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'The Dear Priestess' a complete Khonshu x reader series:

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'Grease Under the Nails' a complete Darth Vader x reader series

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'Vow to Peace' a Ahsoka Tano x reader series

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'The Aid' a Kit Fisto x reader series

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'Many Moons Ago' a Il Capitano x reader series

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'The Abode' a Kayn (lol) x reader series

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NSFW Ahsoka x female!reader

Spring ultimately had to arrive to Peridea, and because neither Ahsoka nor you had any other place to stay away from the other in this time, she had come up with the simple plan of just staying in Huyang's closet until her heat passed. The place had been stocked up with food, all the sources of entertainment the ship had and, just in case she had the energy, some equipment for Ahsoka to train with. You knew when Ahsoka's heat started because of the groans coming from what would now be her room and although it made you a little sad that you couldn't be with her or help her in her time of need you understood how something like that would make Sabine and even Huyang uncomfortable, you reassurred yourself that in a few days it'll be over and everything would come back to normal, despite the whining you could hear late at night in from the bunks.

That was the case, until one late night you had gotten up to get some water and heard a whisper of your name, it sounded whiny and needy, it was obvious who it was from. The sliding door opened to show you the state your girlfriend was in, looking like a mess with deep eyebags, her clothes looked like they had been thrown over in a hurry and the expression on her face was one so desperate, her eyes pleaded for your help because her throat was so very hoarse not a single sound could come out without it hurting. Looking at her in such a state pulled at your heart stings, how could you let the woman you loved suffer thru days like this? And even worse, how could you turn her away? So without saying anything, only putting on a warm, loving smile you walked inside, the second you crossed threshold of the door it closed and for good measure you locked it.

You were barely even able to turn around before her arms trapped you against her body, forcing you into a messy kiss. The way Ahsoka moved against you, how her breathing became more jagged by the second and how you had to press her to a wall otherwise you two would be pleasing her on the floor, your clothes suffocated you and you took them out in a hurry, you had no idea when but Ahsoka had also taken her clothes off and they were laying somewhere in this small space, you didn't care too much about them as the shiny layer of sweat on her skin made her look like a polished gem ready to be put in a ring and admired, you weren't just going to admire her though, you were goin to worship her. Even if you wanted nothing more than to taste her and hear all the profane sounds that would come out of her mouth you still took the time to make up for all the kissing you hadn't gotten in the last two days. The kisses where messy and hot, there was no need to be careful at a time like this, lips crashed just as much as teeth and tongues did in a mix of saliva and desperation; your hands went to her waist to squeeze it in your palms, keeping her hips still, Ahsoka whined into the kiss but didn't care to stop, mind only focused on you and feeling good.

It was hard to keep your hands from exploring her body at a time like this, especially with how soft and hot her skin was, it felt inviting, like each inch of skin demanded to be touched and you were planing on doing so. Slowly, in a teasing manner, your hands moved up from her waist towards her torso, thumbs trailing over her ribs with an agonizing attention to that area before they eventually reached the plushed skin of her breasts, pressing on them lightly as you marveled at the many sighs and whimpers Ahsoka was drowning your lips with. You wondered just how much better it would get when you actually touched the most sensitive part of her and as much as it pained you to leave her lips you wanted a taste for yourself. With slow kisses that moved onto licks and finally sucking you filled the skin of her neck all the way to her nipples, trapping one in your lips as your tounge rolled and sucked on it, sending shivers down your lover's spine as her hands held you close to her, not wanting to stay away from you for another second. Her free nipple wasn't forgotten as your hand moved to it, rolling it on your thumb and index finger.

Ahsoka's sensitivity felt weird with how enhanced it was, the touch of her lover was usually intoxicating but this time her mind was clouded, her senses overwhelmed by your presence alone and the second you put your knee in between her thighs to keep her still she almost buckled on it, pressing herself against it in a desperate attempt to get the slightest bit of friction. Your lovely Ahsoka wasn't usually like this, she always kept this "cool" aura around her even in intimate moment, she might've begged and looked pathetic in the past, but not like this, especially not with the way her hips rolled on the flesh of your tight, making a mess out of it as her voice grew louder, you had half a mind to feel bad for Huyang and Sabine even if they had most likely already left the ship to not be subjected to your depravity, the other half however pressed your leg against her crotch, hearing her mewl as her hips shaked and you didn't stop sucking on her breasts. As you had expected, her movements completely stopped and her back arched against you, Ahsoka's mouth hanged agape as her orgasm crashed down on her. But this wasn't enough, far from it.

