once more with feeling

i saw this somewhere else but reply / tag what you did today so everyone can see that we all did something different today

thinking about shane and ilya at the cottage and kisses being pressed into sunwarm skin and ilya making it his mission to count and memorize every single one of shane's new summer freckles and shane just lays there in the sun letting ilya press first his finger and then his lips into each and every freckle he can find and there are so many shane thousands probably we can never leave the cottage we must stay here forever and shane hums happily thinks i love you and then says it out loud because he can because he means it because he'll never grow tired of the way ilya looks at him when he says it and then ilya's pressing a soft kiss against the corner of shane's mouth his jaw gently biting into his neck before whispering i love you too into the tender skin there his mission to count shane's freckles long forgotten (for now) and shane turns his head until he finds ilya's lips kisses him until they're both breathless with it thinks i would spend the rest of eternity in this moment if it meant i could spend it with you

Everybody wants you to play pretend about who you are but when they figure out you’re pretending they get so mad!! “You Lied” and you liked me better when I was lying. So where exactly does that put us.

Let’s say there’s something terribly wrong with you, and everyone else sees it before you do, and you see them see this horrible wrong thing about you. And you look inward, and you can see it too, now, but you can’t bear to put a name to it. Not yet. Do you smother it or nurture it? Would you smother it or nurture it? Can you really blame me for nurturing it?

break kayfabe to tell me youre okay @hollanderthoughts