Abandoned

After the approximate two years I’ve had this blog, I’m gettin’ the fuck out of here. It was nice knowing most of you, I’ll still roleplay with certain people (only a couple), I’ll still be on skype, I still have a main blog, and fuck bruh, I have a sideblog for my trolls too so it’s less of a ‘bye’ and more of a “fuck this community.”

Now, for some q n’ a

Q: What do you mean fuck this community?

A: the fantroll community is absolute garbage, I can’t lie! I’ve met soooo many wonderful people, but I’ve also met some really disgusting people too! And honestly, after returning, I haven’t felt this bad since I got dumped in may. And I was a wreckage then.

Q: Why’re you going?

A: Community is garbage as I said, and really? roleplaying is a fucking chore now. at least with some people. With others, it’s fine, but y’know. Whatever. That, and I feel alienated, unwanted and generally I’ve given up on trying to make and maintain friends here cause some of you guys don’t bother respondin’! I’m not upset, I’m more like “huh well I guess this shit ain’t worth it”. It’s done a number on my self esteem too, and quite badly.

Q: Are you deleting, or just abandoning the blog?

A: I’m not sure! I kinda wanna keep it to go through every once in awhile for old time’s sake, and my art, and the rps I did, and a number of stuff. I’ll let the blog stay here.

Q: Main blog?

A: here

Q: Skype?

A: pancakefish, but note I might be remaking it. If you’re close, or if you ask, I’ll let you know if I do.

Q: Will you rp/talk with me still?

A: Depends. I actually really, really, reallydon’t wanna socialize w/ ppl who won’t have the initiative to talk to me. Roleplaying? Well, I will with dreamy, phantom, cal if they ever feel like it, and max ‘cause I feel like I can rely on those guys. Otherwise, I’m not really feeling it.

Q: What’ll happen to your trolls?

A: Well, I’m remaking. I’m still using the url “twinktrolls” if you care, but I’m undoubtably keeping noname and noutir. I’m keeping a few others too. However, not all of them (Avispa, Vinnen, Adalms, Anoore, possibly leaving verval behind, Yoosyo, Iniric) are being transferred to the new place.

Q: why the fuck are you leaving when you’re just making a new blog

A: good question. This is going to be my fantroll art and resourceblog, not fantroll roleplayblog. If I do end up plotting a ship with a stranger, I’ll go ahead and start roleplaying with them, but again, that’ll probably only be within my small group of friends. Maybe one day I’ll go back to roleplaying and return to the community, but please. Don’t count on it. Expect me to be farrrr more cagey, distant, and generally less social.

Q: But we had a quadrant plotted!

A: sucks to suck brah, it’s sank if I’m not transferring them.

Q: We were in the middle of a roleplay-

A: sucks to suck, brah. rp’s dropped.

Q: you’re just leaving ‘cause you’re angry/sad/depressed

A: kinda, but it’s a good reason to go. if this shit is fucking with my mental health and emotions and I’m upset while I’m here (which I am) then fuck yeah I’m gonna go!!! I’m not gonna be an idiot and stay here.

so thats that

if you got any more q’s drop me a line, not here though. Main blog. or skype. whatever.

After the approximate two years I’ve had this blog, I’m gettin’ the fuck out of here. It was nice knowing most of you, I’ll still roleplay with certain people (only a couple), I’ll still be on skype, I still have a main blog, and fuck bruh, I have a sideblog for my trolls too so it’s less of a ‘bye’ and more of a “fuck this community.”

Now, for some q n’ a

Q: What do you mean fuck this community?

A: the fantroll community is absolute garbage, I can’t lie! I’ve met soooo many wonderful people, but I’ve also met some really disgusting people too! And honestly, after returning, I haven’t felt this bad since I got dumped in may. And I was a wreckage then.

Q: Why’re you going?

A: Community is garbage as I said, and really? roleplaying is a fucking chore now. at least with some people. With others, it’s fine, but y’know. Whatever. That, and I feel alienated, unwanted and generally I’ve given up on trying to make and maintain friends here cause some of you guys don’t bother respondin’! I’m not upset, I’m more like “huh well I guess this shit ain’t worth it”. It’s done a number on my self esteem too, and quite badly.

Q: Are you deleting, or just abandoning the blog?

A: I’m not sure! I kinda wanna keep it to go through every once in awhile for old time’s sake, and my art, and the rps I did, and a number of stuff. I’ll let the blog stay here.

Q: Main blog?

A: here

Q: Skype?

A: pancakefish, but note I might be remaking it. If you’re close, or if you ask, I’ll let you know if I do.

Q: Will you rp/talk with me still?

A: Depends. I actually really, really, reallydon’t wanna socialize w/ ppl who won’t have the initiative to talk to me. Roleplaying? Well, I will with dreamy, phantom, cal if they ever feel like it, and max ‘cause I feel like I can rely on those guys. Otherwise, I’m not really feeling it.

