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taylor swift // 1989 vault tracks rp lyrics meme.
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"slut!"
what if all i need is you?
got love-struck.
got lovesick all over my bed.
love to think you'll never forget.
love thorns all over this rose.
i'll pay the price, you won't.
they might as well be looking at us.
if they call me a slut, you know, it might be worth it for once.
if i'm gonna be drunk i might as well be drunk in love.
everyone wants him.
in a world of boys, he's a gentleman.
you're not saying you're in love with me.
it might blow up in your pretty face.
say don't go.
we're a shot in the darkest dark.
the waiting is a sadness.
fading into madness.
it won't stop.
i'm standing on a tightrope, alone.
i'm holding out hope.
i'm holding out hope for you to say 'don't go'.
i would stay forever.
i would stay forever if you say 'don't go'.
why'd you have to lead me on?
why'd you have to twist the knife?
why'd you have to twist the knife, walk away and leave me bleeding?
why'd you whisper in the dark just to leave me in the night?
your silence has me screaming.
you kiss me and it stops time.
i'm yours, but you're not mine.
you're not there.
i was trying to see the cards that you won't show.
i'm about to fold.
why'd you have to make me want you?
why'd you have to give me nothing back?
why'd you have to make me love you?
i said 'i love you', you say nothing back.
i want you more.
now that we don't talk.
i guess i'll never, ever know now that we don't talk.
it looks like you're trying lives on.
i miss the old ways.
you didn't have to change.
i guess i don't have a say.
the more i gave, you'd want me less.
i can't pretend it's platonic.
it's just ended.
guess maybe i am better off.
the only way back to my dignity was to turn into a shrouded mystery.
guess this is how it has to be.
suburban legends.
all was quickly forgiven.
you were so magnetic.
i didn't come here to make friends.
we were born to be suburban legends.
when you hold me, it holds me together.
you kiss me in a way that's gonna screw me up forever.
you'd be more than a chapter in my old diaries.
i can still see you now.
i know that you still remember.
we were born to be national treasures.
i broke my own heart.
i broke my own heart coz you were too polite to do it.
my whole life's ruined.
is it over now?
you still wouldn't go.
you dream of my mouth.
was it over?
is it over now?
your new girl is my clone.
did you think i didn't see you?
at least i had the decency to keep my nights out of sight.
i think about jumping off of very tall somethings.
if she's got blue eyes i will surmise that you'll probably date her.
you search in every model's bed for something greater.
eitherĀ playingĀ chickenĀ orĀ catĀ andĀ mouse,Ā orĀ bothĀ gamesĀ atĀ once.Ā competentĀ playersĀ playingĀ forĀ kicks;Ā oneĀ wouldĀ haveĀ toĀ beĀ blindĀ toĀ denyĀ theirĀ mutualĀ attraction.Ā pretendĀ opponentsĀ thatĀ bothĀ areĀ afterĀ oneĀ sameĀ ambition.Ā aĀ smileĀ tugsĀ onĀ hisĀ lipsĀ atĀ herĀ confession,Ā heĀ likesĀ herĀ eyesĀ onĀ him,Ā butĀ heĀ willĀ notĀ fallĀ forĀ theĀ bait.Ā itāsĀ aĀ comfortĀ toĀ knowĀ thatĀ sheĀ keepsĀ anĀ eyeĀ outĀ forĀ him,Ā asĀ heĀ doesĀ her.Ā oliveĀ eyesĀ instinctuallyĀ scanĀ aĀ seaĀ ofĀ peopleĀ fromĀ hisĀ pedestalĀ nightĀ afterĀ night.Ā ofĀ allĀ mouthsĀ chantingĀ hisĀ lyrics,Ā heāsĀ onlyĀ particularlyĀ interested Ā inĀ one.Ā itĀ bordersĀ onĀ risky,Ā howĀ heĀ beginsĀ toĀ performĀ forĀ aĀ singleĀ spectator.Ā butĀ billyĀ dunneĀ doesnātĀ reallyĀ doĀ anythingĀ half-assed.Ā heĀ fallsĀ as hard asĀ heĀ plays.Ā withĀ eachĀ stopĀ onĀ theĀ tour,Ā heĀ wandersĀ furtherĀ offĀ intoĀ theĀ deepĀ end.Ā Ā Ā āĀ mustĀ makeĀ aĀ boringĀ watch.Ā āĀ Ā Ā anĀ unexpectedĀ turnĀ ofĀ events.Ā hazelwoodāsĀ veryĀ ownĀ casanovaĀ hadĀ skippedĀ townĀ andĀ leftĀ hisĀ girl-hoppingĀ habitsĀ atĀ home.Ā heāsĀ beenĀ aĀ saint,Ā anĀ unbecomingĀ evolution.Ā plentyĀ ofĀ theĀ appealĀ ofĀ tourĀ residedĀ onĀ theĀ opportunities.Ā someĀ fractionsĀ ofĀ theĀ sixĀ takeĀ advantageĀ ofĀ itĀ moreĀ thanĀ others:Ā Ā Ā āĀ soĀ rojasĀ isĀ ourĀ topĀ scorer,Ā huh?Ā canātĀ sayĀ iāmĀ surprised.Ā ā
