#borahae

For the first time, I didn’t watch the concert through baking recipes lmaooo. Initially, that was the plan, but then, ticketing for my country happened. I was already anxious about it, so to save myself from disappontment—even if just for a little—I made this Busan concert as my backup plan.

While everyone was manifesting and hoping to get tickets, I was too, but at the same time, I was simply preparing myself from failure. It’s like that one quote I don’t quite remember but it’s like—when you’re learning to ride a bike, all you have to do is look ahead and pedal, but instead, all you’re thinking is how you’re going to save yourself from the possibility of falling. Something like that. And no wonder I don’t know how to ride a bike.

I lost war not just once, but thrice. I guess this is what you get from playing fair when you’re competing in a corrupted ticketing.

Anyway, I really had fun at the concert. My throat hurt so much from all the screaming and singing along. I sweat a lot from jumping and all lolll. Then, my friend pointed out that Yoongi and I were wearing matching clothes—sorta (he was wearing plain white tee, while I was wearing plain white tank top lmaoooo.) so we screamed and giggled. Hearing them sing those songs really gave me a feeling that no one can ever replace.

It’s been thirteen years… and out of those years, I’ve been with them for eight. While typing these words, it makes me realize that I can’t really think of any other thing to say for and about them. Maybe if I love them less, I’d have said some more.

I’m simply thankful for their existence, and hopeful that the rest of their years will be wonderful. And that they won’t be sick for this tour.

I’m wishing for happiness and good health for Bangtan and us—ARMYs.

Happy birthday, everyone!!

(though, it’s late lol.)

ps. My friend handmade that flower bouquet hehe. Also, the cat and fish just reminded me of Yoonjin, that's why I bought it. Another thing, I’ll post another chap of L2HY ASAP :b