You released her nipple from your mouth with a 'pop', enjoying the fucked out expression she had already and blinded by lust you wanted to see more of it, to hear her moan and make a mess out of each other and every single surface on this closet. With a strength you didn't know you had you lifted Ahsoka to have her sitting on the edge of Huyang's worktable, opening her legs to gaze at your price, you couldn't just give it to her though, you had to tease her by leaving love bites and kisses all along her inner thighs, her hand flew to your head and pulled at your hair, making you grunt as you looked at her.

—Please...—she spoke in a tone you had never heard before, a mix between a whisper and moan—I can't take it anymore, please.

Your backbone against her pleas had always been weak and this time it was no different, with both your hands moving her thighs over your shoulders and moving her forward you latched at her pussy, tasting her in a long lick from her entrance to her clit, sucking on the little bundle of nerves without a care in the world, making Ahsoka feel so good it was borderline cruel; aggravated by your fingers going inside her without a warning. She tightened around them at the intrusion, head thrown back with her fist on your hair pulling at the roots, making you grunt at the pain as the momentary stimulation of your voice made her choke out a whimper of your name, your hair being yanked at the roots didn't stop you or slow you down though because as much as her thighs doubled as earmuffs on the sides of your head you could hear her very well and even if you couldn't the way her insides sucked and clamped on your fingers was a pretty good indication that she liked everything you did to her and it made sense, after all you knew where every single one of the spots that made her see stars were, you knew where kiss, suck and touch and with your fingers inside of her you just kept on curling them on her g spot until her walls squeezed around them and she shoved your face flush against her, your nose pressed against her mons pubis while she reached her high with loud moans and gasps that had your insides turning, desperate to give more and more until she begged you to stop. You had never been like this before, I mean sure, making your lover feel good and have her moan your name in such a way that it felt more like a prayer than anything else had always been your end goal, but today it was different, it was as if every single part of your being could only think about her, your skin only reacted to being in contact with hers and you had to latch onto any part of her skin to leave a mark, maybe her heat got the best of you too and you would have continued to go down that perverted path if it wasn't because of the soft, caring way her hand smoothed out your hair and tried to ease the tension in your scalp after pulling at your hair.

When you looked up at Ahsoka you could still see the remnants of her orgasm; a dried up path of spit going down from the corner of her mouth, her flushed cheeks and dilated pupils who looked at you with nothing but adoration and love, there was even a small smile on her lips, lips who you hadn't kissed enough. You stood up, cleaning your mouth with the back of your hand and then your hand with whatever cloth you could find only to cup her face with your clean hand, gently swiping clean the line of spit as if she was made out of glass.

—Do you feel any better, my love?—you asked, voiced accompanied with heavy breaths.

And since I can't tell whether my brain is rotting or fermenting with Ahsoka, I can't help but think about how she feels strangely at peace after the ending so of course, I have to insert us into the narrative:

Like, you two have been running around the galaxy, following threat after threat, barely even having enough time to spend some quality time together doing nothing. Not worrying, not working, not training. Just meditating or talking, even just hanging out in silence as you soak in each other's presence because both of you know that what's good doesn't last forever.

So you two make the most of it while Ahsoka doesn't neglect Sabine's training and her own, but despite that there's still time left in the day for you two to enjoy a little picnic or lay in the grass while looking at the sky and at the clouds, exchanging your thoughts on what they look like.

You share your thoughts with her as you've always had and she laughs at them, not out of malice but out of sheer happiness and exciment that despite all of her training she can't contain. You, of course, laughed along with her, happy because of her happiness, I mean, when was the last time you saw her laugh this much in such a short time? It almost felt as if everything was better for a second and you two could forget about wathever enemy was waiting around the corner.

You slowly ached your hand toward Ahsoka's, reminiscent of the first time you two held hands, even your nerves were there. This time however, Ahsoka was the one that actually held your hand and you didn't know why exactly, maybe it was the weather or simply your love-drunk mind but the skin of her hands felt softer than normal despite the calluses on it, it's warmth traveled all the way from your hand to your heart, making it beat uncontrollably as you two looked at each other, her eyes held a blue more vibrant than the sky and her smile blinded you just as the sun did, followed by her melodic laughter and a teasing comment. You were too lost in the moment though to answer her, so with a small sight and slight shake of her head Ahsoka moved closer to you in the picnic blanket you had layed over the grass and rested her head against your shoulder, the small patch of skin that she touched was enough to set your nerves ablaze and fill you with what could only be described as pure, unbridled joy.