heĀ isĀ notĀ aboveĀ asking.Ā notĀ whenĀ itĀ comesĀ toĀ whatĀ heĀ wantsĀ āĀ or Ā whom,Ā forĀ thatĀ matter.Ā sheĀ leavesĀ theĀ doorĀ open,Ā butĀ billyĀ isĀ dead-setĀ onĀ makingĀ herĀ sweat.Ā aĀ tasteĀ ofĀ herĀ ownĀ medicine,Ā thoughĀ herĀ companyĀ isĀ hisĀ favoriteĀ ailment.Ā Ā Ā āĀ noted.Ā āĀ Ā Ā fumesĀ fillsĀ hisĀ lungsĀ andĀ heāsĀ feelĀ warm,Ā atĀ homeĀ withĀ theĀ chemicalĀ burnĀ makingĀ itsĀ wayĀ acrossĀ hisĀ system.Ā billyĀ doesnātĀ makeĀ muchĀ ofĀ aĀ thief,Ā heĀ offersĀ theĀ cigaretteĀ backĀ toĀ her,Ā moreĀ ofĀ aĀ symbolicĀ gestureĀ consideringĀ theĀ remainder.Ā Ā Ā āĀ maybeĀ iĀ amĀ holdingĀ back.Ā āĀ Ā Ā theĀ veryĀ textbookĀ definitionĀ ofĀ restraint,Ā atĀ theĀ moment,Ā bothĀ onĀ paperĀ andĀ off.Ā billyĀ doesĀ notĀ seekĀ outĀ criticism,Ā ratherĀ dreadsĀ it.Ā butĀ whenĀ daisyĀ beginsĀ toĀ pickĀ atĀ them,Ā heĀ knowsĀ itĀ comesĀ fromĀ aĀ caringĀ place.Ā sheĀ choseĀ them;Ā heās Ā seenĀ her.Ā aĀ perfectĀ devoteeĀ toĀ theĀ music.Ā daisyĀ experiencesĀ theirĀ songsĀ theĀ wayĀ theyāreĀ meant.Ā billyĀ isĀ veryĀ awareĀ thatĀ whateverĀ itĀ isĀ thatĀ theyāreĀ doing,Ā itĀ existsĀ parallelĀ toĀ theĀ loyaltyĀ sheĀ hasĀ forĀ theĀ medium.Ā heĀ canĀ hearĀ theĀ alterationsĀ inĀ hisĀ mindāsĀ ear:Ā aĀ lessĀ tinny,Ā moreĀ tenderĀ sound.Ā daisyĀ knowsĀ whatĀ sheāsĀ talkingĀ aboutĀ andĀ theĀ lackĀ ofĀ doubtĀ inĀ herĀ wordsĀ makesĀ himĀ wantĀ herĀ allĀ theĀ moreĀ forĀ it.Ā heĀ doesĀ notĀ takeĀ offense:Ā aĀ first.Ā Ā Ā āĀ iĀ didnātĀ knowĀ thereĀ wasĀ soĀ muchĀ roomĀ forĀ improvement.Ā itĀ seemsĀ likeĀ weĀ needĀ youĀ desperately.Ā āĀ Ā Ā heĀ leersĀ asĀ hisĀ headĀ cants,Ā aĀ glimmerĀ ofĀ cravingĀ evidentĀ inĀ hisĀ eyes,Ā callingĀ herĀ name.Ā Ā Ā āĀ maybeĀ we Ā canĀ reachĀ someĀ kindĀ ofĀ arrangementĀ forĀ yourĀ services?Ā āĀ Ā Ā itĀ isĀ hisĀ turnĀ toĀ leaveĀ outĀ feelers.Ā Ā Ā āĀ mutuallyĀ beneficial,Ā ofĀ course. Ā ā
lightĀ sizzlingĀ fromĀ theĀ cigaretteĀ wasĀ putĀ out,Ā theĀ remainderĀ ofĀ itĀ ashesĀ leftĀ inĀ aĀ tray.Ā forĀ aĀ lostĀ girl,Ā daisyĀ feltĀ belonging.Ā inĀ thatĀ van,Ā inĀ frontĀ ofĀ theĀ stageĀ withĀ theĀ crowdĀ screamingĀ hisĀ nameĀ āĀ mostĀ ofĀ all,Ā inĀ theĀ eyesĀ staringĀ atĀ her.Ā aĀ rockstar,Ā andĀ heĀ wasĀ lookingĀ atĀ herĀ likeĀ sheĀ wasĀ it.Ā heĀ wasĀ theĀ spotlightĀ shiningĀ onĀ theĀ placeĀ sheĀ occupied.Ā ā iĀ preferĀ itĀ thatĀ way.Ā youĀ andĀ iĀ bothĀ knowĀ thatĀ noneĀ ofĀ thoseĀ girlsĀ couldĀ giveĀ youĀ whatĀ youĀ want. ā Ā alwaysĀ bold,Ā toĀ aĀ faultĀ perhaps.Ā confidenceĀ radiating,Ā aĀ qualityĀ gainedĀ fromĀ discoveringĀ herselfĀ inĀ theĀ music.Ā browĀ quirkedĀ upwardsĀ withĀ aĀ smirkĀ andĀ theĀ shakeĀ ofĀ aĀ head,Ā ā itĀ wouldĀ beĀ you.Ā womenĀ areĀ obsessedĀ withĀ drummers,Ā butĀ notĀ asĀ muchĀ asĀ theyĀ areĀ leadĀ singers. āĀ unapproachable,Ā thatĀ wasĀ theĀ reputationĀ heĀ hadĀ developed.Ā aĀ challengeĀ toĀ getĀ himĀ alone.Ā oneĀ sheĀ hadĀ beenĀ determinedĀ toĀ succeedĀ in.Ā daisyĀ crossedĀ herĀ legs,Ā thighsĀ pressingĀ together,Ā herĀ bootĀ cladĀ legĀ bouncing.Ā beingĀ stillĀ wasnātĀ aĀ skillĀ sheĀ hadĀ masteredĀ quiteĀ yet.Ā andĀ itĀ wasĀ doubtfulĀ thatĀ sheĀ everĀ would.Ā Ā
aĀ selfĀ appointedĀ musicĀ expert. daisyĀ knewĀ whatĀ sheĀ wasĀ lookingĀ forĀ inĀ theirĀ sound,Ā andĀ sheĀ knewĀ itĀ wouldĀ beĀ theĀ stepĀ toĀ takeĀ themĀ inĀ theĀ rightĀ direction.Ā ā youāreĀ greatĀ atĀ whatĀ youĀ do,Ā billy.Ā youĀ canĀ keepĀ aĀ crowdāsĀ attention.Ā youĀ haveĀ theĀ mostĀ beautifulĀ voiceĀ iāveĀ heard.Ā itāsĀ justĀ āĀ theĀ wordsĀ youāreĀ singing,Ā iĀ wantĀ toĀ feelĀ them, āĀ herĀ handĀ restedĀ overĀ theĀ leftĀ ofĀ herĀ chest,Ā ā iĀ wantĀ youĀ toĀ breakĀ myĀ heartĀ andĀ pieceĀ itĀ backĀ togetherĀ allĀ withĀ aĀ singleĀ bridge. āĀ heĀ couldĀ doĀ it.Ā sheĀ knewĀ thatĀ heĀ wouldĀ beĀ ableĀ to. Ā theĀ partsĀ wereĀ there,Ā heĀ justĀ neededĀ toĀ beĀ bold. Ā sheĀ replacedĀ theĀ spaceĀ beneathĀ herĀ palmĀ byĀ pressingĀ itĀ overĀ hisĀ heartĀ instead.Ā theĀ steadyĀ thrumming,Ā beatingĀ againstĀ herĀ fingertips. Ā āthat?Ā feelĀ that?Ā nowĀ writeĀ somethingĀ thatĀ willĀ makeĀ meĀ feelĀ this. āĀ aĀ waveĀ hadĀ washedĀ overĀ her.Ā theĀ tensionĀ alwaysĀ hadĀ beenĀ there, Ā theĀ passion, Ā butĀ itĀ wasĀ tangible.Ā sheĀ couldĀ quiteĀ literallyĀ feelĀ it.Ā Ā
