i guess i'll make a formal intro post after ~11 years of being on this website. idk
my name is specter. i'm 22. i was bisexual before severe relationship trauma and currently identify as aroace as a result. i'm nonbinary, specifically transmasculine. he/they.
i mostly reblog, but i occasionally make posts myself. i'm very mentally ill and neurodivergent on top of dealing with chronic pain, so it's usually me complaining about whatever's pissing me off/venting about whatever's making me upset or talking about my current hyperfixation and/or special interest(s). i research queer stuff, draw, read, write, watch videos, play video games, and catch + identify bugs in my house in my spare time. avid stoner (i don't smoke, edibles only. i'd like to learn how to grow and make my own, but plants require resources and patience and effort i don't have right now).
if you need money, i'm really not the person to go to. i'm sorry.
i don't have a public DNI/DNF since i block as i see fit and i block freely. if you got blocked, no hard feelings. sometimes folks just ain't compatible with each other. i lose trust quickly, and once my trust in you is gone it's not coming back. sorry.
music-wise, i like nirvana, queen, jack stauber, mitski, and deftones. lots of artists i only like 1-5 songs from and have no real interest in hearing more of their discography. currently (4/19/26) really into some of the mewgenics soundtrack.
knowledge is power is responsibility.
if you found me from my deftones-related posts, i'm more than willing to share a lot of the archive i'm actively amassing. however, there are some things i won't publicly post or discuss. inquire if you wish. i am not obligated to give you research or do research for you.














