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coming up with the absolutely most deranged ways to keep my dysphoria at bay when referring to my body but honestly if it works it works

screaming why did i make a sona and suddenly it makes me dysphoric wtf

Sometimes people will get mad at autistic representation because it is "too disabled" to be associated with so therefore it's not "good." I've seen this with stuff like the autistic barbie, but also it does go for real life. The whole "I'm a good autistic, I can be valuable" when that shouldn't be how we have to defend our existance. People are made to be profitable, and there is so much pressure to be valuable and when someone can't work because of disability, they are shamed. Higher vs lower support needs becomes when an autistic person who can work tries to make themselves "the good ones" and don't want to be associated. It's internalized ableism, and it hurts other autistic people so much.

i love paying artists and omg i love this artists work and i cant draw object sonas myself so its like, this is great, ima have an objectsona drawing and shit

As much as I liked Jazzy's voice work, I also understand why she was fired. I keep seeing people defending her by saying she didn't know, but also I think that is the issue.