theĀ bandĀ hadĀ playedĀ melodiesĀ straightĀ intoĀ herĀ chest.Ā sheĀ hadĀ grownĀ attachedĀ toĀ itĀ all.Ā theĀ sound,Ā theĀ lateĀ nights,Ā taggingĀ alongĀ forĀ theĀ ride.Ā theyĀ couldĀ goĀ allĀ theĀ way.Ā theĀ sixāsĀ potentialĀ wasnātĀ evenĀ nearlyĀ beingĀ reached.Ā itĀ wouldĀ beĀ cruelĀ notĀ toĀ giveĀ themĀ herĀ assistance, Ā right?Ā daisyĀ didnātĀ moveĀ anĀ inch.Ā herĀ handĀ stayedĀ whereĀ itĀ was,Ā fingersĀ onlyĀ microscopicallyĀ twitchingĀ toĀ curlĀ intoĀ hisĀ denim.Ā ā iĀ couldĀ helpĀ youĀ beĀ theĀ biggestĀ bandĀ inĀ theĀ world.Ā allĀ itĀ takesĀ isĀ someĀ tuning, āĀ sheĀ swallowed,Ā chestĀ risingĀ andĀ falling.Ā lettingĀ theĀ silenceĀ linger,Ā itĀ wasĀ finallyĀ broken, Ā ā thenĀ tellĀ me, Ā billyĀ dunne.Ā whatĀ doĀ youĀ haveĀ inĀ mindĀ thatĀ willĀ benefitĀ me? ā

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i wanna see [ name ] .
well , that's not fair , is it ?!
oh my god , you look like crap .
i didn't miss your birthday , did i ?
something really weird just happened at the train station .
what the hell is wrong with you ?
listen to me , [ name ] , i'm only gonna ask you this once .
oh , i'm fine by the way , thank you .
get in the car .
when you don't give a damn , i get pissed .
you'd better be ready . are you ready ?
you're sure as hell overdressed . what , were you out all night or something ?
this shit is as hard as it gets . but you've gotta stop making it worse .
i panicked , what do you want me to say ?
i'm kidding . where's your wit gone ?
you don't have to babysit me , dipshit .
i know this thing's got you all twisted up , but try to forgive yourself .
[ name ] , open the goddamn door !
yeah , the last thing i am is special .
[ name ] , where have you been ?
where have i been ? uh .. long story .
oh , jesus , are you alright ?
you have a few words , [ name ] ? anything you want to express ?
plead your mercy & your pity .
love is imperfection itself .
say it . go ahead , say it's my fault .
who the hell are you ?
of course not . you think we'd let that happen ?
i'm at home , you've got it all wrong .
you know what ? don't . i'm going to ignore that .
i'm worried you're losing the plot again .
sorry , i've got ... i've got a lot of work to do .
i mean , what am i supposed to do ?
you don't have to take this on .
i can't keep waking up every night , checking your breathing , worried you're mixing your meds , booze ... god knows what else .
i knew it was too good to be true .
why would you help such a stupid plan ?
i'm not going to play [ name ] in the middle .
i'm not dirty , i just freaked out .
if there is another version of this story ...
walk me through it again . so i know you won't crack under questioning .
you're making me nervous .
finally ! where have you been ?
who am i speaking to ?
how did you find me ?
idiot . do you even know who you're talking to ?
i don't care who you are .
nope , that is not my responsibility .
go , & wait for a call .
what i'm trying to do is move on .
we have known each other for awhile now , [ name ] .
i nailed it , man . every detail .
come on , [ name ] , give me a little love here !
you know , my skin just breaks out every time i leave downtown .
whoa , hey , [ name ] - you always do this to me !
i don't do backup , i don't even know what backup is !
i got stuck , i was running from my own shit .
i'm not giving you shit 'til you give me some answers .
don't ! do not shoot me , please !
seriously , it's life or death .
am i going insane ?
