Wttttfff
Last night I was feeling really suicidal. Usually when I feel like that I can smoke a bowl and the feeling will subside. But it didn't this time. So I took some klonopin because I was having a panic attack while I was already high. That didn't help either so I took my night time meds which includes seraquil so I could just go to sleep. My doctor suggested when I feel suicidal to just put myself to sleep. That's what I was trying to do! But apparently I just blacked out and fucked the shit out of Travis.
I remember NONE of it 😕