Q: What’ll happen to your trolls?

A: Well, I’m remaking. I’m still using the url “twinktrolls” if you care, but I’m undoubtably keeping noname and noutir. I’m keeping a few others too. However, not all of them (Avispa, Vinnen, Adalms, Anoore, possibly leaving verval behind, Yoosyo, Iniric) are being transferred to the new place.

Q: why the fuck are you leaving when you’re just making a new blog

A: good question. This is going to be my fantroll art and resourceblog, not fantroll roleplayblog. If I do end up plotting a ship with a stranger, I’ll go ahead and start roleplaying with them, but again, that’ll probably only be within my small group of friends. Maybe one day I’ll go back to roleplaying and return to the community, but please. Don’t count on it. Expect me to be farrrr more cagey, distant, and generally less social.

Q: But we had a quadrant plotted!

A: sucks to suck brah, it’s sank if I’m not transferring them.

Q: We were in the middle of a roleplay-

A: sucks to suck, brah. rp’s dropped.

Q: you’re just leaving ‘cause you’re angry/sad/depressed

A: kinda, but it’s a good reason to go. if this shit is fucking with my mental health and emotions and I’m upset while I’m here (which I am) then fuck yeah I’m gonna go!!! I’m not gonna be an idiot and stay here.

so thats that

if you got any more q’s drop me a line, not here though. Main blog. or skype. whatever.

After the approximate two years I’ve had this blog, I’m gettin’ the fuck out of here. It was nice knowing most of you, I’ll still roleplay with certain people (only a couple), I’ll still be on skype, I still have a main blog, and fuck bruh, I have a sideblog for my trolls too so it’s less of a ‘bye’ and more of a “fuck this community.”

Now, for some q n’ a

Q: What do you mean fuck this community?

A: the fantroll community is absolute garbage, I can’t lie! I’ve met soooo many wonderful people, but I’ve also met some really disgusting people too! And honestly, after returning, I haven’t felt this bad since I got dumped in may. And I was a wreckage then.

Q: Why’re you going?

A: Community is garbage as I said, and really? roleplaying is a fucking chore now. at least with some people. With others, it’s fine, but y’know. Whatever. That, and I feel alienated, unwanted and generally I’ve given up on trying to make and maintain friends here cause some of you guys don’t bother respondin’! I’m not upset, I’m more like “huh well I guess this shit ain’t worth it”. It’s done a number on my self esteem too, and quite badly.

Q: Are you deleting, or just abandoning the blog?

A: I’m not sure! I kinda wanna keep it to go through every once in awhile for old time’s sake, and my art, and the rps I did, and a number of stuff. I’ll let the blog stay here.

Q: Main blog?

A: here

Q: Skype?

A: pancakefish, but note I might be remaking it. If you’re close, or if you ask, I’ll let you know if I do.

Q: Will you rp/talk with me still?

A: Depends. I actually really, really, reallydon’t wanna socialize w/ ppl who won’t have the initiative to talk to me. Roleplaying? Well, I will with dreamy, phantom, cal if they ever feel like it, and max ‘cause I feel like I can rely on those guys. Otherwise, I’m not really feeling it.

Q: What’ll happen to your trolls?

A: Well, I’m remaking. I’m still using the url “twinktrolls” if you care, but I’m undoubtably keeping noname and noutir. I’m keeping a few others too. However, not all of them (Avispa, Vinnen, Adalms, Anoore, possibly leaving verval behind, Yoosyo, Iniric) are being transferred to the new place.

Q: why the fuck are you leaving when you’re just making a new blog

A: good question. This is going to be my fantroll art and resourceblog, not fantroll roleplayblog. If I do end up plotting a ship with a stranger, I’ll go ahead and start roleplaying with them, but again, that’ll probably only be within my small group of friends. Maybe one day I’ll go back to roleplaying and return to the community, but please. Don’t count on it. Expect me to be farrrr more cagey, distant, and generally less social.

Q: But we had a quadrant plotted!

A: sucks to suck brah, it’s sank if I’m not transferring them.

Q: We were in the middle of a roleplay-

A: sucks to suck, brah. rp’s dropped.

Q: you’re just leaving ‘cause you’re angry/sad/depressed

A: kinda, but it’s a good reason to go. if this shit is fucking with my mental health and emotions and I’m upset while I’m here (which I am) then fuck yeah I’m gonna go!!! I’m not gonna be an idiot and stay here.

so thats that

if you got any more q’s drop me a line, not here though. Main blog. or skype. whatever.

The good news:

 I found my favorite old jacket while sorting through my old stuff

The bad news:

The last time I wore it I was nine years old

The best news: