Books sagas : Wings Of Fire, Warrior Cats, Keeper Of The Lost Cities, Eragon, Hunger Games, Divergent, Ewilan's Quest, Miss Peregrine's Peculiar Children
Mangas/animes : Bungo Stray Dogs, Assassination Classroom, Attack On Titan, Bleach, Gachiakuta, Moriarty The Patriot, BNA, Angel Beats!, Haikyuu!!, Inazuma Eleven, The Promised Neverland, Tokyo Ghoul, Tokyo Revengers, Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun, Wonder Egg Priority, Violet Evergarden, Vampire In The Garden, Alien Stage, Howl's Moving Castle, Arriety
Games : Genshin Impact, Cult of The Lamb, Diablo IV, Honkai Star Rail, Wuthering Waves, SINoALICE, The Cosmic Wheel Sisterhood, Whimel Academy, Cookie Run Kingdom
Music tastes : V-Kei, Malice Mizer, Set It Off, Nirvana, Muse, Mother Mother, Aurora, Stray Kids, ATEEZ, Tomorrow Ć Together, XLOV, THĆA
Other interests : psychology, rain, books, philosophy, cosplay
I believe in the multiverse theory, that my current body is another version of who I am in those universe, and I just by chance happened to remember and identify to those other versions of myself. This is again a very messy and severe details lacking explanation, but I do not currently find better words to describe my experience.
Reality checks do not work on me. I am very aware of how I am supposed to present irl and who I am, and I would be more amused than anything else if random people were to try to hurt me that way.
-13 yo (if you are less than 15 years old please do not privately contact me, I do not mind interactions but I do not feel comfortable talking with people much younger than I am.), homophobes, transphobes, zoophiles, pedos, anti-therians/otherkin/alterhumans, anti-agere/ petre, zionists, neo-nazis, racists, MAGAs, ableists, RCTA, anti-neopronouns, radqueers, factkins, pro-lifers, uneducated people who think they can spew their bullshit without consequences.
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Having friends obsessed with my source is so funny, like fym weāre eating and they just randomly started insisting on watching Assassination Classroom for the 5th time ? I mean letās go Iām really not against seeing my friends and myself but you seem almost more attached to my own source than I am lmao
I genuinely love the fact that I got a tattoo representing my identity as Levi. Iām me, I have a proof of it on my body that will always be there, that will always be a proof of what I lived and who I grew up to be.
āOh but Levi what will happen when you end up regretting it or stop identifying as yourself ?ā I wonāt ? Simple as that ?
Even if I ever lose my memories, my identity, my connection to who I am, it will always be dear to me to have what I lived for, what I life for, somewhere displayed proudly for the world to see. Because I am proud of who I am, I am proud to have fought for freedom. I am proud to have the Wings of Freedom on my body, and you canāt take that away from me.
Hello, Erwin. I am not wrong to assume it is you, am I ? It has been a long while since I last got to talk to you. Have you been doing alright, since last time ?
I have been able to find Hange here, a few days ago (or, well, theyāre the one who found me), funny to hear from you both in such a short time frame.
If you want to talk to me, donāt hesitate to send another ask or a dm.
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Lmao thatās me with all those Levi fangirlsā headcanons about āhisā sexual life and how heās like in bed and all that.
Like no I am not like that ? No I wouldnāt do that ? I didnāt want to even think about sexual stuff back then and still donāt, thank you very much.