why,Ā why,Ā why?Ā sheĀ isĀ aĀ brokenĀ record,Ā repeatingĀ aĀ melodyĀ heĀ doesĀ notĀ wantĀ toĀ hearĀ overĀ andĀ overĀ again.Ā sheāsĀ outĀ toĀ getĀ him.Ā heĀ canĀ pictureĀ herĀ pickingĀ atĀ everyĀ pieceĀ ofĀ him,Ā untilĀ heĀ disintegrates.Ā orĀ fightsĀ back.Ā heĀ haltsĀ inĀ hisĀ cornerĀ ofĀ theĀ ring,Ā theĀ gravelĀ rollsĀ beneathĀ hisĀ sole,Ā itchingĀ himĀ forward,Ā butĀ heĀ instinctuallyĀ inchesĀ back.Ā andĀ itĀ isĀ exhausting,Ā constantlyĀ draggingĀ himselfĀ awayĀ fromĀ herĀ magnetism.Ā armsĀ akimboĀ inĀ aĀ duelingĀ stanceĀ sheĀ mimicsĀ asĀ sheĀ drawsĀ near,Ā menacingĀ andĀ enticing.Ā theĀ dreadĀ causesĀ hisĀ heartĀ beginsĀ poundingĀ fasterĀ inĀ hisĀ chest.Ā itāsĀ nothingĀ new:Ā sheĀ eclipsesĀ billyĀ andĀ heĀ picksĀ upĀ herĀ familiarĀ scent,Ā hasĀ begunĀ toĀ memorizeĀ theĀ wayĀ herĀ handsomeĀ featuresĀ lookĀ fromĀ thisĀ angle.Ā up-close,Ā heĀ getsĀ aĀ betterĀ lookĀ ofĀ her.Ā itāsĀ aĀ cruelĀ trade,Ā sinceĀ itĀ meansĀ daisyĀ canĀ seeĀ throughĀ himĀ rightĀ back.Ā hisĀ lipsĀ areĀ pursed,Ā holdingĀ backĀ sentimentsĀ ofĀ distressĀ dueĀ toĀ theĀ patheticĀ unequivocableĀ truth:Ā heĀ wasĀ aboutĀ toĀ giveĀ inĀ toĀ her.Ā itĀ wasĀ boundĀ toĀ happenĀ soonerĀ orĀ later,Ā butĀ itsĀ inevitablyĀ doesĀ littleĀ toĀ easeĀ hisĀ anxiety.Ā becauseĀ thisĀ isĀ whoĀ heĀ isĀ atĀ hisĀ core:Ā aĀ weakĀ manĀ whoseĀ promisesĀ meanĀ nextĀ toĀ nothing.Ā
heĀ putsĀ theĀ musicĀ first.Ā inĀ thisĀ particularĀ instanceĀ (andĀ inĀ severalĀ otherĀ worksĀ inĀ progress),Ā sheĀ isĀ theĀ music,Ā too.Ā itĀ comesĀ atĀ theĀ costĀ ofĀ hisĀ resolveĀ butĀ theĀ futileĀ exerciseĀ hasĀ wornĀ himĀ down.Ā Ā Ā soĀ talkĀ heĀ does.Ā āĀ āāĀ becauseĀ thisĀ isĀ theĀ song,Ā daisy!Ā āĀ Ā Ā irritatedĀ wordsĀ comeĀ inĀ theĀ formĀ ofĀ aĀ whine,Ā hisĀ eyesĀ pressedĀ shupĀ asĀ heĀ stepsĀ intoĀ theĀ trap,Ā willingly.Ā Ā Ā āĀ youĀ andĀ me.Ā thisĀ thingĀ rightĀ here. āĀ Ā Ā heĀ hasĀ runĀ outĀ ofĀ words.Ā heāsĀ usedĀ themĀ allĀ upĀ onĀ aĀ coupleĀ ofĀ verses.Ā aĀ handĀ cradlesĀ herĀ faceĀ asĀ hisĀ foreheadĀ grazesĀ hers,Ā holdingĀ herĀ asĀ ifĀ sheĀ wereĀ aĀ fragileĀ thingĀ andĀ notĀ hisĀ tormentor.Ā theĀ leadingĀ roleĀ inĀ theĀ darkĀ comedyĀ thatĀ hasĀ becomeĀ ofĀ hisĀ life.Ā
heĀ breathesĀ aĀ littleĀ easierĀ halfwayĀ throughĀ theĀ declaration,Ā findingĀ aĀ silverĀ liningĀ asĀ pullsĀ awayĀ slightlyĀ toĀ seekĀ herĀ glance.Ā forĀ once,Ā heĀ getsĀ toĀ beĀ theĀ oneĀ toĀ tellĀ herĀ whatĀ sheĀ wantsĀ toĀ hear.Ā heĀ willĀ relishĀ theĀ tasteĀ ofĀ theĀ confessionĀ onĀ hisĀ tongue,Ā inĀ caseĀ itĀ isĀ theĀ firstĀ andĀ lastĀ timeĀ heĀ canĀ beĀ thisĀ honest.Ā heĀ wantsĀ toĀ watchĀ asĀ theĀ satisfactionĀ takesĀ overĀ herĀ expression.Ā toĀ beĀ theĀ oneĀ toĀ giveĀ herĀ thatĀ win.Ā Ā Ā āĀ iĀ needĀ youĀ forĀ itĀ toĀ beĀ real,Ā alright?Ā honest,Ā likeĀ youĀ sayĀ āĀ Ā Ā sheāsĀ soĀ closeĀ theirĀ nosesĀ touch,Ā butĀ heĀ cannotĀ kissĀ her.Ā andĀ theĀ songĀ willĀ beĀ allĀ theĀ betterĀ forĀ it.Ā heĀ followsĀ oneĀ finalĀ instruction,Ā noĀ debtĀ leftĀ unpaid.Ā Ā Ā āĀ andĀ ofĀ course,Ā iĀ fuckingĀ wantĀ you.Ā āĀ Ā Ā andĀ itĀ becomesĀ obviousĀ toĀ himĀ thenĀ thatĀ itĀ willĀ notĀ beĀ theĀ only timeĀ heĀ willĀ utterĀ tellĀ herĀ thoseĀ words.Ā
