there’s a vulture perching right off screen

every spelunker should go in with a cyanide tooth capsule so if they get stuck they can take the gentle way out instead of being tortured by the earth for 72 hours and then dying anyway

a small thing i learned from my sister dying is that i really would rather the people i love be a burden than be whatever the hell else they'd be if they weren't. yes even if it's messy and not always fair and hard completely inconvenient for everyone involved. even if it's weird. even if i'm rolling my eyes a bit inside sometimes. i just want you to bother me. please always bother me

like "it's rotten work" "not to me not if it's you" actually sometimes it's still rotten work. even if it's you. and i'd still do it a million times over

i bring a "technically i could do this tomorrow" energy to things that tomorrow me really resents

just found out you can do more than one thing each day. i was just doing the one

unfortunately i can never hate on a "power of friendship" narrative no matter how corny because the thing is it's literally real