rizspeaks

On certain days, even though nothing is going on, you feel empty inside. You try to figure out what's missing, but it's difficult.

Until I find a glimmer of hope that suggests I may still have value in this world, I will always be in the dark. Until I am given something to look forward to, I will continue to feel empty.

I despise this life.

Does nobody give a damn? Where are the people? Perhaps the majority of people are happy… I'm alone and sad here.

We were so excited to become adults, but look where we are now. I'm tired, lost, and confused about the future. Now you're thinking, I hope I stay young. With no responsibilities and no need to beat time.

We are taught to be grateful at all times, but when you see others soaring without much effort, you may wonder why you are only receiving this. It's unfair.

We just wanted to love and be loved. But why does love vanish so easily? Why is love so hard? Why is love limited?

Why do I feel like I have a limited amount of time left? It's so exhausting. I want to feel free again. With so many responsibilities, it doesn't stop. It's like being trapped and unable to escape. Happiness is difficult to be.

When you reach this age, you will find yourself lost. You won't know where to begin to find yourself. Where do I begin? Where can I find myself? Do you relate?