the weird thing about being a leftist is the government calling you a radical extremist and your family believing that youre a radical extremist and the whole times your main political beliefs are shit like "we live in a world where we could very easily end world hunger, homelessness, most disease, poverty, ect. and the people in power are choosing not to, and thats evil and should change" and that bigotry is bad
no, actually, i canāt be friends with someone who has opposing political views. this is mostly due to the fact my views are āpeople deserve rightsā
imagine if you hired a painter to paint your house and you tell them you want it blue and then you come back to see theyre in the middle of painting your house pink so you go hey stop. thats not what i asked for. and theyre like i just dont want to ruin your lovely house this color suits it so much better trust me. and you go No, i asked for blue give me blue??? and the painter is like alright alright. and then they paint your house purple and when you go this still isnt blue they say i simply cant paint your house blue. this is the compromise. and then you still have to pay them for their work even though you are now going to have to either hire another painter or just figure out how to paint ur own house to get it how you actually wanted. thatd be crazy right. so anyway i prefer to cut my own hair at home
I think we should normalize not being similar to out kins in any ways there is. I donāt look like any of my fictionkin identities. I donāt necessarily want to look like any of them. I am a mix of them, but more than that, this body has its own past. In this life, I have memories, friends, a situation that is completely separated from my other identities. And I donāt think it should be erased for the sake of being a copy of a kin. Obviously, it gives euphoria to sometimes look like them or be compared to them, but it is not necessary to want to look and behave 100% like one of them 24/7.
First, I have multiple fictionkin identities. All of them are more or less influent and āhereā depending on the time of the day or the period of the year, so how would I chose which one to change my appearance for ? There isnāt one in particular who is necessarily more āthereā than the others. Those are my identities. All of them are.
Secondly, even if I am quite similar to all of my different identities in term of personality, I can not be the exact same as one of them. You can not put Vanilla Periwinkle, Wanderer and Nagisa Shiota in the same body and possibly think āmmh yes the mix of those will obviously be the exact copy of only one of them, even if all of them are very differentā. No. Thatās not how it works.
Of course, it hurts to be a character and people around you not seeing how they are you. It feels invalidating. It hurts. Personally, I even start to doubt my own memories and feelings in the worst of it. But at the same time, it is understandable. The mix of all of my personalities, contained in this body which has an identity of its own, will sometimes be more similar to others than to myself.
As an example, I am Wanderer, from Genshin Impact. There is no doubt about it in my mind. He is me, I am him, all the shit around that. Yet, my friends never associated him with me at first glance. They see me more in Xingqiu or Kaedehara Kazuha. And yes, it makes sense. They are not aware that I am Wanderer. And as of now, who I am and the image people have of me is indeed closer to those characters than to myself.
I shouldnāt have to change my ways just to act more like one character when it isnāt natural to me. If I changed just to be recognized as Wanderer, I would get what I want, but I would be erasing everything else that makes me.
Even if the mix of all the identities I have is someone unlike any of my actual identities, at least itās me, at least I see all of them in who I am, and I am not erasing them for the sake of validation for just one identity. I wonāt always talk like Wanderer, because the youth of Vanilla will always be in the back when I chose my words, because the poetry of Ellana or the dreamy phrasing of Whiteout will always have an influence on the way I form sentences. And seeing all of me like that validates me way more than if I ever chose to shut some of my identities down for the sake of promoting only one of them for validation.
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No one I know irl knows Iām Levi Ackerman. I am not even sure I ever told my only friend whoās aware of my alterhuman identity. Basically, no one I know knows who I truly am.
Yet, they all know about my attachment to my source, to my world. I do not talk often about myself or about my source because I would despise more than anything seeming like one of those fangirls of the ācharacterā I am. The idea of ever being mischaracterized like that highly irritates me.
I have exactly one tattoo. I see those things as something to think about for years before getting them, to be sure I really want it. So I guess it makes that sole tattoo on my body really symbolic, even though no one who knows about it knows how important it is to me.
Having the Wings of Freedom tattooed on my back represents so much more than just belonging to some fandom, it represents the ideals Iāve lived by since before I even joined the Survey Corps, in that other life I miss as much as I hated. It represents who I am deep inside, and no one will ever be able to take that away, just as the ink will always stay under my skin, there as a reminder of what I lived for, what my comrades died for.
puts hand on your shoulder. do not let anyone try to fakeclaim you for "not acting like your kintype." do not feel pressured into acting like your kintype. it doesn't make you any less you for having a different personality, different interests, etc. i couldn't give a damn if you have nothing in common with your kintypes. that's you. anyone who gives you shit because you're "don't act like [kintype] enough" sucks! the requirement for being fictionkind/otherkind is to be that thing. that's it. there is no requirement that says "you have to act like your kintype every second of the day or else ur faking" or "you have to change ur entire personality" or "you have to pick up similar hobbies" etc. like there is no required experience for being fictionkind/otherkind other than simply being your kintype. what "being your kintype" means can differ from person to person. do not feel guilty because you do not feel enough like your kintype in others eyes. surround yourself with the right people and they will see you for who you are regardless.