Hello! Yes, I'm very much alive, I just haven't been able to come up with anything for my fanfics :'( I don't know if I have the writer's block of the century or what.

A Kayn lol x reader fanfic part 7 masterlist

Contrary to how he had been acting so far, Zed didn't exactly trust you. He thought that the way Kayn had met you was too perfect, let alone how strange it was for his student to immediatly trust you enough to offer you a job in the order, still he allowed you in with the sole purpose of watching your every step to know what you were planing. The suspicion he held towards you increasing with each talk about ethics, the importance of living in a sanitary enviorment and "unionizing assasins so the rich won't take advantage of the Order". He saw the way you slaved away every night working or studying, saw the interactions you had with all of his acolytes and payed special attention to how you behaved around Kayn, you might be able to fool Kayn with a calm, unmoving facade but not him, in fact your feelings for him were so very obvious that he didn't know why Kayn of all of his students couldn't see it, but clearly you were blind to his feelings too. Zed meditated on wether or not to trust you for months, testing you all of the time with even the most simple of tasks or questions yet you still unknowingly aced every single one of them, he was fairly conflicted to say the least, he understood that you were someone who could be trusted yet his instincs told him that you were hiding something, whether that something good or bad he was eventually going to find out and what better way to make someone reveal their cards than to give them exactly what they wanted. Zed presumed that it would happen when you were "alone" with Kayn, so the obvious course of action was to get you two together and hopefully one would confess their love for the other, causing you to spill all the beans.

Zed, however, hadn't foreseen just how infuriatingly dense you could be, each time Kayn displayed in the most obvious way his affections towards you you would still find a way to stir the conversation away from the almost-confession and continue on like nothing, not even questioning it to yourself. He wished he could simply put you two together in a room and comand Kayn to confess, but that would simply ruin his plan, so he decided to give you one last chance to recognize Kayn's feelings for you and if you failed then he would honor his part of the contract, which you had one day made him sign, and allow you a vacation to the spirit realm. The oportunity had basically landed in front of him when yet again his acolytes had been called to war, he hoped that this time Kayn would do something other than kiss you when he eventually sent you to take care of the injured.

But the conflict proved to be too deadly, the Noxian forces had been undercounted, many Ionian soldiers and even the assasins that prided themselves in fighting within the shadows had been put to rest in the cold reality of the war. By the time you got there the ground couldn't be distinguished from the blood and bodies, ripped flags moved with the wind along with ash and glint from the burning surroundings; you had heard that the smell of burning bodies was one that even if you had never smelt before you would be able to recognize it in a second, and unfortunatly you did. The corners of your eyes quickly filled up with tears from both the smoke and the sheer horror your eyes had to see, you wanted to cry like a baby in the face of such barbarity and to scream and howl into the wind until no more sounds could come out of your throat, but you had people to take care of, so with selfmade courage you ran trhu the desolate battlefield searching for someone to give medical attention to. You scanned the faces of the bodies in the dirt to see the smallest type of movement that could tell you if they were alive, you recongized some of those faces but they were all already cold, until eventually you heard whimpers that you knew too well so you ran faster than you had ever done so before in your life towards the body laying on the ground, covering it with thick blood and then your clothes as you knelt next to him, almost screaming his name so that he could open his eyes and see you as you administered first aid to his biggest wound.

The loss of blood and pain had most likely affected Kayn at this point, because the second he opened his eyes the gruesomenes around you two faded into the background, the look on your eyes and messy talking filling his senses to a point where he didn't even know who he was, what he was doing there or the pain he was experiencing, all Kayn knew was that if he didn't speak now he would regret it more than whatever atrocity he had commited in the past. So he took a deep breath, feeling it sting and finally you focused your eyes on him, next he wetted his busted lips with his tounge, tasting iron off of them and finally he spoke:

—I will protect you from everything, I will walk into a thousand battles for you and win all of them if it means that I get to return to you, I want those compassionate eyes that you show to every other acolyte to only look at me.

