Diary

This is my personal healing project.

Recently, Lil Peep’s music has been saving me. Two years ago, I worked too hard because I loved my job too much, and ended up in the hospital from burnout. I’m still in vocational rehabilitation, trying to regain my strength little by little.

During this hard time, I started listening to Peep again. His lyrics touched the painful parts of my own adolescence. Even though he was incredibly talented and charismatic on stage, I realized he was also just a lonely boy who hugged stuffed animals to sleep at night. That thought broke my heart.

When I lost Chester, I did the same thing — I created a gentle world for him in The Sims.

This is the same kind of journey. It’s my way of grieving, healing, and giving the love that Peep (and I) needed. This is a very self-indulgent, soft healing AU.

I just want to see him grow up safe, loved, and happy. Thank you for stopping by my small healing space ❤

I want Peep to live a gentle life where he is taken care of by the kind and caring iLoveMakonnen, while happily sharing a home with his best friend Lil Tracy.

Because I believe Peep’s real-life self-sufficiency was almost nonexistent, I want him to be surrounded by people who genuinely love and support him.

First, I searched for an ridiculously cute house for Peep.

This is just a temporary home, but since I imagine him surrounded by pink and soft things, I made it super sweet and sugary for now.

In reality, I think his taste might be more cyberpunk-ish, so I’ll eventually ask talented Sims creators for help to make a proper one.

Gentle Healing AU for Lil Peep.

This is a personal, self-indulgent healing story. I created this because I wanted to imagine Peep growing up loved, safe, and happy. This work contains same-sex relationships and romantic themes. I fully respect Peep’s real sexuality and this is purely fictional. It has no connection to real people or events — it’s just my way of healing.

チャハヤ、ステバキ2人は「もしキャプテンアメリカが過去に帰らずバッキーと一緒にいることを選んだら」みたいな感じの設定で進めていこうかと笑

inZOIでステバキ作り始めました。

今更!?と言う感じでもあるんですが、今、inZOIのキャラクリの仕方を勉強中なので、過去、Simsで時間をかけて作った人たちをinZOIで作り直しているような感じです。

ドラマHANNIBALのレクウィルも作っていたりします。