I’m thinking of Beginning it all

LOVE suffering. love to suffer and suffer and suffer

sometimes songs are like ohhh i remember this from a past life

thinking bout 2019 and how i took her for granted

all the people i could have been are ganging up on me and beating me with rocks

don’t take my defeatism too seriously I will always begin again and again no matter what

I might sound miserable most of the time but at my core I’m a very hopeful person

it drives me crazy how many people there are out there that believe straight up untrue information about me and i just cant do anything about it. moral of the story, never date anybody or be friends with anybody or do anything to make anyone upset ever. I guess

homesick for an alternate timeline

“the time will pass anyways” has kind of changed my life unfortunately.

*makes no effort to include self* what the fuuuuuck why do i feel so left out

i survived a tuesday, and for what? wednesday? disgusting.

im so blunt you could smoke my truth