He whispered all of that and you couldn't believe a word he said, your mind tried to sabotage you by telling you that it was all just a lie but when you saw his eyes starting to shut every part of you became a mess, from your heart to your mind to even your trembling fingers, you held him close to you to try and somehow give him your strength, you were crying in silence both tears of happiness and distress, one of those tears fell into his face and his eyes flutered open for just a second and you took this opportunity to talk to him.

—Don't close your eyes, please—you begged him thru shaky breaths and sniffles, speaking quickly—you have to pull thru, I need to treat you and I can't do that if you die, please don't leave me, please.

You weren't sure where Kayn pulled the strength to open them and even keep them open but you where thankful for it. It meant that he was able to listen to you but that didn't mean there wasn't a possibility that he could die and you didn't want to close his eyes when he was gone. Somehow you were able to carry him in your back, feeling his blood sticking to your shirt as you looked around for a door or anything that could be opened but you found nothing.

—I'm cold—he whispered closed to your ear, if the wind had been any stronger you wouldn't have been able to hear him.

I love how your brain works, whatever the togruta equivalent is of grey hairs Ahsoka is gonna grow them.

A Kayn lol x reader fanfic part 6 master list

The walk back to the order was awkward, actually just categorizing it under that word would be an understatement. It was quiet, uncomfortable and full of tension, not even the fun kind of tension, it was the type that would make you look away from your screen when you saw it on TV or the type that would make you so uncomfortable that you'll have to stand up from your seat and take a walk while you consciously breathed away the second hand embarrassment from your system. You couldn't do that though, you could only walk back with those who survived and bite your tongue as to not make any type of remarks, looking away everytime Kayn looked at you or spoke to you. It drove the both of you insane, and not just the both of you but everyone else as well, each time Kayn would say something you would roll your eyes or make a face and as much as the other acolytes found it funny they would rather not deal with a pissed off Kayn, so as a way to fix it when everyone eventually reached the order's HQ they just immediately left for their rooms, it didn't matter whether they had broken bones or not because their plan was to leave the two of you alone, it was almost endearing how people who's job was to kill others could be so understanding of other people's feelings, or rather they just simply didn't want to deal with the whole mess. You obviously protested against it but since no one listened you just simply clicked your tongue and walked to the infirmary, Kayn following right behind you, you just wished he did it silently, bothering you with questions and poking at your arm and shoulder repeatedly until you felt your eyelid pulsate.

—Come on doc, why are you so angry? Did seeing all of that blood make you sick?—he joked, now poking your cheek and officially hitting your limit.

—Why did you kiss me!?—you asked in a mix of distress, anger and light tones of anguish, feeling embarrassed for the outburst shortly after.

—You have been behaving like this just because of that kiss?—he asked with a playful smile, said smile dropping after you nodded, he sighed after—listen, you were just being too loud and I was not in the mood for an earful, that simple.

You clenched your jaw, feeling it pop.

—You never thought about, I don't know, asking me to shut up?—you smiled bitterly.

—They are right, Kayn—you heard a demonic voice talk, one similar to the laughs you had heard on the first day you met him.

You looked at him with eyes wide open in surprise, then remembered who you were talking to and the surprise died down as you let out and exasperated sigh, frankly amazed that this was the first time you had actually heard Rhaast speak and not just laugh.

—Of course I'm right, I'm always right—you pinched the bridge of your nose, starting to get a headache.

—Why are you so worked up over it? It was just a kiss—he said, smirking when it dawned upon him—unless it wasn't just a kiss for you.

You felt warmth rising to your neck and face, not sure whether it was from anger or something else, either way you could feel the gears in your head turning to try and come up with any excuse.

—What do you care if it was or wasn't—you said to buy some time, watching him walk closer and closer to you, not sure whether he was trying to intimidate you or what.

You stood your ground, making a conscious effort not to walk back into the wall, even if the idea of getting backed up was sort of enticing, after all you had a reputation to keep up, what was that reputation exactly? You didn't know but felt as if not getting provoked by his advances was part of it.

—Avoiding the question, I see—he laughed, awfully close to you.

You bit the inside of your cheek, wondering what to do or say. Should you just make a run for it? No, he would obviously catch up to you and make it even more uncomfortable, so should you just admit you've got a massive crush on him? Also no, you would rather die than do that, all of that meant that the only option you had left was to bullshit your way out of this situation, luckily you were a master at it.