forĀ aĀ minute,Ā theĀ worldĀ stoppedĀ spinning.Ā rippedĀ offĀ itsĀ axis.Ā becauseĀ heĀ wasĀ rightĀ there, Ā touchingĀ her,Ā scorchingĀ herĀ skinĀ withĀ theĀ brushĀ ofĀ hisĀ thumbs.Ā andĀ heĀ wasĀ surrendering.Ā theĀ sunĀ burningĀ whiteĀ likeĀ theĀ flagĀ heĀ wasĀ waving.Ā muchĀ likeĀ herself,Ā billyĀ didnātĀ backĀ down.Ā provenĀ wrongĀ inĀ oneĀ respectĀ toĀ beĀ provenĀ rightĀ inĀ theĀ waysĀ thatĀ wereĀ important.Ā thisĀ wasĀ herĀ winning.Ā victorious;Ā sheĀ gotĀ theĀ confessionĀ sheĀ wanted.Ā whyĀ didĀ sheĀ feelĀ atĀ hisĀ mercy,Ā then?Ā piercingĀ lionĀ gazeĀ turnedĀ toĀ gazelle.Ā theĀ predatorĀ fell toĀ preyĀ allĀ fromĀ aĀ touch. Ā melting,Ā eyesĀ shutting,Ā becauseĀ sheĀ couldnātĀ lookĀ atĀ him.Ā notĀ rightĀ now.Ā sheĀ wasĀ inĀ dangerĀ ofĀ fallingĀ evenĀ moreĀ inĀ loveĀ withĀ him. Ā daisyĀ breathedĀ inĀ throughĀ herĀ nose,Ā chestĀ rising.Ā daringĀ toĀ getĀ closer,Ā pressingĀ upĀ untilĀ theĀ pointĀ thatĀ theyĀ couldĀ fallĀ intoĀ oneĀ another.Ā itĀ wasĀ neverĀ enough.Ā itĀ wasĀ thenĀ thatĀ sheĀ reallyĀ understoodĀ theĀ song,Ā relatedĀ toĀ itĀ inĀ herĀ ownĀ way.Ā twinĀ soulsĀ splitĀ apart,Ā pleadingĀ toĀ beĀ broughtĀ backĀ together.Ā Ā
sheĀ hadĀ beenĀ soĀ focusedĀ onĀ gettingĀ himĀ toĀ divulgeĀ hisĀ truth,Ā giveĀ herĀ exactlyĀ whatĀ sheĀ wantedĀ āĀ sheĀ didnātĀ thinkĀ farĀ enoughĀ ahead.Ā itĀ neverĀ occurredĀ toĀ herĀ thatĀ sheĀ wouldĀ win.Ā itĀ neverĀ occurredĀ toĀ herĀ thatĀ sheĀ wouldĀ haveĀ toĀ planĀ theĀ nextĀ step.Ā āĀ itāsĀ addictive.Ā iĀ know,Ā ā sheĀ keptĀ comingĀ backĀ forĀ more.Ā heĀ leftĀ anĀ imprintĀ onĀ herĀ brainĀ fromĀ theĀ momentĀ theyĀ met,Ā unableĀ toĀ clearĀ out.Ā herĀ handsĀ wereĀ gluedĀ toĀ herĀ sides,Ā theĀ onlyĀ shredĀ ofĀ restraintĀ sheĀ grantedĀ him.Ā them.Ā goodĀ storytellingĀ requiresĀ sacrifice.Ā daisyĀ wasĀ givingĀ upĀ herĀ wantsĀ forĀ theĀ betterĀ ofĀ theĀ fuckingĀ song.Ā shit,Ā sheĀ soundedĀ likeĀ him.Ā Ā
ā okay. āĀ herĀ handsĀ didnātĀ betrayĀ her,Ā butĀ herĀ eyesĀ did.Ā theyĀ snappedĀ open,Ā searchingĀ his.Ā andĀ downĀ sheĀ went.Ā deeperĀ andĀ deeperĀ intoĀ thisĀ pitĀ heĀ hadĀ pushedĀ herĀ into.Ā mouthĀ spreadĀ intoĀ aĀ closedĀ lipĀ smile.Ā itĀ wasnātĀ oneĀ ofĀ satisfaction,Ā itĀ wasĀ genuine.Ā theĀ littleĀ thingsĀ broughtĀ herĀ joy,Ā andĀ billyĀ beingĀ honestĀ wasĀ oneĀ ofĀ them.Ā theĀ tugĀ ofĀ thatĀ stringĀ draggingĀ themĀ closer.Ā ā iāllĀ goĀ backĀ inĀ there.Ā butĀ weāreĀ doingĀ thisĀ myĀ way.Ā iāmĀ notĀ goingĀ toĀ beĀ hidingĀ behindĀ theĀ glass.Ā youāreĀ gonnaĀ haveĀ toĀ singĀ itĀ rightĀ inĀ frontĀ ofĀ myĀ face, āĀ nowĀ sheĀ wasĀ smirking.Ā creativeĀ genius;Ā sheĀ knewĀ theĀ tensionĀ wouldĀ beĀ tangible.Ā soĀ close,Ā yetĀ soĀ far.Ā aĀ runningĀ themeĀ betweenĀ them.Ā daisyĀ paused, Ā relishingĀ theĀ peace,Ā havingĀ himĀ inĀ herĀ corner.Ā thenĀ herĀ handsĀ cameĀ upĀ betweenĀ them.Ā shovingĀ herselfĀ freeĀ fromĀ hisĀ touch,Ā ā thenĀ goĀ inĀ thereĀ andĀ singĀ likeĀ youĀ fuckingĀ meanĀ it. ā Ā echoingĀ hisĀ sentimentĀ backĀ toĀ him,Ā sheĀ tookĀ theĀ firstĀ stepsĀ backĀ intoĀ theĀ studio,Ā leavingĀ himĀ toĀ followĀ behind.Ā theyĀ couldĀ buildĀ thisĀ tension, Ā letĀ itĀ outĀ inĀ aĀ song,Ā butĀ sheĀ knewĀ whatĀ sheĀ wantedĀ whenĀ theĀ sessionĀ wasĀ over.Ā itĀ wasĀ goingĀ toĀ spillĀ over,Ā theyĀ hadĀ pushedĀ itĀ tooĀ farĀ thisĀ time.Ā nearingĀ anĀ explosion.Ā
