something psychological happening here

experienced a bad drop hours before the concert oh man

ofc i have the urge to change my covers and do some heavy lifting cleaning when i just did my nails and still aren't dry

cutting parents off knowing my projects cause their default reaction is to be negative ❤️

it's been a hot minute since ive written something meaningful, was having fun doing my freebies

sometimes i miss my old bestfriend and then remember she wouldn't like my sexuality

heol

i keep giving chances to my people and everytime they keep watering down my happiness. and then they act shocked when they're not in on my business like please let's be for real for a second

blessed the armys i talked today cause one was able to secure me a lightstick before it went out of stock, another one gave me my first freebie, another one was the loveliest taking so many pictures of me, and all the lovelies i got to talk to and vibe with. like i went to the pop-up alone and left with two new contacts, i love yall wtf 💗

how do people process the guilt of writing their characters going through traumas and horrors ? i always have this sinking feeling that im tying their damning faith somehow, that if they get to be born somewhere out there, i had a hold on it. and in turn, i water down the bad circumstances, don't fully commit or scrap them entirely