—I'm avoiding it because it's a stupid question—you answered, Kayn quirked an eyebrow and you heard Rhaast laugh—it's unethical for a doctor to have romantic feelings for a patient, so yes, it was just a kiss for me.

He sighed and walked back, finally giving you some space as well as giving up, for now. You were also going to add in the fact that he had bad breath but felt as if it was too mean. That was yet another reason why your feelings for him were completely wrong, knowing Kayn he wouldn't care for the ethical part of it but you did, that was the difference between you and him, you had a strong set of morals and ethics that you kept at all times, even if they weren't beneficial for you. You cleared your throat and looked at him up and down, noticing all of the cuts and bruises that could use some more treatment on top of what you did earlier so you pointed with your head towards the direction of the infirmary, Kayn immediately understanding what you meant and following behind you with the slightest bit of disappointment slipping from the turmoil inside of him, weighting in his shoulders as if his emotions suddenly materialized into a bag of cement mix, and you being non the wiser, noticed such weight but thought that it was because he was tired. You started to get a little worried when he didn't make any sort of remarks as you treated him, barely even wincing as you cleaned his wounds, still you made no comment about it as you allowed him to leave immediately after you were done. As he walked back to his quarters the insesant mocking of Rhaast made his blood boil, his fists tightening while some of the veins on his face started to pop, he was obviously angry but he didn't know who he was angry with, maybe it was with himself for being a coward and not following up on his confession, thinking that the kiss, even if it wasn't given in the best moment or in the best way, was enough to show you how he felt, or maybe he was angry with you for being so blind to his advances. Whoever he was angry with mattered less and less as the night arrived, at this point he was starting to get annoyed too to such a degree that all he could do was toss and turn in bed even if he was extremely tired.

You didn't feel to good either, a mix of guilt and shame pooling at your gut and fermenting on it as you treated those who returned from the battle, writing the word "deceased" next to the names of those who didn't return. You sighed as you looked up to the beds of the infirmary, the closed courtains around each bed hiding those who were recovering, you felt slightly optimistic that no one was left without a bed though but still, the weight of those who you had built up a friendship with and didn't return affected your mind and you couldn't help but think about what if one of those had been Kayn, you looked at his name on your notebook and couldn't even fathom how you would feel if you also had to write the word "deceased" next to it. You shook your head and stood up from your chair, recognizing how those feelings weren't healthy for you, you grabbed a piece of paper where you wrote "be back in 5" and left it on top of your desk, leaving the infirmary to make your way to the training ground where Zed was training in the darkness of the night, you extended the report about the losses the order had suffered and the treatments the ones who made it back alive recieved, Zed looked at it for a second before looking at your face, analyzing it, for a man who was also severely emotionally constipated he was frighteningly good at reading other people.

—I understand why you feel that way, believe me—he started—it never gets easy but this is the risk behind our work, mourn those who didn't return but don't let it consume you—he placed one of his hands on your shoulder, something that surprised you—it's also thanks to you that some of them are still alive.

You nodded as you gulped down some of the guilt, thanking him before leaving the grounds and walking back to the infirmary, ready to stay up in case some of your patients needed you but stopping as you started to hear whimpers, your imagination quickly making an immature assumption before the logic set in the it came from one of the rooms, the direction of them coming from behind the door of a room you didn't want to walk inside of. As cruel as it sounded you pondered whether to walk inside or not but ultimately decided to do it, knocking first just in case but since no one answered you just walked inside and came close to the bed, looking at Kayn's shifting body and shiny forehead from sweat, that paired with the noises and blabbering he was making being a clear indication that he was having a nightmare. You put your hand on Kayn's shoulder, shaking it lightly and calling his name, abruptly ending his nightmare causing for his brain to take a second before stopping himself from attacking you out of muscle memory, there where only two people in Runeterra who could wake him up without getting killed, those two being you and Zed.

—Are you okay?—you asked softly, you realized how dumb the question was after speaking it.

Kayn didn't answer, he just nodded, still a bit disorientated.

—Don't lie to me—you scolded him, keeping the soft tone and your hand on his shoulder—you were having a nighmare, a pretty bad one at that—you followed, sitting on his bed—you wanna talk about it? It might help.

