Pieces of wasted youth.

I miss you so much. It feels as if my heart will burst open if I long and yearn for you anymore. But I wish that this heart of mine bursts because that way you will be able to see how much you mean to me and how much I yearn for you.

You must be lonely and my existence is meaningless as I can't erase these feelings which overwhelms you. I am even more lonely and melancholic than you as I think of you.

How much more do I have to try? I am already doing so much more than my capacity and capabilities and somehow it is still not enough. When will I ever be enough? How much more do i need to push myself? I'm tired, I'm tired of myself being too little. I will never ever be enough.

Heaven never ages; love never severs; My heart is like a net woven by yearning with thousands of untied knots, longing for you ephemerally.

Feelings unspoken are unforgettable.

How's the weather today is my way of saying I love you to you everyday. And I always ask how's the weather at the start of our every conversation.

I tried. I tried my best to live like others, looking at the brighter side of life, trying to be happy but in the end I couldn't escape from myself. I am not able to save myself from myself, I just can't escape from myself. Only if I wouldn't be me but someone else, I must have been normal.