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heĀ swallowsĀ downĀ hisĀ fascination,Ā channelingĀ intoĀ mereĀ amusement.Ā wereĀ heĀ stillĀ inĀ hazelwoodĀ theĀ imageĀ ofĀ aĀ ladyĀ cursingĀ atĀ aĀ lighterĀ beforeĀ tossingĀ itĀ awayĀ mightĀ haveĀ struckĀ himĀ asĀ alarmĀ bells.Ā inĀ losĀ angeles,Ā however,Ā daisyĀ jonesĀ doesĀ anĀ excellentĀ jobĀ atĀ makingĀ itĀ seemĀ compelling.Ā sheĀ doesĀ notĀ appearĀ aĀ damselĀ inĀ distress,Ā butĀ heĀ doesĀ hisĀ bestĀ renditionĀ atĀ comingĀ toĀ theĀ rescue.Ā searchingĀ palmsĀ patĀ overĀ hisĀ pocket,Ā theĀ lighterĀ sitsĀ inĀ theĀ sameĀ pocketĀ asĀ hisĀ mostlyĀ emptyĀ wallet,Ā heĀ fishesĀ itĀ out.Ā aptĀ fingersĀ flipĀ theĀ lidĀ open,Ā producingĀ aĀ flame,Ā andĀ jealouslyĀ waitsĀ forĀ theĀ cigaretteĀ toĀ beĀ placedĀ betweenĀ herĀ lipsĀ onceĀ more.Ā Ā Ā āĀ yeah,Ā fuckĀ āemĀ all.Ā āĀ Ā Ā billyĀ doesĀ notĀ seeĀ himselfĀ becomingĀ aĀ fatherĀ anyĀ timeĀ soon,Ā hisĀ dreamsĀ resideĀ elsewhereĀ butĀ heĀ reckonsĀ thatĀ itĀ takesĀ aĀ specialĀ sortĀ ofĀ assholeĀ toĀ abandonĀ theirĀ childrenĀ āĀ grahamĀ wasĀ onlyĀ five, forĀ fucksĀ sake,Ā andĀ alreadyĀ clearlyĀ onĀ hisĀ wayĀ toĀ becomingĀ theĀ sweetestĀ kidĀ alive.Ā
āĀ nowhereĀ isĀ asĀ expensive,Ā daisy.Ā iĀ donātĀ knowĀ howĀ toĀ describeĀ pittsburgh.Ā āĀ Ā Ā steelĀ millsĀ werenātĀ muchĀ toĀ lookĀ at.Ā hisĀ hometownĀ wasĀ immutable,Ā andĀ billyĀ knewĀ fromĀ theĀ momentĀ heĀ crossedĀ statelines,Ā thatĀ heĀ wasĀ alwaysĀ meantĀ toĀ leave.Ā Ā Ā āĀ itĀ isnātĀ nearlyĀ asĀ pretty,Ā itāsĀ realĀ hardĀ dayāsĀ nightĀ outĀ there.Ā youĀ know,Ā iādĀ neverĀ seenĀ aĀ palmĀ treeĀ before?Ā āĀ Ā Ā billyĀ debatesĀ whetherĀ toĀ settleĀ onĀ theĀ wallĀ nextĀ toĀ her,Ā butĀ findsĀ heĀ likesĀ lookingĀ atĀ herĀ whileĀ sheĀ speaks,Ā heĀ wouldnātĀ wantĀ toĀ missĀ aĀ momentĀ ofĀ her.Ā sheĀ sings too,Ā andĀ whileĀ itĀ registersĀ inĀ hisĀ brainĀ asĀ aĀ newĀ pieceĀ ofĀ meaningfulĀ information,Ā itĀ doesĀ notĀ comeĀ asĀ aĀ surprise.Ā Ā Ā āĀ saysĀ who?Ā āĀ Ā Ā billyĀ asks.Ā itāsĀ hardĀ toĀ imagineĀ someoneĀ tellingĀ daisyĀ sheĀ isĀ ānotĀ enoughā.Ā sure,Ā heĀ mayĀ notĀ knowĀ herĀ veryĀ well,Ā butĀ sheĀ spillsĀ over,Ā magnetismĀ oozesĀ ofĀ herĀ everyĀ word.Ā howĀ canĀ sheĀ believeĀ thereĀ isĀ somethingĀ sheĀ lacks?Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ iādĀ loveĀ toĀ hearĀ youĀ singĀ sometime.Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā billyĀ smiles,Ā atĀ itĀ all:Ā herĀ response.Ā herĀ question.Ā her.Ā itĀ mayĀ beĀ off-puttingĀ toĀ admit.Ā butĀ heĀ willĀ notĀ playĀ humbleĀ andĀ bashful.Ā willĀ notĀ pretendĀ toĀ beĀ undeservingĀ whenĀ heĀ knowsĀ theyĀ areĀ not.Ā Ā Ā āĀ weāreĀ great.Ā ā
