Hello :)

hi, sorry if this comes off as lazy. I’m just not the best at forming apologies without beating myself up too much or not apologising enough and making excuses. Please bear with me.

I’ve only realised today, but I feel like I’ve been acting really entitled lately. I’ve always been complaining about everything without trying to face the problems head-on. Along with that, I’ve been vagueposting a lot, whether it be about real-life or online things and whether it be about things or people. I’ve realised that’s really hypocritical of me, considering I dislike when people do that. I’ve always been terrible with direct conflict, not even that, I’ve just always been terrible with discussing how I feel about things, and I shouldn’t just give up on them because it’s too tiring or boring for me, it needs to happen. Conflict is a part of life, but it doesn’t always have to be so aggressive.

So from now on, I’ll try to be less vague about things, I’ll try to truly say how I feel about something, and even then I’ll still take advice from people and not just dismiss it, as I’ve done multiple times in my life, only to get consequences for being too cocky to listen to it.

I’m also sorry about always complaining about when people post about media literacy and nuance and whatnot, because it’s really true. people often dismiss nuance nowadays, and people often have a lack of media literacy and just decide to believe anything, and I would hate to become that. I’m worried that I might have already become that. Whether I have or haven’t, I’ll be more open-minded to these kind of things instead of just being arrogant about it.

I’m on break noooo stopppp I