i think at this point, judging by my notes, only 3-4 people even see my posts unless they get rbed.
actually here's a test. i'll queue this for a few times throughout tomorrow.
LIKE THIS POST IF YOU CAN SEE IT

JBB: An Artblog!
almost home
Claire Keane
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
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shark vs the universe

❣ Chile in a Photography ❣
TVSTRANGERTHINGS
One Nice Bug Per Day
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
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Kaledo Art
sheepfilms

he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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i think at this point, judging by my notes, only 3-4 people even see my posts unless they get rbed.
actually here's a test. i'll queue this for a few times throughout tomorrow.
LIKE THIS POST IF YOU CAN SEE IT

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so are you going to put a bandaid on your leg or what
it's not bleeding that bad
just don't wanna risk infection is all.
im sorry. im still mad but im sorry. and im mad. i dont wanna be mad but im so fucking mad. im so angry and im sorry.
It's wild how people can say I'm their friend, see me posting about how much I wanna be included in shit, then be fine doing shit together while not even trying to include me
so this is why my mutuals dont send me asks they're too busy playing games and hanging out with each other. i thought maybe the mutual circle wasn't that close but no IM JUST NOT PART OF IT.

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learning that some of my closer mutuals are playing games together and i didn't know about it makes me want to FUCKING KILL MYSELF
YOU FUCKERS WILL DO LITERALLY ANYTHING EXCEPT INCLUDE ME IN SHIT
if i blow my brains out it is solely because of all the people who have decided that im not important enough to be anything to them
you people BETTER FUCKING ACKNOWLEDGE THIS.
i feel sick. i feel like im gonna throw up. i fucking hate being here. i hate living. i hate existing. why am i systematically excluded from every facet of the lives of people i thought at least somewhat cared about me
IF THIS GETS IGNORED I AM BLAMING ALL OF YOU FOREVER YOU PEOPLE BETTER FUCKING RESPOND TO THIS SHIT
I SIT HERE POSTING EVERY DAY BEGGING FOR ENGAGEMENT FROM MY DEAR MUTUALS WHO DO NOTHING BUT IGNORE EVERY POST I EVER MAKE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO BE A PART OF YOUR LIVES AND NOW YOU'RE ALL PLAYING GAMES TOGETHER AND MAKING MERRY WHILE YOU FUCKING IGNORE ME
ANSWER ME. ANSWER ME RIGHT NOW. YOU FUCKERS BETTER ANSWER ME BEFORE I START ACTUALLY HURTING SOMEONE
YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE FOR NOT ANSWERING THIS YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE
fuck it im just gonna be shameless and ask straight-up
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I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.
I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:
Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)
Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)
Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often
Eat dessert first
Celebrate well, and often
Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)
Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.
Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate
Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)
Walk without having a specific destination or goal
Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.
I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.
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they won't tell you this in therapy but sometimes the best way to stop catastrophizing/anxiety is to interrupt your spiraling with "girl what the hell are you talking about"
It's not a cure but you have no idea how many times this image has helped me with my OCD
This tag has been more effective than any meds I’ve ever taken
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HEARTBREAKING: friends who i should be going to the movies and playing dnd and watching anime and cosplaying and going to the mall and having sleepovers and exploring the woods with live one hundred trillion miles away
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I wish I could cook for you

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Saw your post and rushed to make this
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wish a friend would just drag me into some fun group/community that i'd want to join but would be too anxious to otherwise
wish a friend would just drag me into some fun group/community that i'd want to join but would be too anxious to otherwise
Saw your post and rushed to make this
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me forgetting im queer and wondering why everyone is wishing me a happy pride month

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what was your bisexual awakening?
didn't have one. just kinda always knew and it was never a big deal. so i guess whenever i learned the word bisexual existed?
Whats your favorite flavor profile: sweet, salty, sour, bitter, umami?
i like savory stuff. sweet is nice too.