I find it quite ironic how my birthday is the same day as Christmas. I donāt really celebrate it as such nowadays, it has become quite futile and I never felt the need to actually do some sort of special celebration for it.
But even if Iām not sharing it with anyone, thereās some moments when, as Iām unwrapping some gifts from my family, I like to pretend those gifts are actually birthday gifts. I donāt even know if I would have celebrated my birthday if I had known when it was, in the past. But it feels precious to have this for me, now.
It feels so weird to know when I was born. Like, I never learned about it in my former life. I never celebrated my birthday, not that people did that much anyway. But thereās a difference between not celebrating it because we just donāt do that and not celebrating it because you donāt know when it is.
I didnāt have a last name until quite late in my life. I didnāt have any family. I didnāt have a birthday. I only had my name, my convictions and my abilities for a long time, and those were my most prized possessions. It didnāt matter if they were not material. I didnāt have anything else.
Itās true that I didnāt learn about my birthday before coming back as a new person in this life. It shouldnāt impact me anymore, I outgrew the need for a birthday long ago. Yet, I feel strangely attached to this date. Knowing the day I was born, as futile as this information can be, brought me some kind of closure. It is another part of my history I never got to learn about during my first lifetime. Another thing to call mine.
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I remember having a wingless dragon as my closest friend, I donāt recall much about them really, but I have those warm memories of them jumping around in a somewhat feline way as I would fly close to the ground behind them
I think they were smaller than me, too ? Smaller than all known breeds of dragons weāve seen in the books, which isā¦a bit troubling ? Does that mean that my friendās species went extinct after our time ? And what was said time ? I can feel in my core that it was centuries, if not millennia, before my life as Whiteout, but this is quite vague as a timeline
For a long time, I knew I was a character from Genshin Impact. I felt this connection to the universe, to some of the characters, I had vivid memories of the lands Iāve seen and a deep sense of melancholy whenever I played the game. Yet, I didnāt want to dwell too much in those feelings. Especially as I was not familiar yet with the concept of fictionkinity, and felt quite insane in my thoughts.
The only thing was that I was not quite sure of whom I was. Yes, I had a few ideas. But that was it. It is only during the event of Simulanka, with the introduction of Durin, that I started getting a clearer idea, that painful clenching in my chest making itself known once again. I knew him. I knew that little dragon like it was family. It made me think once again about my own identity.
I always had a particular attachment to Albedo. He felt familiar, safe, I knew him and his life even before knowing more about the character. And for some time, I wondered if perhaps he could be who I was looking for, he could be who I was. But still, something felt a bit wrong about it. But I didnāt really have a better hint, so for a little while I settled with that.
Itās when I started to wonder if I could be from a canon different from my real source. Ironically, it is a fanfiction i fell upon by pure chance a few years ago that got me on the right track. Or well, it helped me look further into it once I started seriously questioning myself.
Then the āWandererā came out. And yes, indeed, I would end up figuring out my identity as the one called āWandererā by the fandom quite a while afterwards. I do not like to talk about āhimā as a separate entity from me. I am him. He is me. So Iāll continue to talk about the āWandererā as myself from now on.
I am indeed canon divergent. I do not call myself by some human appellation. I do not see the point of it. The only name I like to go by is my spouseās last name. What purpose does a first name serve if a last name fits perfectly enough to convey my identity ? In my reality, I am known by other researchers as Sir Kreideprinz, and it suits me completely. Plus, if I gave them a first name to call me by, they might think it alright to call me by it only and entertain an illusion of closeness, or Archons forbid, of friendship. No. Only my spouse has the right to see himself as important to me, with perhaps the exception of that little brat of Durin and Lady Nahida. I guess that makes themā¦somewhat similar to a family. I donāt know.