He stayed silent for a second before shaking his head 'no', you nodded, not wanting to press on it and make him uncomfortable.

—I understand, but if you wanna talk about it, or just talk about anything I'll be there to listen—you spoke with a warm smile, waiting a second before standing up and starting to walk to the door, being stopped not long after by a tug in your wrist.

—Can you stay?—he asked, looking away from you.

You nodded once more, turning around and getting ready to pull out a chair to sit on it as you waited for him to fall asleep, instead he moved back on his bed, lifting te covers as a clear invite to lay next to him. Your brain stopped working for a second, on the next second you regretted accepting but it was clearly too late to say no, let alone really rude, so you took off your shoes and layed there, so close to the edge of the bed that the slightest movement would make you fall off of it, you heard Kayn mutter a small thank you while yawning before closing his eyes, drifting off to sleep shortly after, you didn't know or undertand why something as simple as this could bring him so much comfort yet you were happy that it did, you also were happy that you got to watch the calm expression on his face as he rested, laughing lightly after hearing some light snores come from him. You quickly catched up to the butterflies on your stomach and lovedumb smile on your face and forced yourself to reationalize this situation straight away to stop your heart from beating so fast, thinking to yourself how this was just another way of taking care of his health by helping him get a goodnight's sleep, the night quickly going away as the sun started to shine, casting its light on the room and on your eyebags from not sleeping on the entire night yet again. You wished you could stay a bit longer but you had already spent to much time in his room, leaving the infirmary and your patients unattended, you moved gently out of the bed trying not to wake him up, putting on your shoes and looking back at Kayn before leaving, wondering what he was dreaming about as you walked the hallways.

—You weren't back in five—said Royce, pulling the courtain back as he stared you down once you opened the door, noticing a long, dark hair strand on your clothes and your also dark eyebags.

A Kayn lol x reader fanfic part 5 master list

As the weeks passed you missed your friends and family even more, you also wondered what happened in your world. Did you dissapear without a trace or did everyone forget about you? If you did dissapear where they looking for you? The only things that kept your mind off these thoughts was work, even if you had no patients to take care of at night you still stayed in the nursery filling out forms, making training plans and diets or just simply studying, a few acolytes had shown their concerns for your health but you brushed them away with the best lies you could come up with and even if most of them didn't exactly believe you they didn't press on the issue further. You were planning on staying awake for yet another night in the nursery, but when you looked towards the window at the light casted by the sun and the clear sky you felt like taking a small walk outside, something that you had been warned not to do but what was the worst that could happen anyway?

You placed your coat on your shoulders as you walked outside, a soft, chilly breeze brushing away your drowsiness as you started walking, noticing how actually pretty the land around the order's HQ was. It was surrounded by a thick line of trees of various sizes and even colors, if there was something that you loved about Ionia it was how magic everything was in the most literal sense, never in your life would you had expected to see a pair of bright eyes looking at you in the shadows casted by the tree lines, what was even more weird is that one was yellow and the other one was red and the way that they looked at you, apparently finding your creeped out expression funny, sent chills down your spine. You blinked hard and even rubbed your eyes thinking that you were hallucinating from the lack of sleep and when you finally looked at the spot where you saw those eyes a sigh of relief escaped you when they were no longer there.

—Boo—said something in your ear, voice gravely and with a slight pinch of playfulness.

You didn't even turn to look at it because you passed out from the scare right then and there, the only reason why your body hadn't collapsed on the ground was because the person that scared you was holding you up. Kayn put his fingers on the pulse of your neck, sensing that you were still alive and letting out a relieved sigh seconds after, he left you softly on the floor, for some reason the idea of carrying you to the infirmary or just simply inside not even crossing his mind. Your body, on the other hand, was more than relieved to finally be able to momentarily shut down making it so a normal loss of conciousness of less than 5 minutes extended to a full on 6 hour nap and Kayn (bless his heart) stood next to your sleeping body all of this time.

—Great, you killed them—spoke the scythe, tone sounding like this was more of an inconvenience than anything else.

—I didn't Rhaast, I scared them—he looked down at your body, tapping you with the hilt of the scythe and watching you respond to it—see? Not dead.