likeĀ aĀ mothĀ toĀ aĀ flame,Ā Ā sheĀ leanedĀ intoĀ it.Ā Ā allowingĀ theĀ fireĀ toĀ catchĀ onĀ theĀ edgeĀ ofĀ herĀ cigarette.Ā Ā acceptingĀ aĀ giftĀ fromĀ thisĀ strangerĀ turnedĀ savior.Ā Ā mentholĀ tinglesĀ breathedĀ inĀ andĀ backĀ out,Ā Ā releasingĀ itĀ inĀ aĀ sigh,Ā Ā herĀ eyesĀ fallenĀ closed.Ā Ā familyĀ wasnātĀ important.Ā Ā everyĀ turnĀ sheĀ took,Ā Ā theyĀ disappointedĀ her.Ā Ā orĀ sheĀ disappointedĀ them.Ā Ā dependedĀ onĀ whatĀ sideĀ oneĀ wasĀ lookingĀ inĀ through.Ā Ā aĀ fatherĀ withĀ aĀ talentĀ forĀ hidingĀ whoĀ heĀ wasĀ behindĀ aĀ canvas.Ā Ā hidingĀ fromĀ hisĀ responsibilities.Ā Ā aĀ motherĀ whoĀ wantedĀ toĀ stayĀ youngĀ soĀ badlyĀ thatĀ sheĀ pretendedĀ herĀ childĀ didnātĀ evenĀ exist.Ā Ā ifĀ thatĀ existenceĀ wasĀ madeĀ clear,Ā Ā itĀ calledĀ forĀ aĀ scolding.Ā Ā daisyĀ wouldĀ haveĀ preferredĀ noĀ parentsĀ toĀ theĀ onesĀ sheĀ had.Ā Ā budĀ wasĀ putĀ outĀ beneathĀ herĀ toe,Ā Ā shovingĀ offĀ fromĀ theĀ brickĀ wall,Ā Ā Ā ā itāsĀ notĀ soĀ easyĀ workĀ hereĀ either. āĀ Ā Ā sheĀ pattedĀ hisĀ chest;Ā Ā newĀ additionsĀ toĀ theĀ lifeĀ inĀ laĀ neverĀ sawĀ itĀ rightĀ away.Ā Ā theĀ scraping,Ā Ā theĀ struggling.Ā Ā livingĀ offĀ ramen,Ā Ā enjoyedĀ fromĀ aĀ friendāsĀ couch.Ā Ā Ā ā atĀ leastĀ itāsĀ mostlyĀ serviceĀ jobsĀ here.Ā Ā onlyĀ dealingĀ withĀ richĀ assholesĀ thatĀ youĀ haveĀ toĀ pretendĀ areĀ alwaysĀ right, āĀ Ā Ā armĀ linkedĀ withĀ his,Ā Ā tuggingĀ himĀ towardsĀ theĀ coffeeĀ shop.Ā Ā Ā ā enoughĀ dickingĀ around.Ā Ā iĀ needĀ someĀ caffeine. āĀ Ā
straightĀ upĀ toĀ theĀ cashĀ register,Ā Ā sheĀ orderedĀ herselfĀ aĀ latte,Ā Ā Ā ā andĀ letĀ meĀ guess?Ā Ā blackĀ coffeeĀ forĀ theĀ toughĀ guyĀ here.Ā Ā oh!Ā Ā andĀ itāsĀ onĀ him. āĀ Ā Ā theĀ coffeesĀ wereĀ madeĀ inĀ recordĀ time.Ā Ā sheĀ sippedĀ atĀ theĀ scaldingĀ drink,Ā Ā haltingĀ herĀ stepsĀ whenĀ sheĀ heardĀ hisĀ confession.Ā Ā Ā ā neverĀ seenĀ aĀ palmĀ treeĀ beforeĀ youĀ cameĀ here?Ā Ā nextĀ thingĀ youāreĀ gonnaĀ dropĀ onĀ meĀ isĀ thatĀ youāveĀ neverĀ seenĀ theĀ ocean. āĀ Ā Ā theyĀ tookĀ aĀ seatĀ atĀ theĀ closestĀ tableĀ toĀ theĀ door.Ā Ā ( šŖšÆ š¤š¢š“š¦ šŗš°š¶ š„š¦š¤šŖš„š¦š„ šµš° š³š¶šÆ )Ā Ā Ā ā notĀ toĀ hopĀ onĀ theĀ shittyĀ parentsĀ trainĀ again,Ā Ā butĀ myĀ mother.Ā Ā neverĀ wantedĀ toĀ hearĀ myĀ voice,Ā Ā andĀ sheĀ definitelyĀ didnātĀ thinkĀ myĀ writingĀ wasĀ anyĀ good, āĀ Ā Ā handsĀ circledĀ aroundĀ theĀ paperĀ cup.Ā Ā theĀ heatĀ wasĀ soothingĀ toĀ theĀ touch.Ā Ā moreĀ softnessĀ cameĀ fromĀ thisĀ drinkĀ thanĀ herĀ parents.Ā Ā funny.Ā Ā Ā ā iĀ mostlyĀ singĀ inĀ theĀ shower,Ā Ā butĀ ifĀ youĀ wannaĀ hearĀ me,Ā Ā myĀ bestĀ friendĀ simoneĀ gotĀ meĀ aĀ gig, āĀ Ā Ā sheĀ shrugged,Ā Ā itāsĀ notĀ thatĀ sheĀ didnātĀ believeĀ inĀ herself.Ā Ā sheĀ knewĀ sheĀ wasĀ good.Ā Ā butĀ wouldĀ theĀ peopleĀ likeĀ her?Ā Ā Ā ā okay,Ā Ā hotĀ shot,Ā Ā iĀ needĀ toĀ hearĀ youĀ singĀ then,Ā too. ā
[ š² ⢠sms ] āā ugh i wish you were here!
[ š² ⢠jules ] āā i wish you were here!
[ š² ⢠jules ] āā come to sound city. iāll even give you cookies like old times.

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[ š² ⢠sms ] āā stop sending me that wink face.
