, it's to receive it. to choose it. to actually want it without conditions or expectations clouding the line. you have free will. you have the power to make that choice. but the moment you forget that, or the moment you start placing expectations on how it should feel or look, that connection gets muddy. and that's really the whole thing.
letting go, staying passionate, trying things out, affirming, owning your power, releasing other people's expectations or advice and seeking your own journey, trusting your intuition, and not letting a pity party get to your head, that's genuinely all it takes.
(p.s. even after you've shifted before (lol), attempts can still feel incomplete sometimes. and that's not failure, it might just be that you're anxious about an exam the next day, or uncomfortable, or there's too much noise in your head to fully let go. but if you can genuinely internalise the belief that it's always there, always available, always working a difficult attempt stops feeling like a dead end and starts feeling like a waypoint. that shift in perspective alone makes you more open, and being more open is half of it. i also think this is why accidental shifts happen. in those moments, people aren't carrying expectations. they fall asleep subconsciously open to receiving the shift rather than desperately hoping it'll come to them. that distinction is everything.
there's a lot happening beneath the surface with shifting that we can't always see or measure. but the comfort is in knowing it's always in motion. it's always working.
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my only religious belief is that there is no afterlife except for the ublock origin team who are going to heaven and the youtube anti-adblock team who are going to hell
crazy how quickly dust accumulates. i should be allowed to put my trinkets on a shelf and not touch them and they remain in perfect condition forever. dont even get me STARTED on the inside of a computer. why do i have to brush your teeth. youre technology.
shifting to rdr2 is so funny because I want my horse. no I don't want slutty waisted scruffy john marston or beefy Charles smith, I want my sweet bombproof mare. men? wrong. horse
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accidentally said "invasive thoughts" instead of "intrusive thoughts" today and actually I think I'm onto something. this thought does not belong here and it is harming the local ecosystem
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