The scythe only answered with a sigh, the conversation dying with it. Eventually you started to move, seemingly a bit annoyed by the itchi grass on your skin and the bugs crawling over your limbs; first you had scrunched your nose, then started shifting and only when your braincells actually made sparks did you realize that you were laying outside on the grass with no idea of why you were even outside on the first place, your eyes shoot open the next second and as you tried to stare at the sunset sky painted with a beatiful mix of orange and pink tones, the pristine white of the clouds adding to its beauty which was quickly overshadowed by Kayn's masive head looking at you. You grimanced a bit but then decided to let it go, too tired to even want to engange in any sort of banter, only now that you were awake did Kayn lay on the floor next to you, looking at the sky just like you did.

—I thought you were dead—he said.

"I wish I was", you thought, obviously not making that comment after the bad experience you had before when making a similar type of joke.

—It was payback, wasn't it?—you questioned, a light laugh from him being all the confirmation you needed.

You stayed in silence, laying next to each other until the cold of the night was too much to bear for you, however if it was up to Kayn you two could sleep there, after all the guy never wore a shirt so his resistance to the cold was something out of this world. You stood up in one swift motion, not offering your hand to him to help him stand because you knew what it would do to you, instead you started walking towards the order's HQ.

—I'll be leaving for a difficult mission tomorrow—he said right behind you, you didn't even notice when he stood up.

—Okay, good luck—you answered, not sure what else to say.

Kayn nodded, not knowing what to answer either, he might be a master with every weapon out there and fully trained in shadow magic, but when it came to making up small talk with you he was at a complete loss. A thick, uncomfortable silence followed the both of you as you walked inside the building, nodding at each other when you had to take a corner that would separate your path.

The next day came fast, or maybe at a normal speed since this night you had actually gotten some sleep, either way that day you decided to see everyone who was going to join Kayn's mission off. You stood in front of the door, a step behind Zed as he gave them a brief run down and some unexpected words of encouragement, as you looked at the blades of grass you noted a soft layer of frost on them, then you saw the clouds coming out of each acolyte's breathing, in that second you knew that whoever returned alive they would most like end up sick because of the cold. While going over your internal monologue Zed stopped talking, everyone turned around and walked off except you, who stood on that front door, freezing your toes off as you saw them dissapear into the forest, next you looked at the sunrise, the blue and yellow of the sky making the frozen grass shine. You sighed before remembering the cloud coming out of your mouth, then did it a couple more times simply because you were mesmerized by it before going back inside, working as you usually did until for some reason you were told to go somewhere and as the best employee of the month you went there... You went to a battle field, one filled with corpses and blood and everything that you knew would make you spend a fortune on a therapist to even begin to comprehend the amount of bloodshed and death, lucky for you however by the time you got there the battle was already over, however that didn't mean that you didn't have to work on the few that survived. That's when you saw Kayn covered in blood, you hoped that it wasn't his blood and just a second later you raised your voice to get him to come with you.

When I saw Ahsoka's sith eyes I literally had to take a second to calm down and fan my face. Like, I know that being a sith and therefore having sith eyes goes against her whole character but it got me thinking.

Imagine Sith! Ahsoka:

Who's just lost so much and she can't loose you too.

Who needs to have you in her line of sight the entire time.

Who has deep trust issues (and might not completely trust you either) so she's always up in you business.

And with trust issues comes jealousy, so she isolates the both of you in some planet and you'll have everything you need, which is her!

In the rare chance that you two have to go to a town or something she's always behind you, not just to keep you safe, but to keep you in check too.

Who is still soft spoken and has a beautiful smile but there's something sinister behind it.

Ahsoka genuinely thinks that you can't fend for yourself, but that's okay, that's why she's there!

If she can keep her hand on you the entire day then she will, even better if she can leave some marks.

You two are always together but just on a physical level, Ahsoka never tells you about herself or how she feels or if something is wrong or right...

So when Ahsoka finally opens up you understand her, not excuse her. Still, you comfort her, tell her sweet nothings, hold her close and try to make sense out of her jammed mind.

And Ahsoka is so grateful for that that even if she's still a little suspicious she lets you walk off her sight, after all you two have such a deep connection that she can sense if you're going to leave her, right?

So now you're presented with a choice: stay with Ahsoka or leave.

If you stay then she'll be more than happy, it will be practically impossible to bring her back to the light side, but there's always hope!

But if you leave then things will clearly not end well for you. Once she catches you and brings you back then Ahsoka will make sure one way or the other that you never leave her again.