[ š² ⢠teddy graham ] āā no. ;)
[ š² ⢠teddy graham ] āā do you expect me to send a normal smile? thatās boring.
[ š² ⢠sms ] āā why did you stop texting me?
[ š² ⢠billy dumbass ] āā why? fuck off.
[ š² ⢠billy dumbass ] āā iām clearly right, youāre too busy wearing your ass as a hat.
omg mother is back
here and ready to give billy dumbass some hell
text messages.
[ š² ⢠sms ] āā what are you doing? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā are you trying to drunk text me rn? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā hey what are you doing? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā didnāt you get my last text? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā are you ignoring me? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā iām so bored! [ š² ⢠sms ] āā hey you š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā blue is definitely your color š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā ugh i wish you were here! [ š² ⢠sms ] āā i think youāre going to like what you see š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā youāve been on my mind all day today. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā i canāt stop thinking about you. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā are you gonna fall asleep on me? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā NO donāt fall asleep on me again tonight! [ š² ⢠sms ] āā you fell asleep on me last night! you owe me now [ š² ⢠sms ] āā send me a picture š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā hey cutie! havenāt talked to you in a while! [ š² ⢠sms ] āā why did you stop texting me? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā hey can i call you now? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā call me rather talk on the phone [ š² ⢠sms ] āā sweet dreamsā¦.with me in them š jk [ š² ⢠sms ] āā oooooh, i like the sound of that š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā what are you doing tomorrow? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā do you wanna hang out tomorrow? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā what do you wanna do tomorrow? āŗļø [ š² ⢠sms ] āā you looked really good today. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā canāt wait to see you xoxo [ š² ⢠sms ] āā talk dirty to me [ š² ⢠sms ] āā maybe i can stay the night with you tomorrow [ š² ⢠sms ] āā dang you take long enough to text back. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā you are the slowest texter ever. š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā i hate texting you sometimes. you take forever. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā you take forever and a day to reply. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā i was wondering where you went. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā what happened? where did you go? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā k. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā ok thatās cool. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā whatās wrong with you? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā hey where was you today? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā do you wanna come over? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā why are you texting me? iām standing right beside you⦠[ š² ⢠sms ] āā i hate one word texters. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā stop one wording me. š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā are you mad at me? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā what do you wanna talk about? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā do you like me? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā i love you š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā miss you š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā stop sending me that wink face. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā are you okay? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā iām gonna take a shower brb [ š² ⢠sms ] āā hold on i gotta do something real quick. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā are you trying to sext me? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā my dog/cat said he/she missed you. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā whatās your dog/cat doing? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā what are you watching? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā i see how it is š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā you canāt text me but you can be on facebook/twitter/instagram/ [ š² ⢠sms ] āā how come you never text me anymore? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā i gave you my number so you could text me punk š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā you never text me back anymore ā¹ļø [ š² ⢠sms ] āā sorry didnāt mean to bug you [ š² ⢠sms ] āā you only text me when i text you first. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā you never text me first! [ š² ⢠sms ] āā wanna go catch a movie tomorrow? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā what do you mean by that status you posted? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā guess what emoji is next to your name in my phone? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā hey stranger. stop being a stranger. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā did you miss me? š [ š² ⢠sms ] āā iām looking through your pictures right now. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā i saw that selfie you just posted. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā you text me after i upload a bomb selfie i see. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā itās okay you donāt to lie to me. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā aww, that was so sweet. āŗļøĀ [ š² ⢠sms ] āā aww, that just made me smile. ļøāŗļøāŗļøĀ [ š² ⢠sms ] āā i s2g iām punching you so hard the next time i see you. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā i s2g you get on my nerves. [ š² ⢠sms ] āā hey there ! remember me ? [ š² ⢠sms ] āā are you going to ignore me again tomorrow?
hi. itās me.

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brb gonna give my multi some love for the next few days bc drafts are down to single digits!
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ā¦Ā this canāt be happening.Ā no.Ā no,Ā no,Ā no,Ā no.Ā no way.Ā nevāāĀ Ā ā the bus is down,Ā the roads are slick as shit,Ā weāre in for the night.Ā make it work. āĀ sometimes,Ā rod really egged him on.Ā he considered consequence for a moment.Ā consequence,Ā fate,Ā and shit luck.Ā his jaw clenches in an obvious display of protest;Ā but heād known there was little to no way out of thisĀ ā¦Ā āāāĀ he couldĀ sleep on the floorĀ ā¦Ā he looks over his shoulder,Ā surveying the tiny motel room,Ā and doesnāt miss the scurry of a rat in its far corner.Ā great.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā great.
now,Ā he looks to daisy who appears to be amused.Ā that irks him,Ā too.Ā Ā ā fine. āĀ she could have echoed his sentiment,Ā but he didnāt hear her.Ā rather,Ā he made every effort not to.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā his heart was already racingĀ ā¦Ā Ā
better to be in a hotel than outside in the tundra fucking weather of whatever town they were stranded in. the bus was clearly out of wack. she could smell the shitting motor, even with the hot box going on in the back of the bus. of course sheād be stuck sharing a room with this piece of shit. but she wouldnāt lose sleep over it. he was the one that regretted her first. standing by the door with her arms crossed snuggly over her chest, she basked in the panic that crossed his features at their living arrangement. watching him squirm was a win on its own. ā what? never slept in a one star before? ā the musty smell wafted from the damp flooring. hopefully the sheets were clean, at least. ā you can stand there with your dick in your hands, but iām getting comfortable, ā off came the pants, leaving her in a sheer shirt and underwear. already more clothes than she was used to sleeping in. the springs creaked as she hopped into the bed, ā sleep on the floor, in the tub, next to me, whatever. just make up your goddamn mind. ā